The final part of my exploration of how a D/s relationship starts. I know this is a huge departure for me, but I hope some of you understand how this can work as a loving relationship.
I lay there, desperate for her touch, but all she did was look at me with a mischievous grin and said, "I want to see your toys."
"What, now? Can't we..."
"No. We can't. You made me wait, and you played with yourself last night," she obviously saw the frustration in my face and looked at me with a wild lust that made me shiver, "and because I want to use one on you."
She sprang off the bed, and headed for my wardrobe. Realising what she might see I sprang up and almost screamed, "Marie. No. Stop. Please. Let me get them." I didn't want to scare her with some of my more outlandish toys.
She turned around and looked at me, a quizzical look on her face, "Why, Anna? What's do you have that's so bad? You don't have some horrible S and M thing going on do you?"
"No, little one, I don't, but this is new to both of us, and I don't want to alarm you."
A thoughtful look crossed her beautiful face and she said, "I trust you. If it's something you like, I know I will like it."
I took a deep breath. I was going to have to trust her, of course, but wanted to be in control in my own home. A little sternly, I said, "Marie, undress me. Now. I will get the toys out when we're both naked."
She pouted, and all I wanted to do was kiss her beautiful mouth, but it was clearly a pretend pout and I needed to keep control. Wordlessly she approached me and undid my rather soaked dress then slid it down my body. She then unclipped my shelf bra and let it fall.
She bent down and placed a kiss on one of my very erect nipples, sending more shockwaves down to my soaked pussy, but I had made a rule, and I was determined to keep it. My voice almost groaning, I said, "No, Marie. Not yet."
Without breaking away I felt her hands on my hips, and pulling down my panties, exposing me to her.
She finally stood back up and looked at me, "Oh Anna. I love seeing you like this."
"And I love being naked with you, kitten, but you aren't naked yet. Remove that dress now."
She looked at me, and said, "I'm your kitten?"
Once more I was worried that I'd gone too far. To me it was just an affectionate term. "Sorry, Marie. Is that wrong?"
I heard a low growl come from her and then she made a purring sound, then looked back at me and said, "No. I like that. It's like 'Little One'. I like the idea of being your 'kitten'."
I smiled, and then said firmly, "So, kitten you need to get your dress off, remember?"
She turned around and had me help her with the zip. I then slid it down her shoulders and she stepped out. Turning around, I once more took in her beautiful body. Her full breasts, her crinkly nipples.
I stepped forward and kissed her, our lips soft against each other. We wrapped our arms around each other and I felt the surge of desire wash through my whole body. I needed release, I needed to cum, but Marie had different ideas. She broke away and, holding my arms said, "Toys?"
I loved how persistent she was, and right then, right there I would have granted her any wish it was in my power to give her, and the thought of her picking one of my toys to use on me was making me weak.
Naked, I led her to the wardrobe and opened the doors. I went to the two drawers and opened them, taking the two shoe boxes I keep in there with my toys, and gathering my Rabbit off the shelf.
I carried them over to the bed and placed them there.
Looking at Marie, I said, "I won't hide anything from you. Open and look, and do what you want with me."
A little frown came over Marie's face. Once again, I was worried I'd overstepped the mark.
"Marie? Did I do something wrong?"
"No. No, really. It's just that... um. I don't know how to say this. I don't want to upset you."
Now I was really worried. I'd obviously scared her. I knew I shouldn't have let this happen.
"Marie. I'm sorry. I've gone too far, we should just forget..."
She burst in, "No, Anna! No. That's not it. I just don't want you, like, submitting? That's not me."