"Beer," Maggie said. "My usual, Shiner Bock. No, make that Bourbon on the rocks. Oh, Hell, bring them both." Maggie felt used and degraded. The "audition" was nothing more than a scam to get local women for sex. "We'll call you," Bill had said. But the "talent scouts" had not taken their phone numbers. Enough alcohol might ease her sense of shame.
On the other hand, the experience of being fucked for the first time in over three years had reawakened her womanhood. After half a dozen orgasms she felt like a sexual being again. And yet, she had been paid forty dollars as an "audition fee." That made her no better than a common whore. She would need more than a beer and one Bourbon to calm her shame. Her awareness came back to the cafรฉ.
"Yes Ma'am," said the pretty little waitress. "And for you?"
"I'm good," said Lily. "Or maybe a glass of white wine."
"I'll have to see your ID, Miss. I know I've asked you that before, but I have to do it. It's the rules."
Lily made a big show of digging through her purse. "I don't know if I brought ... oh, yes, here it is." She brought out a fat pink wallet with tiny rhinestones and lavender curlicues at the corners. "No, that's not it. That's me and Jimmy at the Senior Prom. Here you go. See? I'm twenty-two, going on twenty-three come August." It boosted her ego to have to show her card. It proved she was a grown adult woman, and that she looked younger than her age.
The waitress came back with their drinks. "Shiner Bock, Bourbon on the rocks, and our best house white wine, chilled. You don't usually order wine. Is this some kind of special day?" She was slim and petite, barely five feet tall, with hazel eyes and light brown hair done up in a ponytail. She moved with a willowy grace. Her badge said "Jessie."
"Thanks, Jessie," Lily said. "Today we're starlets, actresses. We're going to be in a movie." Her smile was effervescent.
"Congratulations," said Jessie. "That's great. Can I get you anything else?"
"We're good for now," Maggie said. "But keep an eye on me. I'll need another Bourbon before long."
"Yes Ma'am. Call me when you need me. Enjoy your drinks."
Lily was glowing. "Mag, I don't think you're right. I know I was good in that audition. And you were too. They got my first virgin blood on film. They each fucked me twice."
"They fucked me twice too, and I wasn't a virgin. Lily, Honey, don't be dumb. That was no audition. It was a set-up, a scam. I feel like a whore."
"Well I don't. I feel like a starlet, a porn starlet, just staring out. You wait. You'll see." Lily was fairly bouncing in her chair. Her braless breasts jiggled under her dress. "I'm gonna be in movies. A movie star."
"They didn't take our addresses, or even our phone numbers."
Lily's perfect white teeth flashed as her smile grew brighter. "I wrote my phone number on the sign-in sheet. They're gonna call. I just know they will. I'll call you when they do."
Maggie signaled for another Bourbon. Little Jessie brought her drink to the table. "Last call for the bar," she said. "We're closing in a few minutes." She looked around the room. Maggie and Lily were the only customers left. Jessie pulled out a chair and sat. "I heard what youall were saying, and I think you're right, Ma'am. That's men for you. That's how they are. They'll lie, and make all kinds of promises, and do anything to get in your pants. They don't care about girls, about how we feel, or what we want. All they care about is getting a piece of pussy. I was just a piece of meat he could stick his stinking dick into."
"I just got fucked by two guys," Lily said, "For a movie. A movie audition. We're both going to be in a movie." She was irrepressible. "I liked it when they stuck their dicks in me. When they fucked me. Damn but that felt good. And I came too. A big one."
"Just because you had a big orgasm, that doesn't mean a rat's ass," Jessie said. "Your mom's right. They're not gonna call. They never do. They just waltz off down the street and screw that damn blonde bitch. And her goddamn slut sister!"
Hey, Jessie," a man's voice came from behind the bar. "It's time, past time. We got to close. Lock the door behind you."
"Yeah, all right, Phil. I'm sorry, ladies. I have to lock up. You heard the man."
"Say, wait," Maggie said. She knocked back the last of her drink. "I want to hear your tale of woe. I'm only half drunk enough. Can we go someplace and talk? Just girl talk?"
Jessie smiled wanly. It gave her face a look of deep, hidden beauty. "Go where? All the bars are closed."
Maggie took control of the situation, "Lily, you're driving. Here's the keys. We'll go to my place. OK, Jessie?"
"Sure, why not? I haven't had a drink in days. And I don't have to work tomorrow."
The three went out together. Jessie locked the door behind them. Stepping off the sidewalk, Lily missed her footing and stumbled against the smaller girl. "You're walking a little funny," Jessie said. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah. My pussy's still raw from that guy's humongous dong. And from that other guy poppin' my cherry."
"Oh, Good God!" exclaimed Jessie. "You gave away your virginity? Just tonight? And two guys screwed you? No wonder you're sore. My first time hurt like a bitch, when Greg took my cherry. I cried a lot, but he just kept on fucking me. There was blood all over."
"Well, it didn't hurt all that bad." Lily answered. "And if felt so good with his cock in me. He kept it in me, without fucking, for a few minutes, and then when he started screwin' me again, the hurt kinda faded back, like."