I have always been Bicurious. Always fascinated with my own tits and pussy and other women's. When I was a child I would put my Barbie into ALL KINDS of compromising positions LOL.
Fast forward about 20 years. I had been trying to hook up with girls for a while. Yahoo Personals was popular back in the day, as well as Lesbian chat rooms. Women would flirt and I would get turned on. I talked to many Lesbian and Bisexual women on and off about what it was like. I still preferred men but I would masturbate primarily to Lesbian porn and one of my biggest fantasies was 2 women playing with me and making me cum. Focusing on my pleasure. Mmmm.....
I met up with one girl in my thirties, but I realized that she wanted me to be in a relationship with her and would get jealous when I went out with men. I tried to explain to her that I didn't want to be in a RELATIONSHIP with another woman, I just wanted to PLAY with another woman. And at that time, it was ALLLL about me. Another woman playing with my tits, my pussy, licking my cunt. Making me cum. I think they call that "Pillow Princesses" today...but that's where I was LOL. I ended WORKED with two lesbians who desperately wanted me, especially Nichole, who was butch but built like a muscular man with tits. I used to flirt with her and make her crazy. She would empty my trash at work and I would wear my hot little dresses and just open my legs just a little. Her nickname for me was "The Bod". And yet, STILL nothing happened.
Soooo....I was at the end of my marriage. I had been married to an abusive man but we enjoyed a hot sex life which included going to Strip clubs (which I still like doing) and getting lap dances. One hot time in Las Vegas we had a couples' lap dance where she rode my husband's lap while I fondled her amazing tits and pinched her nipples. She took me back to the back room, pulled my tit out of my blouse and started sucking on it while rubbing my crotch. I almost came in my pants. My pussy was dripping. I came out wild-eyed. We went next door to the Erotic massage parlour and she gave both my ex-husband and I an "Happy Ending"...he said he was shocked that I could cum with a total stranger. I just smiled lazily and said if you turn me on, and rub it right, I will cum....and I did...but I STILL hadn't really been with a woman.
So let me get to the point. I was going through our cell phone bill and found a strange number. Women's instinct is NEVER wrong and the ex had a big-time obsession with strippers. So I called the number...all with the force of rage of a woman scorned who just KNEW something was up. I got a woman, all right...and I screamed at her with my Russian temper in full flare. She calmly said that she WAS a stripper, but a total lesbian...that Chris would come into her club and pay her a lot of money for lap dances. I had hung out with strippers before and YES, they are ALL about money, but I was confused...WHY would my ex be in contact with a 100% gay woman? Who had a partner? She invited us out for a drink.
So I told him...the marriage was ending anyway and I desperately needed to understand WHAT hold this woman had on him...surely he must know she will NEVER hook up with him? What is the deal?? And yes, I KNOW this was a horribly fucked up situation at the time. But I have ALWAYS had that erotic adventurous spirit...so we went. We met Janine and Suzy, and their friend Don at a Lesbian/Gay bar in Bethlehem. I can't remember the name of it now but it was a trip lol. I took one look at Janine and it was INSTANT lust. She was a stripper at a place called Platinum Plus in Allentown, covered in tats, slamming body, perfect breasts. The ex went and played pool with the two ladies and I began to chat with Don.