I had never even met Lucy until I answered an ad looking for a roommate and was a little surprised just how white she was. Her name should have given me some hint, but I really wasn't expecting some skinny little white girl. Lucy's skin wasn't just white, but looked like it had never even seen the sun. At least she had brown hair and brown eyes, since I doubt I would have given her so much as the time of day had her hair been blond and her eyes been blue.
I have always been uncomfortable around white people, but she managed to put me at ease and got along well enough to move in with her. That was about a year ago and I have been living in this secluded house ever since. There are times when I miss the sound of the city, but there is something special about being away from all that madness.
There are no neighbor's within a mile of the house, which has taken some getting used to. Now it is just part of life and I don't mind the drive to get to civilization. I still go out and party, but it takes a little longer for me to get there than it used to. Neither of us has anyone come out to visit, since it would be very difficult for anyone to find this place and reception is horrendous out here.
Lucy and I have developed something while living together, and I don't quite know what it is. It isn't really a friendship or a sisterhood, nor is it any kind of special bond. Whatever this is, I don't have a name for it and not bothered by this in the least. That's not quite true, since I'm sure I could come up with something given time. To be completely honest, I know exactly what this is, but I prefer to lie to myself about it.
I have never had any interest in being with a woman and Lucy should be the last one that I would ever find attractive, had there been any inclination for me to swing the other way. There is nothing particularly feminine about Lucy, nor does she come off as masculine at all, and I don't know if she's ever turned a single head in her life. Maybe that's the reason I have these thoughts, since I can't think of a damned good reason and there must be something.
Her brown eyes and brown hair are just nothing special, but I have a building desire to see them between my legs. Seeing her pale skin against my ebony body is something I secretly yearn for and can barely mention this to myself. I've seen her tits plenty of times and there is almost nothing there, which means I should not have any interest in squeezing them and feeling her nipples between my flesh.
The only thing I have not seen is Lucy without her panties, which cover everything and I should have no interest in seeing the entirety of her body. Lucy does not wear sexy panties, but I can tell there isn't a lot going on back there. I wonder if she has a full bush or does she trim it like me, which leads me to wonder why I want to know anything about that. In an attempt at honesty, I want to see far more and my pussy if very wet right now.
So I can actually admit this to myself and this is so damned ridiculous. I don't think of myself as a bisexual in the least and have never had any interest in being with another woman. Any woman, except for Lucy, and I have a decision that I must make. I can either ignore this sickening urge that is building or I can try to do something about it.
My decision is made before I fully process all the thoughts running around inside of my mind. The advantage of being secluded means I do not have to wait to act and will have her without fear of being interrupted by anyone. I can't believe it has come to this, but I must have her. There is no way for me to know if she has any interest in women at all, especially this one, since it is not something we have ever talked about.
Truthfully, we have never talked about sex at all and I have no idea how she will react to my advances. Hell, I don't know how I'll react to my advances, but I'll play that one by ear. All I know for certain is I have to have her and damn everything else.
She is sitting next to me right now, which means I can't do a damn thing about my aching pussy. The only aromas coming from her body are her shampoo and natural scents, which really pisses me off. Why the hell can't she wear perfume like any other woman?
I look over and her eyes are glued to the book in her hands, while I attempt to hide my nerves. She is wearing a shirt and I know there is no bra underneath, since she has no need to wear one under any circumstances, lucky bitch. Her pale legs are mostly visible, except for her loose fitting shorts and I wonder what they are hiding.
My voice is a steady as I can make it. "Lucy."
She sets the book down on her lap and turns to me with a voice that does not stand out at all. "What?"
She is clearly perturbed that I interrupted her reading and my voice is very difficult to control. "Sorry, just wanted to talk."
She marks the page and sets the book aside. "About?"
I smile to prevent any sign of my intent. "Girl talk."
She looks down at her book and I know it must be something she is enjoying greatly. "Can't it wait?"
I shake my head just a little and my words leave my lips without thinking clearly. "No, Lucy, I really need to talk to you."
Her brown eyes move to mine and she holds my gaze. "Fine, Ebony, what's up?"
I know I need to be tactful, but have no idea what words I should use. "Have you ever been with a woman?"
Her pale cheeks redden and her words are not what I was hoping. "Never, Ebony. That's really gross."
My words continue to leave my lips with no control from my brain. "Have you ever thought about it?"
She shakes her head and the redness darkens a few shades. "Never. What's this about, Ebony?"
My dark eyes lock onto her brown eyes and I wish had some control. "This is about you, Lucy."