Hi, Lucy here. Just as I thought my story was over I'm now as confused as ever. I am still dating Denise and like her very much, but I don't get to see her nearly as often, she won't admit our relationship to her parents, and there is this new girl as well. Not to mention there is still a great deal of sexual tension between my mother and I, and Denise and I have had serious talks about everything. So far this is turning out to be an interesting (terrifying) summer.
Denise has a job over the summer (I won't say where), and my mom wanted me to get one as well. So I checked around a little, but then my mom hooked me up as a receptionist for a chiropractor. The job isn't bad and I only work like two days a week as I share duties with someone else. It isn't really about the money (my mom is loaded), but about responsibility she says. Anyway the job is sort of fun and I get to talk to and meet all sorts of people.
So anyway I ran into an old friend from high school at the chiropractor and he told me that his younger sister is planning on going to the same university that I do, and she wanted to talk to me about it sometime. I was like sure and he gave me her number. Now I knew this girl, because both he and she were in all the plays in high school together and I remembered her being very pretty, and graceful, and she had this amazing voice too. So I was excited about seeing her. I called her and asked her if she wanted to go meet at a dairy queen and talk and she did.
Now I'm not saying it was a date, because at the time I didn't think of it that way, but afterwards I kept thinking about her all night, and that some what bothered me. Her name is Jessica. She has beautiful naturally curly brunette hair (I would die for her curls), and a great body, and just the cutest face. She definitely has smaller boobs than I do (mine are 34DD), but maybe only by a cup size. She had on a low cut shirt and wow I could not stop looking at them and her legs are runner's legs (I think she's really into dance or something). Anyway I sat in bed that night and actually masturbated thinking about her.
The next day I felt bad and I called Denise and told her all about it (not the masturbating). She didn't seem upset at all, but it made me feel better. We made plans for her to come and see me, since she wasn't sure she wanted me to come there yet. I was ok with that, but it is going to bother me if we can never be honest with her parents.
Later that day, I told my mom about Jessica, and she asked me if I liked her. I told her I was attracted to her, but that I wasn't about to cheat on Denise, plus the odds weren't very good that Jessica was even a lesbian, so it didn't matter anyway.
So as the week went on I ended up calling Jessica and asking if she wanted to go shopping with me. I felt stupid. On my end I felt like I was asking her out on a date, and she seemed really excited that I called so it made me feel even more excited about seeing her. We had the most fun that day and after hours of shopping and sitting around eating and talking she told me she was so happy that she told her brother to give me her number. That was nice to hear, because I had wondered if it was actually her idea. She started really opening up to me and telling me how she always wished she had been like me in high school, the popular girl, athlete, and cheerleader. I told her I always watched her in all the plays and wished I was more like her.
We laughed about that and then there was this moment. I think it was totally me, but we just looked at each other for the longest time smiling and I swear she looked a little embarrassed, and that made me think maybe, just maybe there was a connection. So of course I had to open my mouth and tell her how beautiful she is. She smiled and said I was too and then there was this huge awkward silence and neither of us knew what to say next. Later when I dropped her off at her house I asked her if she ever wanted to come over and swim she could, and also that I'd love to go out with her again. That's just how I said it to, like it was a date and she smiled and said she'd love to. Now I was really confused, and as I drove home I was also a little upset with myself. Was I cheating on Denise? I certainly hadn't been a romantic date or anything, but I definitely was strongly attracted to Jessica. She is so pretty, and so funny and animated. She just makes me very happy.
I told my mom all about my day when I got home and she again asked me what my plans were with Jessica. I blew her off at first and then I asked her if it was wrong what I was doing. She of course told me no, but this was the woman I had been having a secret sexual relationship with the entire time I had been dating Denise (although at that point it had been two months since we had made love).
Denise came over that weekend and we made love all the time. The most exciting thing that happened that weekend was when Denise and I started making out and I saw my mom watching us from the balcony above our living room. I sucked Denise's breasts as my mom watched us, and it didn't bother me at all that my mom was seeing her naked. I then sat on Denise's lap with my legs spread around her as she sucked my nipples, and the entire time I looked up at my mom. My mom was grabbing her own breasts and even pulled one out of her shirt and licked her own nipple. Then I had a crazy idea and asked Denise if she wished my boobs were as big as my moms. She said she thought my boobs were perfect, but I told her I loved enormous breasts and I started sucking hers again. I told her I wished my boobs were as big as my moms so she could know how wonderful it was to suck and play with enormous breasts.
I'm not sure why I was saying all this. I was totally horny for one thing, but part of me was trying to get her to understand why I was so attracted to my own mother so that if I ever did admit what happened to her she would understand. She said she was glad I liked her boobs, but I was wanting more than that from her. I asked her if she thought my mom had great boobs. I was happy when she said yes. The way she said it was exciting, because she really sounded like it made her horny that I asked her that. I looked up at my mom who had her nipple in her mouth and her hand down the front of her shorts.
I told her that I thought my mom had a bit of a crush on her. Denise acted like she didn't believe it at first, but then she commented that my mom flirted with her a lot. I was just getting ready to go down on her and I asked her if we weren't dating, would she date someone as old as my mom? I must have been so horny my head wasn't on straight, but Denise must have been also, because she said she would.
