She's incorrigible. She's a smart ass. And she is so fucking nerve wracking. She knows exactly how to push my buttons and I mean Every. Single. One. But the thing is, she's sexy. Drop dead, drive you crazy, have your panties dripping type sexy. There was a point in time when I had feelings for this girl. I'm telling you I had it bad. And I mean bad. I was constantly thinking about her, my palms were sweaty when I was around her, and I would catch myself just looking at her with a look of longing. I gave myself the confidence to tell her...that didn't go over so well. She told me she liked girls, but not enough to date them I never really understood what she meant until now. She liked to just simply fuck them.
I'm Ashley. I'm tiny but my attitude didn't get the memo to be as small as the rest of me. I'm a petite little thing, 4"11', with a slightly curvy frame. Short brown hair. Most of us are bubbly and nice. Me on the other hand, I have resting bitch face. When you're directly talking to me I flash a smile that'll light up a whole room. Other than that, I don't.
Like I said Kiera was sexy. More than sexy. Is that even possible? She has this spitfire attitude, a look that'll kill and the tightest little body I've ever had the pleasure of laying eyes on. The girl had it all. Her curly, light brown hair pulled up into a bun almost daily. Her 5 foot 2 athletic curvy frame. Large beautiful breasts. Tight, sexy ass. Big, brown eyes that simply captivated you and make you melt. A consistent smirk and confident attitude made her extremely irresistible. She's a complete smartass and I assume that's what makes her so sexy.
"Make it up to me?" Kiera said after her ridiculous antics she put me through for the past 2 hours. The words left her lips and I felt a twinge between my legs. Her words made me nervous.
"And how do I do that?" I said with a smirk.
"Figure it out and just make it up to me."
I felt an even stronger twinge and an even bigger wave of nervousness flushed over me.
I knew exactly how to make it up to her and what she wanted. What I wanted. What she came here for. We had been talking for weeks about this specific thing. I hadn't had sex in months and I didn't just want it I needed it. To forget about all the stress of my daily life if only for a few hours. The yearning, the need it was becoming unbearable. So I propositioned the idea to Kiera. We talk on FaceTime everyday almost and today was no different. She simply said, "Well I'll be coming to San Antonio in a couple of weeks before I go to Padre."
I thought about it...a lot. I weighed my options. I used to really like this girl. Like my feelings for her were so strong. I would see her and my whole body would melt. She would talk so erratically sometimes and she would accidentally put her hand on my thigh. Every time she did this I felt something inside me just gush. Was it really a good idea? I mean, granted, that had been over two years ago. So any leftover feelings would be gone I'm sure.
"Hmm. So we are really going to do this?" I questioned nervously.
"You want it, don't you?" She was looking straight at me.
"Of course." Even those five little words made me excited. I wanted it. It had definitely been too long. Three months isn't that long, but when you were getting it on a daily basis or whenever you wanted...three months is hell. Then the day finally came and I froze.
"Make it up to me." She said it again. She was laying on my bed looking right at me. And even though it was dark I could see her eyes piercing into my own. Her asking the question again made it worse, because her voice is so sexy. It was like I was stuck in time and I couldn't move. I was thinking about it too much. I had only had sex with my ex. I never imagined that that relationship would end. As toxic as it was I'm glad it did. But in this very moment I questioned my ability to do this.
I didn't say anything. The only words that were said came from her after an hour.
"Well I guess I'll go since you're playing." I wasn't playing I was just afraid what if it's not good. What if I do something she doesn't like. What if I don't make her cum. She got up, put on her shoes, grabbed her keys, and made her way to my door. I just looked at her. Her hand reached for the handle.
"Kiera, wait." I said very softly. I went on, "I'm sorry I'm just nervous and I'm sure that's obvious. Keep in mind I haven't had sex with anyone other than her and I just I don't know. I guess I wasn't as ready as I thought I was."
"I don't understand." She said.
Of course she didn't understand. I had flirted with this girl for months. We talk on FaceTime every day. We are really good friends. We give each other advice. We help each other out. That's what this was. "I know. I don't either I guess I just never had to make the first move and I don't know I guess it was just awkward."
She walks back over to my bed and I stop my senseless rambling. Me saying all of that out loud sounds so dumb. I want her. I'm wet. I've been wet. And now I have the opportunity to get that taken care of and I can't even build up the courage to do it.
"Ashley, stand up." I slowly stand. She continues, "Walk over here." I step a little bit closer to her. "Closer." I move in some more. "Now what?" I ask. "Now you kiss me."
I look at her. Fiddle with my thumbs a bit. I look back up at her and say, "Fuck it." I grab her face, push her hair out of the way and I kiss her. Her lips are so soft, so full. She pulls away for a moment. "Now was that so hard. I'll take it from here." We start kissing again and I feel her hands all over me. Grabbing my ass, caressing my thighs, scratching my back.
Somehow she got up and I was suddenly the one leaning against the bed. She lays me down on the bed and looks at me. I feel like her eyes are piercing through my skin. Full of lust. It was sexy. She was sexy. Her lips touch mine again. Our tongues wrestling each other. I hadn't felt this close or even been this close with anyone in months and it felt so good. To be kissed. To be desired.
Her full, soft lips reach my neck. Right before she plants a kiss there she pauses. "Is this too much for you or is it okay if I kiss your neck?" She said. She was definitely trying to make fun of the situation. "No Kiera it's not too much for me." "Good." Her lips continue to graze my neck and her tongue slides across it.
"Is it too awkward for you to take your shirt off?" She asks me.
I just look up at her. I want her, I want this. I answer with a raspy voice, "No."
"You sure?" She asked teasingly.
"Shut up." I roll my eyes in her direction and pull my shirt over my head.
She goes back to kissing my lips. It feels so good to kiss someone. This time the kiss is shorter, not as frantic. Her soft lips move from my own and down to my neck. She licks and sucks at this particular spot. I moan slightly. Her lips continue their assault. She plants tiny kisses from my neck to my breast.