TAKING A STAND
Jodie and Melissa have had a wild one night stand that ended with a vague agreement that they would talk about what happened the night before the next morning. When Josh turns up out of the blue with an engagement ring Jodie is quite content to let it all go until help turns up from an unexpected quarter. Now she has to come up with a counter proposal but will Melissa say yes or is she just wasting her time?
Jodie opened her eyes as the tapping increased in intensity. Was it a bird, a squirrel, a possum? She discarded all of them when she heard a man's voice.
"Melissa, you awake?"
Jodie rolled over to look at Melissa lying beside her, the younger woman was fast asleep and a few moments later she nudged her and sat up.
"Someone's here."
Melissa mumbled something and flopped over onto her belly as Jodie slid out of bed and reached for her dressing gown, remembering at that moment that she was still stark naked. She rarely slept naked but out here it didn't seem to matter and besides, she'd had company last night.
"Fuck," Melissa raised her head, "what's he doing here?"
"Who?"
"John, my brother," she got up on her knees, "I'll handle this, you get dressed."
A few moments later she put the shirt back on and walked to the door.
"Aren't you gonna put on panties?"
"What for? He's seen it before, he just ain't never touched it," she exited the room and Jodie looked frantically around for something to put on. A tee shirt and sweat pants lay on a nearby chair and by the time she put them on Melissa was in the kitchen talking to someone on the phone. John was leaning on the door jamb and he nodded politely at her as Melissa talked.
"So, you want me to come home? We had an agreement. We meet at hotels not each other's homes, this had better be good or you'll wish you had cancer," she hung up and leaned on the bench and stared at the fridge.
"That boy picks the damnedest times to show up," she looked at him, "you sure he's sober?"
"As God is my witness," he held his palms up, "I thought he was a fucking fed, all dressed up in a suit, he's got flowers in the car."
"Flowers?" Melissa pinched her nose, "you sure it ain't poison ivy?"
"I'd know that for sure."
"Well no time like the present," she pushed away from the bench, "I better go sort this crap out, I'll be there soon as I get showered and changed."
John followed her out into the front room a moment later leaving Jodie staring at the doorway with a sickening feeling in the pit of her stomach. Melissa headed straight for the shower and John got back in his pickup. Jodie went back to the bedroom and put her back against the bedhead as she tried to sort through the situation. She was so focused that she didn't realize Melissa had come back into the bedroom until she knelt on the bed. She was wearing the same clothes she'd had on last night but the shirt was hanging loosely about her and she'd tied her hair back into a ponytail.
"You okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine," she looked at her, "so, what's Josh doing in town?"
"Hell if I know," she wrinkled her nose, "the flowers worry me but, he wants to talk in private but I'm pissed that he just turned up at my house. He knows the rules well enough."
"Maybe he's finally left his wife," Jodie offered.
"He didn't say," Melissa looked past her, "but it's possible, look I gotta get out there and see what the hell he's playing at, but I haven't forgotten about your birthday dinner tonight," she leaned over suddenly and kissed her cheek.
"I'll see you soon, don't call me I'll call you."
And then she was gone, summoning Dog and heading for the door. It was only when she'd driven away that Jodie finally spoke her mind.
"Thanks for nothing," she directed her voice at the ceiling, "and you wonder why I don't pray."
A few moments later she too headed for the bathroom but not even a hot shower could distance her from the feeling that this was another one of those moments. She'd had enough of them over the years, it all started nice and romantic but somewhere along the line it all fell apart. It seemed almost as if she was cursed to be alone with only memories to keep her company. It was a stupid thought and she knew the arguments against it but all morning it was like a stone in her shoe. She almost called Melissa a few times but backed out at the last minute and went back to checking emails and organizing her work schedule for the following week.
She was so engrossed in that task that she didn't notice anyone had pulled up until the doorbell rang and it was only when she walked past the front window that she saw the vaguely familiar car sitting in the driveway. Her suspicions turned out to be correct when she opened the front door and found Julie standing on the other side of the screen door.
"Mind if I come in?"
"Sure," Jodie pushed the door open, "come on in, I'm just sorting through the work schedule for next week."
"Getting a jump start on the week, huh?"
"Something like that," she closed the door behind her as Julie stepped into the front room, "how's Melissa?"
"Oh I imagine she's doin' some hard thinkin' what with Josh driving up from Charleston."
"She spent the night here."
"Yeah I guessed as much," Julie looked around the room, "looks pretty much the same as the last time I was here," she squinted at a Budweiser picture.
"So," she sat down on a sofa chair, "what did go on last night?"
Jodie sat on the couch and stared straight ahead as she tried to formulate an answer, and Julie raised an eyebrow.
"It must have been some night if you're too wore out to answer me."
"We, um, we you know?"
"What? Played Monopoly? Went online? Got drunk?"
"Had sex?"
"See, it's not so hard to say it," Julie flicked at her hair, "she's twenty years old and she's been having sex legally since she was eighteen and probably before that as well, but nothin' bad came of it and she seems fairly sane."
"We were going to talk about it this morning but then John came around to tell her about Josh and she just grabbed a shower and promised to get back to me about this birthday dinner, it's my birthday next week and she wanted to take me out."
"Well a promise is a promise and Melissa keeps her promises, we raised her that way. Always keep your word even when it hurts to keep it."
"Is that what she's doing with Josh?"
"Oh I don't know what the hell she's doin' with him, that boy's about as useless as a screen door on a submarine. I thought someone had gone and died when this guy turned up in a suit with a bunch of flowers," she looked down at the coffee table.
"She came back to see him all right and he proposed to her."
"Okay," Jodie closed her eyes, "so I guess that's it then."
"For a professional woman with such a responsible job you sure are down on yourself, what makes you think she said yes? Granted she didn't say no either, she gave him a hug and took off with Dog to do some thinkin' alone. Josh is sitting with Dan looking about as confused as a blind lesbian in a fish market, especially seeing as I came down here to see you."
"So what do I do now? I mean I like her, a lot but I don't want to get in between her and someone else, I've been there before and got the tee shirt."
"A lot depends on you I guess," Julie crossed her legs and pulled a stray thread off her dress, "you can sit there talking yourself out of it or take a stand and make your play. I ain't sayin' my daughter is gay but she sure as hell ain't particularly keen to get hooked up. She's blown more chances with guys than I've had hot dinners and this thing with Josh has always had me curious because up until now it wasn't goin' nowhere."
Jodie straightened up slowly as Julie spoke again.
"This Pittsburgh job, you goin' to go for it or go back to New York?"
"It's a tempting thought, it'd get me out of New York. I always get the feeling that my boss, Mark is just dying to put some distance between us."
"Bad blood between you?"
"Kind of," she ran a hand through her hair, "I was set to get the job he's got now but the person doing the hiring and firing was his old buddy from college, and so he got the job but it was me who had to walk him through it until he found his feet. It raised some eyebrows at work but then I put myself up for this kind of work where I'd be out of the office, it's made things a bit easier for me and I suspect him as well. Mark's not a bad guy, but he does have an image to keep up and I've got to play along and do as I'm told."
"Uh huh," Julie nodded, "so relocating to Pittsburgh would be a welcome change."
"Yeah, kind of coincidental what with all this happening."
"There is that and all," Julie replied, "you'd be two hours away from here, give or take."
She uncrossed her legs and leaned forward to study the floor.
"Tell me honestly, woman to woman," she looked at her, "how would it be between you and Melissa if you did get together?"
Jodie blinked and looked at the kitchen door for a moment.
"Um for a start she doesn't have to move in with me, I'd get a house with a couple of extra rooms and a yard for Dog, although he seems to prefer being inside. But if she did move in I'd want her in college, furthering her education. I could find her work through what I do of course, but it'd be a part time thing. She's got so much going for her and I don't know what she sees in me, if anything at all but if I'm going to be part of her life then I want to be a positive part. If she stays she stays but I'm not going to force her to stay just for me, maybe that's the wrong thing to say but I've been in too many situations where I arranged my whole life around one person only to find they were only there for a little while."