Note to the reader: This is a continuation of Navy Wife Part I. You can read it from the link on my profile page.
The story is completely true. I am actually the husband, but I wanted to write from my wife's perspective. This happened while I was deployed with the Navy and my wife felt guilty about the whole thing and told me when I got home. Her details were a little sparse, so I filled in some blanks, but, as I said before, this is 100% true. Hope you enjoy!
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The days following my "encounter" with Sarah were different. I didn't see much of her, and at first it was a relief. I didn't want any awkward reminders of how things ended last time. Then I started to get the feeling that she was avoiding me and I began to worry that our friendship might be over. In moments that I was completely honest with myself I knew that losing her friendship was much worse than any perceived embarrassment I might have. But everything was still so fresh and I wasn't sure how to move forward or if I even wanted to.
It was a very confusing couple of weeks for me. I felt like I had ruined a friendship, I was missing Colton a lot, and I had an awakened sex drive that I had been carefully supressing for months. Not to mention I had been felt up by another girl and had really liked it. Yes, I was starting to come to terms with that. At first I kept trying to dismiss it, repeatedly telling myself, "I am not a lesbian. I am married to a man." But I couldn't deny how good it felt to be touched, and how soft Sarah's hands had felt. It was very different than the way Colton touched me, but in a good way that left me longing for more.
After Sarah had left that day, I masturbated in the hope that it would put an end to all those feelings. Quite the opposite happened though. I found myself thinking more and more about those moments with Sarah. At first I tried not to, but eventually I gave in and began indulging those thoughts. Of course the more I thought about it, the more I got turned on. Looking back on it I was a hot, horny mess.
Eventually it became impossible to keep avoiding Sarah. I had a medical appointment coming up and I needed someone to babysit. Plus I didn't want things to continue the way they had been, so I took the opportunity to break the ice. With Serena in tow I headed over to Sarah's house. As we rounded the corner, I could see her in the driveway loading Lisa into their car. I ran over to catch them in time.
"Hey Sarah!" I shouted to get her attention. She looked up surprised, and seemed happy to see me.
"Hey Megan I wasn't expecting you. We are heading out right now. What's up?"
I was a little short of breath and my words tumbled out. "Would you mind watching Serena for me next week? I have an appointment and it would be a lot easier if I didn't have to take her."
"Sure no problem. You know you didn't have to walk over here - you could have called"
I felt a hard pang in my chest. "I guess she really doesn't want to see me after all" I thought. My face must have shown it too.
"Oh God that sounded pretty rude" Sarah quickly said. "I just meant you didn't have to go to the trouble."
We sat there for a moment, not knowing what to say. "Well I should probably let you get out of here" I finally said and turned to go.
"Wait, Megan" she said catching my arm. "About the other day - I just, well, I - I'm sorry." She stammered. "I don't want to ruin our friendship. I've missed seeing you the last few weeks."
My heart and mind were racing now. What exactly was she trying to say? Did she just want to be friends or was she trying to open things up for more? I chose my words carefully.
"I've missed seeing you too. And I wouldn't let our friendship go that easily" I said.
It was subtle, but I could tell that she was relieved inwardly. Another moment passed. I didn't dare to say more, but I hoped she would. Sarah opened her mouth to say something, hesitated, and then said "Do you guys want to come over tomorrow? I'm sure Lisa and Serena would love the chance to play together."
Not exactly what I was hoping she would say, but at least I knew we were back to being friends.
"Yeah we'd love to" I replied.
"OK see you around ten?"
"Sure. Well I'd better let you go for real this time"
Sarah laughed and opened the door to her car. "See you tomorrow" she said with a smile.
The walk back home seemed longer. True, I felt better about the whole situation. I was relieved to still have Sarah as a friend. But I had no idea what she was thinking. She had made the move on me in the first place, but what did she want now? What did I want now? I wasn't even sure myself. With regret I realized that Sarah probably wouldn't try anything again. "Oh well" I thought, "It's probably for the better." I knew myself, and I sure wasn't going to try anything, much as I wanted to.
I found myself smiling as I thought about Sarah stammering. She was always so calm and confident, and it was the first time I had ever seen her at a loss for words. She was undeniably cute when she was flustered. I wasn't sure how the next day would go, but I was looking forward to it.
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The next morning was a blur, getting kids up and to school. After I dropped Cameron off I came home and took a shower to relax. I stood in the steam, wondering how things would be with Sarah. I washed myself absentmindedly and started shaving my legs more out of habit than anything. I hardly have any hair on my body, and can get away without shaving for days. I noticed the tangle of hair between my legs, realizing I hadn't shaved there since Colton left. Impulsively I shaved it off, enjoying the bare feeling after I was done. I took a little extra time with my makeup and outfit too, wanting everything to look just right. I admired myself in the mirror afterward. The sun dress I had chosen hugged my body, accentuating the curves around my hips. I have smallish breasts, which I have always hated, but even they looked good in that dress. I had to admit I did look sexy.
I headed over to Sarah's and when she opened the door we both stood for a moment before we burst out laughing. "Oh my God!" I said. "Did we both buy the same dress at the Exchange?"
"Well, their selection is soooo extensive that two girls with excellent taste are bound to end up with the same outfit" Sarah smirked. And just like that everything was back to normal. We spent the next hour out back watching the kids play, complaining about the lack of cute clothes on the island, talking about things back in the States, and everything in between.