I've been seeing my boyfriend Simon for several years now and we have been enjoying sex for almost as long. Recently Simon has been talking about tying the knot me after college but I'm not so certain about it.
I'm not even certain if I'm in love with him or not. They say the feeling rockets exploding in your head when love takes over but I've never felt it. Simon thinks that he is a great lover and he makes all the motions and certainly tries.
I never want to make him feel bad so I always make him think it's been wonderful for me so not to hurt his feelings. I'm now senior at a major university and I was telling this to my roommate and best friend Suzy and she looked at me with a curious expression.
"Have you ever had an orgasm?" She asked and I didn't know what to say back to her.
"I don't know if I've ever had an orgasm," I finally told her.
"That means you haven't had one yet because I assure you if you did you would know it. Have you ever masturbated?" she asked.
"No, I've never done that." I blushed as I had always been shy and having sex with the lights off and NEVER talked about sex.
"Then I'm going to teach you. We're going to have a Masturbation class and it will be graded on a pass/fail basis. Let's get undressed." Suzy said as I stood there with my mouth wide open not believing what I had just heard.
I watched her as she shed her clothes in front of me. Her body was perfect and my mind started to wander. I watched as her bra fell to the carpet revealing her perfect breasts. I just stared at her until her eyes fell back on me.
"Come on babe, get those clothes off!" She ordered me this time.