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...continued from Part I
"Are you sure you want to do this? I mean, I can turn around right now, next exit, and we can..."
"Lynn, hush honey, just hush, okay?"
My heart was beating at three times its normal rate, it seemed. The closer we got to the off-ramp to my parents' farm road, the faster it seemed to beat. I was nervous; I was scared, I was about to pee my pants.
I had tried to find every excuse in the world not to make this drive, not to make this visit, to dump my baggage on my family.
"Lynn, baby, it'll be okay, it will, you'll see. No matter how they feel about us, it won't change how
we
feel about us; in the end, baby, that's all that matters."
She was right, and I knew it; if it all goes to hell in a hand basket, I thought as I took my exit, we will still love each other, we will still be with each other.
That's a powerful force to hold in your heart.
~
"...and that pretty much sums it all up. We'll be leaving in a couple of days for the drive south," I heard myself say to the stunned members of my family, sitting at the large dinner table.
Once again, I had caused a dome of silence to descend into the dining room of my parents' home.
Once again, I had successfully caused the 'open-mouth' syndrome to befall my family.
And then, Jan became Jan.
"I just knew it! I knew it, I knew it, I knew it," she gloated to the world, "I knew she was a lesbo! Well, let me tell you something, Missy, you and your so-called girlfriend..."
"Jan, Shut UP!" my dad said, his voice louder than I've heard in forever.
"You will not insult a guest in my home, ever; do you understand me, Jan?"
"Yes, daddy," Jan's face as red as a beet with embarrassment.
"Alice, please forgive my ill-mannered middle child; she's always had a mouth that engaged before her brain did," my father smilingly said, addressing himself to Alice, and to me, I supposed.
Looking at me, now, his smile didn't waiver and he made sure all at the table could see that.
"Princess, is your business in good hands? Are you really comfortable with this arrangement you've made with Teri?"
He thought Teri was a good choice, it turned out; he'd known her and Betts better than my other employees and he liked Teri, a lot.
"Yeah, daddy, I'm very comfortable with the decisions I've made."
Nodding his head a bit, he turned to face Alice, his smile as pleasant as ever.
"Alice, do you really love my daughter?"
"Yes sir, I do," Alice said, looking him straight in the eye.
Nodding a bit more, he stood, opened his arms to Alice, saying, "Welcome to our family, Alice, welcome to our home," hugging her tight to his tall, lanky farmer's frame.
Reaching over with his long arm, he drew me into the hug as well, the floodgates to my tear ducts having just burst open.
~
"See, silly, I told you it'd be all right," Ali was saying to me as we waved goodbye to my family driving away, towards the Interstate.
"Yeah, you did, and I've learned a lesson; I'll listen to your wise counsel with greater respect," glancing at her quickly as I drove us back to the city.
"That's my girl," she smilingly said.
"Say it again," I asked her.
"What?"
"What you just said."
"That's my girl?"
"Yeah, that; I like hearing it," smiling at her as I merged us onto the highway.
Well, I did!
Nat came with us to pick up the truck that we'd use to haul my stuff, and drove my vehicle back to the condo.
It was a smaller truck; new, twenty-two feet long, and more than enough to suit my needs.
Nat helped us load up the boxes that Ali and I had packed, sorted, marked, and all of the other crappy stuff you have to do when moving. I hadn't done this in six years and had forgotten how much I hated moving.
Between the wine and the joints, however, the three of us made short work of loading; all we had to do was throw our travel bags into the back of the truck, and head on down the highway, the next morning.
I told Nat to go and get her fine ass cleaned up and dressed for dinner, and that Ali and I would pick her up in an hour.
We took Nat to dinner at a very nice restaurant across the river, and it was so worth the drive. The meal and wine were superb and we lingered over our after-dinner drinks, enjoying the moment, none of us wanting to say goodbye.
"Oh, by the way Nat," I said, as I brought out a piece of paper and pen, "I'm signing over the title to my car to you. You just bought my car for a dollar," signing the title in the appropriate places.
Nat's been driving her POS (piece of shit) forever and Department Head or not, teachers are horribly underpaid and under-appreciated; teachers, cops and firemen. At least, that's my view. She needed a new car but didn't have the funds quite yet.
My car was less than a year old and she had already agreed to 'watch over' my place; watering the plants, checking on it every couple of days, picking up my mail. I had put in a change of address but stuff always leaks through.
All of the above, plus the help she was to Ali and I during Betts' funeral and all, well, why couldn't I help her a bit? I could afford it better than she could.
Ali agreed when I told her of my plan and praised me for my 'good soul'.
Don't know about that, but it was something I could do, so I did.
"Oh Lynn, are you serious?" Nat said, looking between Ali and me, tears welling in her eyes.
"Yep, I am, and it's all yours. But, if my plants die, I'll hunt you down, do you hear me?" in a faux-menacing tone.
She thanked me, kissed me, and cried a bit.
It was embarrassing, but in a good way, ya' know?
~
Driving towards the rising sun the next morning, I had a mix of emotions; happiness at my new adventure, tinged with a bit of sadness at leaving the state of my birth, a bit of trepidation at this new turn of events, but never a doubt that I was doing the right thing.
Crossing over the river, Ali smiled and offered the following thought:
"You've lived near the Mississippi River most of your life, as I have, only at different ends; you've lived up here, near the headwaters and I've lived down there, near its delta."
"All those years, all that time and there was a connection between us the whole time; The Mississippi River connected us and we didn't know it."
"But, we know it now," I said, driving into Wisconsin, leaving the Twin Cities behind us in the rearview mirror.
~
The plan was to drive through Wisconsin and Illinois, picking up the southbound interstates that would lead us to I-55 which, in turn, would bring us to my new home, the Crescent City, N'awlins.
We'd drive until we didn't feel like driving any longer, then we'd find a hotel and call it a day, or night, whatever the case might be.
If we saw something that we wanted to sight-see, we would.
One thing Ali and I did agree on was a two day stopover in Memphis; we both loved Bar-B-Que, we both loved the Blues, so Memphis, here we come!
It was a wonderful sense of freedom, driving down the road with Ali by my side. We had great tunes, good smoke, and all the time in the world.
After we stopped for lunch on the first day, she took the keys for her turn at driving.
The agent at the rental truck place wasn't wrong when he said the cab was 'roomy'; it was, and I was able to go down on Ali with little discomfort for either of us, and made driving-shift changes something to look forward to.
That first night, we found a hotel with a heated pool and hot tub. After driving for ten hours, the hot tub would feel great.
It did, and we had the pool center all to ourselves, no one else using the facilities.
"Almost reminds me of being home," Ali said, her voice echoing in the space above the pool.
"Yeah, except at your home, we could be swimming nude," I joked.
"Our home, it's
our
home," she said, her voice serious, "please think of it that way, refer to it that way," her eyes searching mine for the answer she was seeking.
"Yes, Ali, I can do that, I will gladly do that," reaching to her and pulling her to me in the water, kissing her sweetly, lovingly.
Later, in the hot tub, we were able to finger each other to climax, there still being no other guests.
If they had security cameras running in the pool area, they'll have a hell of a video of lesbian sex to put on 'YouTube'.
And if they didn't, too bad for them; we put on a hell of a show.
The trip to Memphis could have been done with only two nights on the road, but we did three.
We wanted to time our arrival in Memphis at about noon'ish, which would give us an extra half-day to explore.
We had also decided to spend two nights, instead of one; 'da girls' were going to get their BBQ and Blues fix in, fo'sho'.
Ali had gone on-line the night before our scheduled arrival in Memphis and booked us into an upscale hotel, within walking distance of the Beale Street scene.
She confirmed the reservation by phone, making sure they would be able to valet park our truck.
She worries about shit like that, does my girl, Alice.
"Guess what I found in Memphis?" her eyes looking at her laptop's screen.
"What? Elvis alive?" I offered as an answer.
She gave me a dirty look.
People from the South take their Elvis seriously!
"No, smart ass, I found and I quote, 'An alternative-lifestyle friendly BBQ and Blues joint', that's what I found, smart ass!"
"You're fucking with me," I said to her, believing that she was.