Lovers Lookout

It was an average Tuesday evening. I had gone off to class this morning, then studied a bit at home this afternoon. Now it was just after dark, and I was sitting by the living room window constantly glancing at my phone while I waited for my ride. My mother was nearby in the den picking out a movie for her and my father to watch. He was currently in the kitchen making their popcorn. I had told them earlier today that I was going out tonight, so they decided to plan their own night in.

Even though I still lived at home with my parents, they gave me quite a bit of freedom these days because they trusted me. It was knowing exactly how much faith they had in me that made it harder to keep this secret from them. At the same time, I couldn't possibly tell them about my girlfriend, Dee. They'd be absolutely furious if they found out that I was with a woman, but Dee made me so happy that I almost didn't care what they would think. She and I had been dating for a few months now, and we were getting pretty serious about one another. We saw each other as often as we could; we'd even been intimate before. Meanwhile, my parents didn't even know I was seeing someone.

I couldn't risk telling Mom and Dad because I was worried what they might do if they found out their daughter was a lesbian. At the very least, they'd kick me out of the house. I didn't want to chance it with how expensive renting was in our town. Even getting a dorm at my school was nearly impossible; unless you were from out of town, that is. Dee's hometown was half a state away, so she had a room on campus, which was why I was waiting for her to pick me up. We were going there for some time alone, but my parents thought we were going to go study. She'd be here any minute, so I was diligently watching the road while waiting for a text. I knew that if I ran out the front door as soon as she pulled up, she wouldn't have to ring the doorbell, and Dad couldn't say 'invite your friend inside!' Yes, Dee knew that I couldn't tell my parents about us, but that didn't mean I was okay with introducing her as 'just a friend' either.

I glanced down at my phone, then noticed headlights flash in the window as a car drove past my house. False alarm, I thought. Then my phone vibrated in my hand. It was a text from Dee.

I missed the turn for your driveway. I'm out front.

I smiled to myself as I read it, then stood up and grabbed my jacket. I slipped it on and buttoned it up so my parents didn't notice my low-cut top. It showed more than enough cleavage to get a lecture from my mom, but I wanted to look hot tonight. I even chose the jeans that made me look the best from behind, but with my coat on, no one here should notice. Once I was ready, I picked up my bookbag, then headed for the door. My dad was crossing past it to the den as I got there.

"Leaving honey?" he asked me.

"Yeah. I'll be back in a few hours."

"Okay, honey. Be safe. Love you."

"Love you, too, Dad," I said to him. "Bye, Mom!" I yelled.

I heard her shout goodbye as I walked out the door towards Dee's car. My dad stood in the entryway with a bowl of popcorn watching me leave. I could only assume that he was wondering who was in the car waiting for me. I worried that he might ask Mom if I had a boyfriend or something. My father was over-protective when it came to that sort of thing, but I promised them both a while ago that if I started to date someone, I'd introduce the guy. They shouldn't have a reason to doubt that I was only going out with a friend to study; I even brought my books. Nonetheless, I knew it wouldn't be long before they insisted on meeting my 'friend.' I was set on delaying that as long as possible. I liked Dee a lot, and I didn't want my parents to ruin things.

I didn't look back as I walked across the front lawn to the car, then hopped inside. "Hey, Dee!" I said excitedly as I sat down.

I put my backpack on the floor, then closed the door behind me. I could see that Dee was wearing a tight long-sleeved shirt that showed off her chest. Her hair was loose around her shoulders, and her coat was behind her in the seat. She had baggy jeans on her legs that I knew would hang nicely around her hips when she stood. Dee was dressed so causally, but she still managed to look so sexy. I didn't know how she did it, but it was something I loved about her: she was so effortlessly beautiful. I leaned over to hug her.

"Hey, baby girl. I missed you," she said softly.

"I missed you, too..."

I looked into her eyes as our hug broke and found myself drawn to her lips. They were so soft as I gently pressed mine against them. A second later I felt her tongue glide across my mouth. I sighed softly as I eagerly parted my lips, and her tongue quickly slipped inside. Our tongues twirled in circles for a moment while I got a brief taste of her strawberry lip balm. Then she kissed me even harder, sucking my bottom lip into her mouth which brought a sigh from my throat. I felt her smile before she moved away, and that smile was still on her face as we separated. It left me wanting a lot more, but we couldn't do that here; my dad was probably still standing at the door. I quickly turned and buckled myself in, then Dee started to drive.

"So... we're going to your dorm, right?" I asked her as we reached the end of my street.

"Ugh, no," she sighed. "My no-life roommate is there studying. I tried to get her to go to the library, or the common room, or something, but she's probably still mad about that time."

"Oh... right..."

A few weeks ago, Dee's roommate, Monika, walked in on us while we were in the middle of... a

very

intimate moment. We hadn't expected her to return for a few more hours, but she had dropped in for something she had forgotten. She had seen a lot more of us that she had wanted to, so she'd been giving Dee a hard time since then. She was like my parents and didn't agree with same-sex relationships, but unlike them, she tried to coexist. The real problem was that she also didn't condone pre-marital sex - no matter what kind of couple was doing it. Since Dee had been completely naked when Monika walked in, and I had been halfway there, there was no pretending that we weren't. It had only been our second time fooling around like that, and we hadn't found the time to do it again until tonight. It didn't seem like it was going to happen now, and I couldn't ignore my disappointment.

Regardless, it was nice to just be alone with Dee. We had hardly seen each other lately because we were both busy with school, and she had her part-time job on top of that. Even though I stopped by the school bookstore to see her when I could, it wasn't good enough. She couldn't talk for very long without getting in trouble with her manager, let alone kiss me. There was never enough time after psych class either. I had missed her so much recently; I was glad to be with her again. Wherever we ended up tonight was fine with me as long as we were together.

"Hey..." Dee said, getting my attention.

"Hmm?"

"You cool with just going for a drive? Maybe stopping somewhere for a bit?"

"Sure... sounds good," I smiled.

I should have thought of that. Going for a drive was something we used to do together fairly often to get away from everything else and spend time with each other. At first, we just talked and caught up, but then we started parking so we could kiss, too. We'd get into the backseat and make out until she had to drive me home. The last time we went for a drive, things got pretty intense. Her lips had me so in the mood that I felt my way down her body for the first time. That was before we had ever been intimate; it made me wonder what we'd end up doing this time. Thinking about it excited me and reminded me how pent up I was.

We had only kissed hello so far, but it felt wonderful. I couldn't wait to feel her lips again, and just the thought of her hands on my body made lower things tighten. I wanted to touch her gorgeous body, too. I wanted to massage her chest, then feel my way down her body and slide my hand into her pants while she did the same to me. Then our lips would lock, and I'd moan into her mouth just like we did last time. Oooh... Maybe we could go all the way this time and finish each other off as we kissed. I was probably being too hopeful, but the idea of it sounded wonderful.

Somehow, it sounded even better than fooling around in Dee's bed, but thinking about it, I didn't care where we did it, as long as it was with her. Dee meant so much to me. She was kind, sweet, and thoughtful. She had quickly become one of my best friends. She was smart, funny; she even knew how to be romantic. Dee was everything I could ask for in a partner. I wasn't sure I had ever liked anyone quite this much before.

I stole a glance at her as she drove. She looked so beautiful sitting there staring at the road. I felt myself blush, then quickly turned to look out the window. It felt warmer in the car all of a sudden, so I unfastened my coat, and slipped my arms out. As I looked around outside, I wasn't sure where we were going, but it wasn't anywhere near my house or our college campus.

"Hey," I heard Dee say. "Remember what Tyler said in psych class yesterday?"

"Oh, yeah. That was so funny!" I giggled.

Tyler was our mutual friend from psychology class. Yesterday, after answering a question, he went on a long rant about it. He was making absolutely no sense and the

entire class

was sitting there confused. After a while, another guy, Andrew, just blurted out, 'what the heck are you talking about?' and everyone started laughing. Our professor chimed in to say that his answer had also been incorrect, and we all laughed harder. It took a few minutes to get everyone back under control so we could finish the lesson. Overall, it was a fun and interesting class, but the best part so far, was meeting Dee.

It was about a month after school started, and the two of us were assigned to do a project together. It was during the section on nature vs. nurture, and we were supposed to compare our upbringings to see how we were nurtured had affected us as people, then write a paper with our conclusions. It was actually a very intriguing assignment, and I learned a lot about Dee in the process. We worked together on it for about two weeks, and I found that I really enjoyed being with her. She was so much fun to hang out with, funny and intelligent. She had such a calm and laid-back personality; it was refreshing to meet someone that was so easy to get along with. Then one day, when we were nearly finished with our papers, Dee started flirting with me.

We had been chatting about ourselves, getting to know one another; asking things that hadn't been on the questionnaire, like our hobbies and favorite movies. At first, she was subtle, with just a soft smile on her face, and a few lingering looks between us. It made me nervous at the time, but I soon realized it was because I liked it; because I liked her. The longer we talked and the more I learned about her, the more interested I became. The longer I looked at her, the more I noticed her features. I had already considered her to be an attractive girl, but she suddenly seemed more beautiful than before. Every time she laughed or smiled; her appeal became harder to ignore. It didn't take me long after that to figure out that I liked her.

I hadn't felt that way about someone in a long time, and never about a girl. Sure, I'd had some celebrity and book crushes before, but I'd never met a real woman that made me feel this way. I didn't have the courage to ask her out myself, but I promised myself right then that if she asked me, I'd say yes. I never thought it would happen, so when she actually asked, I immediately agreed to a date. It turned out to be the best first date I'd ever been on. It started with us going out for pizza, then we saw a movie, and cuddled a bit in the theater. Afterwards, we didn't want the night to end, so we went for a walk in the nearby park and ended up having the most magical first kiss. It was amazing, and it felt so right; all the sparks were there. It left me wanting a million more.

That was almost three months ago now; mid-terms were already behind us, and it wouldn't be long before the semester was over. I was happy to be nearly done with the classes I was taking, but I was really going to miss Dee over the break. Since she was from out of town, I expected her to be going home for the holidays. I hadn't actually asked her about it, but I knew that she was very close to her family; there was no way she was staying here. It would only be for a few weeks, but it would also be the longest I'd gone without seeing her since we started dating. We could always video chat, but it felt weird that I wouldn't be able to see her face in person for so long. I needed to make the most of the few weeks we had left.

I looked over at Dee with a smile on my face as she drove. I couldn't be happier that we found some time to be together outside of class this week. It felt like it had been forever, though it had really only been a couple of weeks. When I was away from her, it felt like time would drag on, but when we were together, it felt like there wasn't enough. I caught her eye then, and she gave me a sultry smile before looking back at the road. I felt my cheeks flush, then looked out the front window myself.

Judging by our surroundings, I could tell where we were headed. There was a bluff that overlooked the city that was a well-known make-out spot called, Lover's Lookout. It was actually the parking area for a campground on the way up the mountains to the east, but it had a nice view of the city, and didn't get locked up at night or in the winter. As a result, it became the ideal spot for young couples like us to park their cars when trying to be alone together. Dee and I had only been there once before to talk and look at the skyline. That had been on a Saturday night, so it was fairly crowded, and I hadn't felt comfortable getting too intimate. I was hoping it was less busy on a Tuesday so we could actually be by ourselves.

As we drove up the wooded path, and the parking area came into view, it was obvious that we were the only ones here tonight. Dee and I would be up here completely alone. I felt my heart begin to pound as we came to a stop in a spot that perfectly framed the city. It looked beautiful here at night; not just the view, but the way the moonlight beamed through the trees, and the fact that we were far enough away from the city to see stars through the branches. Regardless of the scenery, the most gorgeous thing to look at here was sitting next to me.

She was already smiling at me as I nervously glanced at her. I looked away almost immediately, turning back to the skyline view. I wasn't sure why I was so nervous; being alone with Dee wasn't exactly new. I was glad to be here with her, so why? She gently stroked my cheek, forcing me to sigh. She turned my head to face her, then suddenly I was trapped in her eyes. She smiled again, and I couldn't help but smile back. She was so sexy, and I really liked her a lot, but my heart was trying to jump out of my chest. Maybe I was just really excited to be alone with her? She giggled at me for some reason which sent a jolt through my body, forcing lower things to clench. There was my answer: I wanted her.

Really bad.

I needed her lips on mine ASAP.

I looked into her eyes and felt my face go hot. The expression on hers was so seductive, so naughty; I may have stopped breathing for a moment. She leaned in over the middle console while slowly pulling my chin towards her. Our lips touched, and I immediately lost control. What started as a very chaste kiss, instantly turned into something a lot dirtier. I slipped my tongue between her lips until she opened her mouth enough for me to reach her tongue. I moaned into her mouth as soon as I felt it touch mine. She moaned into my mouth right after, and I felt a warm rush shoot up my body. I loved the way kissing her made me feel.

Our tongues twirled slowly for a moment before she nipped at my lips with hers. I sighed softly as my entire body started to tingle. From that, I knew I must have really been into it, so I kissed Dee even harder, so she knew, too. I slipped my tongue back into her mouth, sliding it as deep as I could while I pressed my lips against hers. She let out a satisfied sound, but then suddenly sat back in her seat, breaking our kiss. I looked at her, confused about why she stopped, but she was smiling at me with an incredibly hot grin.

"Let's get in the back," she whispered.

In the back? Just the thought of it excited me. I didn't know exactly what to say to her right then, but it didn't matter because she started to stand up. She crawled past me into the back of the car and sat down behind the driver's seat. She told me to come closer with her finger, then offered me the same hand to help me crawl back there with her. My heart was pounding as I hesitantly took her hand and clumsily made my way into the back. As I settled in next to her in the middle of the seat, Dee giggled at me. I looked up at her and our eyes locked right before she leaned in for another kiss.

Her lips gently pressed against mine as her body scooted closer and one of her arms slipped behind me, almost touching my bottom. She smiled against my lips, and I felt it all the way in my panties. I couldn't believe I was already this worked up. We were only just getting started, but I already felt like I was ready to pop! Just being this close to her was a turn on for me, and I wanted to be sure she was enjoying this as much as I was. I turned towards her slightly, lifting my knee onto the seat as I wrapped one of my arms around her waist. I held her tight as my other hand caressed her cheek, and Dee let out a soft moan.

Dee leaned even further into me, and I could feel the warmth of her body seeping into my shirt. She forcefully pushed her tongue into my mouth and let it slowly twirl against mine. My lower lips clenched, and I suddenly felt like I was melting. My entire body was hot, and my breathing had sped up. Dee's hand gripped my behind right then, and I immediately moaned into her mouth, gasping for air afterwards. Her hand felt so good at just the right moment; it really caught me off guard, but I liked it. As soon as I could manage, I kissed her back even harder; I was too turned on now and I couldn't hold myself back any longer.

I tightened my arm around her waist, then let the hand near her face trail down her body until I was lightly cupping her chest with it. Her breasts were so big, and I loved how they felt, even with her clothes on. I couldn't stop myself from thinking about how they felt for real. I knew how smooth her skin was, and how perfectly shaped they were; I could never forget, even though I'd only seen them twice. Just remembering how they looked as I touched them now made me quiver. I began to gently massage her chest with my palm, causing Dee to moan into my mouth. Hearing that lovely sound made me smile against her lips. Then, she sucked my bottom lip into her mouth and squeezed my behind, bringing a moan out of me, before slipping her tongue back into my mouth.

As our kiss continued, Dee's hand began to slide up my back until she was cradling my head. I had a second to wonder why before she kissed me harder, slowly pushing me backwards with her lips and her body until my head landed gently on the seat behind me. My legs spread in the process, putting her between them. She was on her elbows, carefully avoiding my hair as she hovered above me. It all happened so swiftly, but somehow, her lips had never left mine. I could feel her body on top of me, but it wasn't enough; I wanted more of her. I tightened my arms around her back and pulled her down so I could feel the weight of her body as we kissed. She settled above me, adjusting so that I was trapped beneath her with our legs intertwined as her hair created a delicate veil over our faces.