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Hello everyone! This is a different story from my usual writing, but it's something new I wanted to try out. Hope you enjoy!
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Lovers Game
I was nervous. I never been nervous about seeing you, but tonight I knew it would be something different. I simply sensed it. I walked slowly with trembling legs up to the apartment building. Only lust filled thoughts where spinning in my head. I didn't know what to expect tonight, not like any other night, then I would know. Tonight I didn't.
I was surprised by the huge amount of fear that struck me because of that though. I just didn't know what was going to happen. I feared the unknown. I walked even slower now. Maybe my purpose was to slow down the time, to prevent the time to go forward. But I knew it still would reach you in the end. I smiled, but I felt that my smile turned out wrong. More scared then it should be.
The staircases seemed to take less time to walk then I though. Usually I would have taken the elevator, with the calming music surrounding the elevator and the bright light that stung your eyes. I sighed, breathe in and out, slowly. I told myself to find the much needed control. It's going to be fine, just fine. Why the hell am I so nervous?