I woke up slowly and took my waking slow.
Yes, I paraphrase Roethke and truly; why not?
I am learning by going where I have to go.
*****
I woke up and sensed the comfort of the sheets first. I was so relaxed, the sheets so sensuous against my body, the warm sunshine which woke me. The sense of relaxation, of having been completed; yes indeed I took my waking slow. I languished and stretched sensually and dimly became aware of my surrounding; the high thread count of the luxurious sheets against my 'naked!' body, the warmth of the sunshine (definitely not my apartment) and the smell of musk, incense, and ... sex!"
My eyes opened and I sat bolt-upright and as I began to question just where the hell I was, I realized it was her musk and her incense.
I clutched the soft cotton sheets to my naked breasts and remembered.
I remembered everything.
I reached down between my legs, had it all been a dream?
The slickness that greeted my fingers and tenderness of my tissues said otherwise and I raised my hand to my nose and smelt "Her" in a powerful sense. No it was no dream!
It was our sex.
*****
The song had ended for our slow dance and her long blonde hair cascaded around my vision as she bent down to whisper in my ear, "Shall we go home Cherie?" I kissed her and replied, "You may take me."
Hand in hand we made our way to the Victorian lobby and waited the limo. As we had arrived together, the lobby was apparently neutral territory and Robert and Anton were there. Anya suggested we share the ride. They lived close and we would drop them off before taking me to my apartment.
The Limo arrived and we all climbed in. I do not remember whether I showed of my pretties or not, I was drunk on wine and desire. As soon as the doors closed, Anya embraced me and we started to make-out. I don't think the boys noticed; they were too caught up in their own private wrestling match.
Her hands started to make their way to the juncture of my thighs, my secret spot which I had put on display when I had straddled her lap, but I got self-conscious. Not so much because of the presence of the men; they were in their own little world. No, I was stretching my comfort zone tonight and I think that the stretch was as tight as it could go without snapping. I had touched and suckled at her breasts. I am a girl that believes that love-making is reciprocal and an equal-party endeavor. I was cool with her sucking and touching my breasts; I could return the favor so to speak. But the pussy; I was not prepared to make a face to face acquaintance with a woman's sex just yet. Just the idea freaked me out.
So, when she started to rub my nana, I quickly grabbed her wrist and said, "I am sorry, Anya I hope you do not think I am a tease.
I want this. I just need understanding and for us to go slowly. This is totally against everything that I know and have grown up with and I'm making adjustments as I can. I want you, but please give me some time."
She replied, "Lynne, you are a rare jewel. You must be savored. I am on your side. I respect your fears. I want you to know that I am your advocate. You are lovely and I want you so very much, but your comfort is dear to me. Just let me know your pleasure."
I told her that the breast play was fine, as was the kissing. As long as our bodies were in harmony, I was good to go.
We bid the boys adieu. As the limo pulled away, Anya told me "I have been good long enough, I must have a taste your exquisite breasts."
With that, she eagerly made to force my dress from my shoulders. I did not want her to ruin my garment so I reached back and let loose the stay of my dress, the connection of the fabrics. The material fell from my chest exposing my formidable breasts.
Anya looked on and was stunned with the display.
She simply said. "I am without words."
My breasts had changed substantially when I became pregnant three years ago. The tissue had become more firm and gained density and size. I had gone from a C-cup to a DD size and somehow I had denied it until the last moment. Now, I was well acquainted with both the size of my breasts and the prominence of my nipples. They were in short, worship-worthy and I was in no position to deny the faithful. The color of the nipple had been the first clue that my body was making a change; to nourish a human life. They had turned a rich plum color and were so much darker than my pink virgin hue.
She bent forward and took one of my engorged raisin-like nipples in her mouth. My breasts had developed to bring nourishment to a budding human organism. That this woman would suckle my supple exposed nipple was along the order of what should be and I felt more complete: as a life-bringer by having a living being suck at my breast.
Simply due to the mechanics of the Limo, Anya had to recline and stretch across my lap as she began to draw my energized teat into her mouth. I cradled her head in my near lap and somehow, somewhere, something clicked. The puzzle pieces fell into place and I suddenly felt maternal; owning of this dear creature that sought nourishment at my breast. Her suction on my nipple created a warmth in my core that touched my spine, stomach and deeper to my clit. I felt warm, fuzzy and complete. I felt to be a complete woman.
She began to move from one nipple to the other and I felt like a true protector. I would comfort her, to help her relax and find comfort. I wanted to make her feel good, to relax and to melt the tension from her body.
She moved from my breasts and nuzzled up to my neck and then to my lips and we started to tenderly kiss in that intimate way that simply flowed. All along, she murmured telling me what she wanted for me; to protect me, to relax me, to release the tension of life and my past. Her kiss was an affirmation that another human being wished to share in the happiness of creation and life.
She simply moved close so her warm pliable lips formed to mine. We joined tentatively. Our lips began an un-choreographed dance. Sometimes it was a solo, sometimes a duet. Always, it was beautiful. We moved in harmony.