I have this fantasy; one I have had ever since I started having sex with women. I want to be some beautiful woman's first time. Why? I have no idea, maybe its just the knowledge that I will be forever apart of their life story, or I just have this latent desire to be dominant. I have no idea why this lust for a straight woman continues to circuit my mind. Sometimes when I am skimming the internet for smut, I find myself looking at the brave women that post themselves online just for the sake of doing it and outside of the envy I have of their confidence I wonder if they have ever been with a woman.
I also have this completely different fantasy about trying breast milk. Ok no judgement zone here! I came across a porn once that showed a lactating woman just spraying her partner with milk and fell in love with the idea. To be honest I always assumed I would only get a chance to try this out once Dee started having kids. I know it's weird to fantasize about drinking milk from my best friend but what can I say, I have strange tastes.
These two fantasies have never intertwined themselves in my mind until one day I happened across this beautiful woman posting her body on reddit. I envied her immediately, not only did she have the confidence to be able to post herself she did so with so much style. Artistic poses, all smiles, and she just so happened to be lactating. I took a leap of faith and shot her a message. I knew it was a long shot, but I was mid-playing with myself, and my brain was going into overdrive fantasizing about her.
Hey, loved your photos! Curious question, how long have you been lactating?
I went about my business, the business of getting myself off with my vibe enjoying the idea of her leaning over me, dripping her nectar into my mouth. I watched myself like I always did, I watched my back arc off the bed, I watched me pull my nipple, I watched me as I teased myself not letting me reach the end. It seems vain but I love watching myself almost as much as I love touching myself. I came twice looking at her images and fantasizing about what our first time would be like.
It took two days for her to respond, in her defense my profile is blank I look like a creeper. I was surprised I got a response at all.
Thanks! It's been roughly a year and a half. I just enjoyed it, so I kept doing it.
I made sure to introduce myself this go around now that a conversation had started.
My name is Belle, nice to meet you. I can imagine its fun to lactate I kind of have this fantasy about trying it myself.
I love this part, the excitement of waiting for another message. Wondering if it was coming, what it would say. Unfortunately, she made me wait another day before she responded. I couldn't shake the idea from my mind, so I did what I always did and talked to Dee about it.
"What do you think about breast milk?"
I had completely interrupted her story about this guy she couldn't stand that she worked with. Normally I would feel bad about stopping her mid rant, but this was a recap and I found myself mad at this guy just for giving her so much to complain about.
"What kind of off the wall question is that?"
"I am just saying, like you know breast milk?"
"Yes, I am fully aware of what it is Belle. The question is what are you talking about breast milk for?"
I shrugged like she could see me, I stared at the ceiling wondering how I was going to broach this strange subject, but I had already gone too far to back out now.
"Well, would you try it?"
"Would I try it? Uhm, well I guess if it was mine why not, if its good enough for the baby I just hypothetically pushed out it should be good enough for me."
"That's a good point you would hypothetically have a baby at this point."
"So now that we've gotten my hypothetical baby out of the way lets get to the bottom of what
your
nasty ass has to say about breast milk."
"I mean do I have to deal with all this judgement though?"
"Belle, you constantly surprise me with your level of freak, its just apart of the game now."
I bit my lip wishing I had enough self-control to have this conversation in person so I would have been forced to wear clothes and I could see her face. Discussing this particular fantasy with the primary subject of it was nerve wracking and arousing all at the same time. I fought the urge to touch my button while I explained myself. Dee tended to frown on times when I let an innocent conversation turn into phone sex. (Yes, we have a
different
relationship)
"Ok, I wanna try some. There I said it!"
"Like someone else's?"
"Yes, like some else's, straight from the titty!"
Dee burst out laughing, I closed my eyes and just sat the phone down waiting for her to finish. She outright cackled and added a few snorts to it while I waited for her to calm down.
"Belle girl, seriously. Straight from the titty? You say it like you are ordering a beer on tap!"
She calmed down enough to get that little bit of feedback out before she went on again. I hung up. This was a rude tactic for sure, but it always worked, I knew she would call back and would be calmer and ready to dive into a mostly civil discussion. I let it ring for a while just to be petty.
"Okay okay, you want to try breast milk. But why?"
"I mean if I can lick up pussy and swallow cum what's the difference? It's a bodily function that's actually
meant
to be ingested."
"You make a point sure but why do you equate breast milk to sex?"
"I never said anything about sex Dee."
"Arabelle, its always about sex with you. You can't tell me you are not butt naked right now waiting to get off thinking about titty milk."
I have a love/hate relationship with the people in my circle constantly being able to read my mind. Sometimes I feel I am too honest with people and that's what allows them to read me like a slutty book.
"I can't tell you those things but hear me out."
I exhaled and felt one of my nipples preparing to speak to my kink.
"Just imagine it, she's on top of you, maybe riding a strap on. She's been engorged all day her nipples are sore, and you are there for her relief. She rides slowly because she dares not bounce while she is heavy. As soon as she sits down, she begins to leak, you can see a droplet hanging at the bottom of her breast threatening to fall on you. She grabs your hand after she gets her rhythm and brings it to her chest. You squeeze, she moans a little as some pressure is relieved. Your reward for being there for her, a thin spray of cream-colored droplets across your skin. I've heard its semi sweet, but you don't know yet just waiting for your chance to try it. She grabs your other hand, and you squeeze for her. Maybe she's vocal and begs you for more, maybe she loves the way your skin looks covered in her milk, maybe she leaks harder now, maybe- "