I have always been Bicurious. Always fascinated with my own tits and pussy and other women's. When I was a child I would put my Barbie into ALL KINDS of compromising positions LOL.
Fast forward about 20 years. I had been trying to hook up with girls for a while. Yahoo Personals was popular back in the day, as well as Lesbian chat rooms. Women would flirt and I would get turned on. I talked to many Lesbian and Bisexual women on and off about what it was like. I still preferred men but I would masturbate primarily to Lesbian porn and one of my biggest fantasies was 2 women playing with me and making me cum. Focusing on my pleasure. Mmmm.....
I met up with one girl in my thirties, but I realized that she wanted me to be in a relationship with her and would get jealous when I went out with men. I tried to explain to her that I didn't want to be in a RELATIONSHIP with another woman, I just wanted to PLAY with another woman. And at that time, it was ALLLL about me. Another woman playing with my tits, my pussy, licking my cunt. Making me cum. I think they call that "Pillow Princesses" today...but that's where I was LOL. I ended WORKED with two lesbians who desperately wanted me, especially Nichole, who was butch but built like a muscular man with tits. I used to flirt with her and make her crazy. She would empty my trash at work and I would wear my hot little dresses and just open my legs just a little. Her nickname for me was "The Bod". And yet, STILL nothing happened.
Soooo....I was at the end of my marriage. I had been married to an abusive man but we enjoyed a hot sex life which included going to Strip clubs (which I still like doing) and getting lap dances. One hot time in Las Vegas we had a couples' lap dance where she rode my husband's lap while I fondled her amazing tits and pinched her nipples. She took me back to the back room, pulled my tit out of my blouse and started sucking on it while rubbing my crotch. I almost came in my pants. My pussy was dripping. I came out wild-eyed. We went next door to the Erotic massage parlour and she gave both my ex-husband and I an "Happy Ending"...he said he was shocked that I could cum with a total stranger. I just smiled lazily and said if you turn me on, and rub it right, I will cum....and I did...but I STILL hadn't really been with a woman.