Mary sat on a bench while reading a letter that Brad had left for her on his cabin door. She already read it once before but was rereading it to make some sense out of it. What Mary had read in the letter left her shocked and with some uncertainty about how to handle it. He wrote that she deserved to know the truth about him and why he did the things he did with her. The reason for him coming to the lake was for one last trip with the guys before he got married. He never intended to lie to her but only wanted to see if he could get her to strip. One thing led to another, and he could not help himself from fucking her.
The way he described her in his note made her feel a little cheap and foolish. Brad went on to say that he never met an innocent girl like her who was so easy to fuck. Within the letter, he gave her the nickname Angelslut, which wasn't out of the term of endearment. Mary could see he wasn't being nice by it and was smugly stating he turned her from a virgin girl into a slut. She hated how accurately that name fits her, especially after letting Brad and his friends fuck her.
She went to his cabin hoping to repeat what they did to her the day before but found that the place was empty. Mary wasn't mad at Brad for what he talked her into doing with him or his friends. Mary felt ashamed and embarrassed but not angry. She was never forced to do anything against her will. Brad would've stopped if she had resisted in any way, and her inability to say no sealed her fate.
What bothered her more than allowing a group of men to fuck her was how little effort it took. There was something about Brad that could talk her into doing things that were forbidden. The worst part was that she enjoyed it more than a good Christian girl should. Mary's parents raised her to be pure and to stand firm against sin. She did that until a few days ago before meeting Brad when she was led astray.
Everything that happened was confusing to her and didn't know how to react to it. She kept going back and forth about how she felt during sex. Mary felt conflicted between going against her parent's teaching and the pleasure she got from having sex. They told her that it was this evil sinful thing, but fucking made her feel so alive. Mary felt a hunger for that forbidden orgasmic rush that she would've fucked anyone to feel it again.
Mary was so deep in her thoughts that she almost didn't notice someone sitting down beside her. It was a young attractive woman in her mid-twenties wearing a short white cotton dress. She had blonde hair and troubling blue eyes. Mary could tell the girl was bothered by something and wanted to help her. She had her trouble to deal with, but they seemed trivial next to this woman. She always had a kind heart and felt compassion for others. Mary's heart was still pure, even if her body was no longer.
"Miss, are you okay?" Mary asked with some concern.
"Yes...well, not really to tell you the truth. I am afraid I may have done something stupid. Have you ever done something stupid, but for a good reason, and now you may pay for it?"
"Yes, I have about two days ago," replied Mary.
"What happened two days ago?"
Mary felt her body tense up from the question and was afraid to answer her truthfully. There was no way that she could tell the girl about her sexual undertaking with Brad. She feared that the girl would look at her with disgust and call her a whore. What else would you call a woman who has been with five guys at once? It was troubling to her how much she knew that it was wrong, but she found pleasure in being with those men.
"I am sorry I didn't mean to pry! I am Kelly, by the way."
"Hi! I am Mary. It is okay. I don't know if I could say it out loud."
Kelly looked into Mary's eyes before saying, "Look, we are both strangers here right, and we may never see each other again. I will make you a deal. I will tell you all about my trouble, and then you can tell me yours. I won't pass any judgment on you because God knows I am no saint myself."
Mary nodded in agreement but still felt anxiety about opening up about her sex life to a stranger. The more she thought about it, the more she saw the good in telling a stranger her secret. Even if the girl did react badly to it, she would've gotten it off her chest. There was no one in her life to talk about such things with and get advice for it. There was no way that she could ever tell her parents, or they would have sent her off to nunnery school.
"I have spent the last few years trying to put my college degree to good use, but I couldn't find a job. I was running out of money and was desperate for a job. I finally found one but didn't know if I could work there."
"What kind of job was it?" Mary curiously asked.
"Well, to put it bluntly, editing lesbian porn videos. Not wanting to return home penniless with a huge college debt interviewed for the job out of desperation. Thinking it would give me a better chance at getting it told them I was a lesbian. The problem came when the women within the company started hitting on me and had to make up a girlfriend, but it soon backfired."
Needing to know more Mary asked, "How so?"
"They all wanted to meet her and foolishly told them that I would bring her to the company party tonight. A friend of mine was going to pretend to be my girlfriend, but she just backed out at the last minute. I am worried my little lie will come out and be fired over it. That is enough about me, and it is your turn now."
Mary felt a weight being lifted off her chest as she started revealing her sin to Kelly while still fearing the woman's reaction. The words poured from her lips in great detail, telling the woman everything. First, she talked about her parents before confessing all she did with Brad and his friends. She finished by looking down at her feet, waiting for the woman's harsh words that she just knew were coming.
"Let me get this right you fucked five guys at once? Well, I have to say I am impressed. You know sex isn't something you should be ashamed of and should be proud of yourself for exploring it."
"Proud of myself!?" Mary asked out of disbelief and didn't expect such a positive response from the woman.
"Yes, proud! Too many people are too afraid to try what you did. We women need to take back our bodies and it is our choice of who we fuck or not. I've never been with five guys at once myself, but it does sound rather fun. While in college I did share a bed with twin brothers through my freshman year and had a wonderful time with them."
Mary felt better after hearing that there was no shame in what she did with those guys. They talked for a few more minutes over the topic of sex and men. Kelly told her she had to be careful around men because some would say anything to fuck her. Kelly went on to explain how sex was good and how to express her sexuality healthily. Mary wanted to show Kelly the same kindness that she had shown her. It wasn't until the words had left her lips that she knew just how she would repay Kelly's kindness.
"Can I be your girlfriend?"
Kelly's face bent in confusion until she realized what Mary was asking her and started to smile. It was an unforgivable sin in her parent's eyes being gay and didn't see any harm in pretending to be a lesbian. It wasn't like she was going to have sex with anyone. Kelly has been so good to her that it felt right to return the favor by agreeing to be her girlfriend for a night.
"I do appreciate that you want to help me out, but you don't have to do that. I will be okay no matter what happens tonight."
"I know that I don't have to, but I want to help you. It is for one night anyway and not like anything will happen right." Mary said with the confidence of a naΓ―ve girl.
"If you are going to do this then there are a few things you should know first. The girls that I work with can be a bit lively and may end up shocking you. Whatever happens, just remember that none of them should try anything if you tell them that we are dating. Just one more thing, thank you for doing this for me."
Mary didn't think it would be too hard, since she had attended parties before that were thrown by the women from her church. She thought the night would be spent with her arms locked with Kelly as the two pretended to be lovers. They would eat hors d'oeuvres and talk with the other guests until it was time to go home. It never occurred to her that the party wasn't going to be that innocent and was walking into something she didn't fully understand.
"Doing this will be no problem for me, and it could be fun. The only issue is talking my parents into letting me go but I got an idea."
***********
It was getting more comfortable for Mary to lie to her parents to get what she wanted. They still thought she was an innocent little girl who was as pure as the angels in heaven. Unbeknown to them their baby girl knows all too well how sensual pounding feels between her thighs. Mary's parents wouldn't understand that she was all grown up now with a woman's needs and wasn't their innocent little girl anymore.
Mary knew just how to get her parents' permission to go and was the one thing that would make them say yes. She told them about a youth bible study that was happening that night and that it would be over at around ten. They were all too eager to say yes to her request and would never say no to her when it was about God.