I was 35 before I had sex with another woman. I admit having thought about it; I think most girls do. I had masturbated to pictures of women in my brother's Playboys, but never saw myself actually having lesbian sex.
I liked boys. Or thought I did. My first boyfriend, Jock, owned a Harley-Davidson motorcycle, and I think I was more in love with that bike than Jock. I rode everywhere with him on the back of it, but would never take the controls. I didn't want to look like a dyke. Anyway, I married Jock and we had a couple of good years before he tried passing a semi on a two-lane blacktop and head-on'd with a farm truck. Our sex life had been OK. Jock was a premature ejaculator, but it didn't matter, I liked his foreplay better.
After a couple of years I married Clem and became a farm girl. He was big and muscular and expected me to be able to throw bales of hay like he did, and after a time I became hard and fit and strong, but Clem could still toss me around like a rag doll. He didn't believe in preliminaries. He just backed me against a wall and fucked me like a farm animal, sometime taking me in the ass, which hurt like hell. With Clem the only orgasms I had come from my own fingers. He was rough and sometimes mean. I had warned him to never hit me, but one day he did, an open handed slap that nearly took my head off. I ran down to the highway, hitched a ride, and got off at a lawyer's office. I could have taken half the farm, but I settled for a one-time cash settlement.
I was pushing 30 when I met Bob. I was shopping for a used car, and he owned a lot at the north edge of town, where he had a couple dozen old beaters he sold cheap to people with limited funds. I needed something better, so he offered to sell me his car, a Hyundai with only 40,000 on the odometer. He let me take it for a ride, and when I turned down a country road, began whispering in my ear. I stopped the car, ready to tell him off, but before I knew it he was up my skirt taking my thong off. He ate my pussy right there in broad daylight, and within a month we were married. Bob was great in bed. He was Mr. Foreplay himself, and he made me cum so often with his tongue I hardly noticed the fucking part.
Bob and I got along great. He was such a loving guy that I suspected him of being a womanizer, but I didn't know for sure until one Sunday when I came back early from shopping and heard sounds from upstairs, moans and cries and thumps, and when I flung open our bedroom door, I was confronted with the sight of my best friend Joyce riding my husband reverse cowgirl style. "Omigod," was all she could say.
Bob actually said, "Honey, this isn't what it looks like!" I couldn't believe it. "Out!" I yelled.
I got the house and the car lot. I let Bob manage it for me.
So there I was, 35, three times married, single again, and in no mood to hook up with any man, although my women friends kept trying to play matchmaker. I didn't miss Bob much, except for his tongue, but I missed Joyce, devious slut though she was, because we'd been friends since grade school. A picture of her bouncing up and down on my husband, big boobs flopping, kept coming to mind. Joyce looked sexy as hell, getting fucked. I wondered how she'd be in bed.
My friends couldn't believe I'd never had woman sex. They'd all had roommates in college. I had commuted to the local school and didn't live in a dorm. Apparently there was a lot of slap and tickle amongst college girls, especially in sororities.
Then one night at a bachelorette party, a tall slender woman with flowing blonde hair and boobs even bigger than Joyce's sidled up to me. I didn't know her. She hadn't been part of our circle.
"You look bored," she said. I was. The male strippers were putting on a show, and I could barely even watch it. I was through with men.
"I am," I said.
"Want to go upstairs and have some fun?" she whispered in my ear.
I didn't see it coming. I was shocked and a little embarrassed. Also flattered. It was too sudden, I wasn't ready, and I couldn't find the words to say, so I said nothing. Erika drifted away and lost herself in the crowd.
Damn!
Later, I asked one of my friends about her.
Erika Davis, I was told. She had just moved to town, was single, and believed to be full-on lesbian. Apparently she lived in my neighborhood, just around the corner from me.
"Did she come on to you?" Sylvia asked.