"No, please, no!" I murmured in response to her telling me to take all my clothes off. I knew as soon as I said it that I would get a severe punishment for it. See, a few years ago we got together and she became my Ma'am. I do as she says regarding anything and if I refuse then I get punished.
"NO? You are telling me no? Well I guess we have someone looking to get punished!" she said. There was pure rage in her eyes. I have not disobeyed her like that in a long time. Normally I do as I am asked so I do not get punished.
She grabbed me by the hair and threw me up against the side of the car, again ordering me to strip naked. I normally don't have a problem with this but it was only twenty-nine degrees out and sleeting heavily. It was cold just standing in it with my coat and all my clothes.
I did as I was told at that point not wanting to upset her more. She had so much rage I knew that if I pissed her off more then I would be hurting for weeks. As I removed my coat, hat and gloves, I started to shiver uncontrollably. Then I started gasping as I removed my remaining clothes. I stood there staring at her with pleading eyes, tears frozen to my cheeks, hoping she would allow me to get out of the cold. Unfortunately that was not her plan and she intended to carry out her plan. She held me firmly up against the side of the car, which was extremely cold, and told me to finger my ass until I was so close to coming I feared I would. That did not take long because although I was extremely scared because of disobeying her I was also very turned on by her reaction to my insolence. She ended up disappointed because it didn't take as long as she anticipated. In exchange for her disappointment, I got promises of even more punishment
I didn't know what to do next considering I did as I was told with the ass fucking and still got the promises of punishment. I was gasping so much from the cold I could barely breathe. The thought crossed my mind that I would end up with pneumonia.
"Get your ass down on the ground and finger yourself until you almost come and keep yourself at that point until I tell you differently. DO NOT cum. If you, do you will feel a new level of pain right here and now," she said.
I almost refused to lie down, however, I knew better and responded with yes ma'am instead. It took all of my courage to lie down on the wet, icy ground. I think I momentarily lost consciousness from the cold because the next thing I knew after I layed down I was getting yelled at for not having started masturbating yet. I tried to explain but she did not give me a chance. Out of nowhere she began hitting me with a flogger. It hurt so bad on my freezing skin. It was amazing though that although it was excruciating pain, it turned me on more than I have ever been before. I thanked her for my punishment and asked if she wanted me to do as she had asked. I was told yes, while she continued my beating, I was to masturbate.
It took me about three minutes to get to the point where I felt I could explode at any second. I was so scared that I would cum that I started imagining it was someone else beating me. In my fantasy, whomever it was beating me, was doing it because they were trying to kill me. Not as a punishment. It helped still my urges to cum momentarily, but after a couple minutes it didn't help anymore.