Thank you so much to Lusty_Libra for so kindly proof reading and editing this first attempt at writing erotica. Your sweet words and encouragement are greatly appreciated.
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My name's Crystal and I absolutely love watching sports. Football, rugby, boxing, rugby, tennis, rugby, athletics, rugby, ice hockey, rugby, wrestling and especially rugby. And before you ask no I'm not butch or even slightly boyish, in fact the only pants I wear are my pajamas. Not that pants are always boyish looking of course, far from it, but I'm a dress/skirt and cowboy boots girl all the way, I always preferred the swish of fabric around my legs...and the erotic sensation of the air around my bare pussy when I take the notion to be naughty and leave my panties at home.
I'm 35, 5'4", long curly nut brown hair, light blue eyes, curvy with 36FF boobs and a UK size 12-14 body. I would love to slim down to a size 10 but my metabolism just refuses to let me, not that I get any complaints about how I look. Guys typically can't see past the 36FFs anyway.
I had been going out with my ex boyfriend for three years before we split. It was a very amicable and mutual break up. He had decided to retrain as a paramedic so he packed up and headed to the other end of the country to the university. We're both huge fans of our local rugby team and having gone to every home match with him and all of the away games we could get to, I was suddenly without a match buddy.
None of my friends were into rugby so one night I found myself on the team's fan forum, scrolling the threads to see if there was a group of supporters I could join. I spotted one entitled 'Match Buddy Wanted'.
I was thrilled to discover someone called BeaBear was female and had also recently broken up with a guy and without a friend to go to matches with. She had two away match tickets and a double room in a budget hotel booked and paid for by her ex boyfriend who didn't want to use them. She didn't want to go alone so was asking if any female wanted to go to the free match scheduled for that next weekend and share the room, which would be switched to a twin of course and drive if she put in towards gas.
Without pausing to overanalyse the dangers, (the possibility she'd be a bore, smell like week old garbage, be an axe murderer, or worse...be into cheesy boy band pop music) I replied to her post in a private message saying I'd love to go.
She was online so she replied straight back and the next hour just flew by as we fired back and forth funny messages and personal details about ourselves. We had lots in common including both working for the civil service (but in different office buildings in the city) and our recent break ups. Although she was almost 10 years younger than me, it didn't appear to stop us getting on like the proverbial house on fire.
The next few days consisted of us chatting in private messages all through our lunch hour at work and for a few hours in the evening. Then the night before we were to meet she asked me if she could add me to Skype and have a quick video chat so we'd be able to recognize each other at the meeting point arranged the next day. I warned her I had already changed into my pajamas and was in bed so she typed 'give me five minutes, I'm dying to get out of my bra so I'll get into my pjs too, then we can be on even ground'.
I have had a string of boyfriends since my strict Catholic parents allowed me to date at 18, but before that my only experience of sex was talking about it A LOT with my best friends Jeannie and Pauline. Jeannie and I were very close, and are pretty good friends now still, but Pauline went to a different school and was allowed to date from the age of 13-14 so wasn't around as much.
Pauline was pretty advanced, sexual maturity wise, compared to me and Jeannie. She had her period first, got a bra first, French kissed a boy first and to be honest I was a little bit in awe of her. At 18 her parents trusted her to stay home on her own while they went on weekend ghost hunting trips, so long as she had someone stay over with her. I lived on the next street to her so my parents let me go and stay. What happened on some of those evenings might be best kept for another story but let's just say Pauline awakened certain needs in me, helped me achieve my first orgasm, and made me love my own body...a lot...and vigorously.
But since we parted ways when she left the country to go to catering college in Dublin, I haven't had sexual feelings for another female.
Until that night Bea and I chatted until 2am on Skype.
Bea's face appeared on my laptop screen and I immediately smiled a huge grin which stayed on my face until we both almost fell asleep mid conversation. She looked like a fluffy little cherubic angel with her halo of white blonde hair piled up on her head, big green eyes and white dressing gown. She had explained the night we first PM'd that her forum name BeaBear was because she was fat like a bear. I had to scold her when I saw her - she was so far from fat! She was curvy, like me, just shorter with slightly smaller boobs and rounder face.
We got to chatting about our recent breakups, she said she didn't miss that much about her ex, except having a fellow rugby supporter, and his fingers. I just blushed but she giggled delightedly at my embarrassment and finished the sentence
'...he was soooooo good at massaging my neck and shoulders!'
At that point she reached over to open the drawer of her bedside table. Her dressing gown slipped open and the naked curves of her cleavage appeared right before my eyes on screen. I got an instant pang of arousal in my pussy, I automatically squeezed my legs together and flushed from the chest up, it felt so inappropriate.
When she brought the arm that had disappeared into her drawer back into view I was surprised at how pleased I was that her gown stayed open... so much so that it took me a moment to notice the bright purple vibrator in her hand.
'Who needs fingers when you have one of THESE!' she announced, laughing her cute little giggle again. Anyone else waving a big purple cock in my face would have looked crude, but this little angel just looked adorable and kinda sexy.
The conversation predictably turned to what kind of toys we both had and how often we used them. She admitted her favourite was a remote control vibe she loved to wear in her undies while her ex took control of the on/off speed switch while out and about. She made me laugh so hard when she described her embarrassment one night when they were at a rugby match and he turned the vibe up to the highest setting every time the opposing team scored a try and penalty points, making it appear as if she was VERY excited about them scoring. All the while she was wearing head to toe colours of her own team, standing on the terraces among similarly dressed supporters.
Eventually we said goodnight and confirmed our meeting point and time.
Once I turned off my laptop and got under the covers I allowed my mind to drift back to the vision of her creamy cleavage, and then it melded into my memory of Pauline's flatter chest... then a mixture of them both.
I had often watched soft porn with my ex and especially enjoyed the girl on girl scenes. I told myself it was because I liked to imagine myself in the place of the female in porn, imagine I'm the one giving head, receiving it, riding a big cock and in lesbian scenes I get to imagine myself having twice the fun. When my boyfriend played with my boobs, sucked on my nipples etc, I would often think back to the porn we'd just watched and imagine it was one of the sexy girls touching me, and I'd reach out to stroke his disappointingly flat chest and play with his tiny man nipples.
Perhaps I was lying to myself? Maybe I actually want to be IN one of those girl on girl scenes, not just imagine a random gender is playing with my body? Yes. It's WHO is touching me that is important. I want to touch a woman and I want her to reciprocate. There! I admit it.