My physical description is in the first paragraph of my story "I Thought She Was Straight".
This is a story about the first girl I ever kissed, and what happened much later. I have this friend named Britney. She's a natural blonde and she has brown eyes, which is almost as hot as being a brunette with blue or green eyes. I don't go for blondes any more than I do any other hair color, but for some reason it seems like a lot of the women I've done stuff with have been blonde. Brit's very petite, even smaller than I am. She's maybe 5'1 and her weight is proportionate to her height. She has a cute, bubbly personality but can be serious sometimes. She's the stereotypical blonde when it comes to personality, but not intelligence. Stupidity is one of the biggest turn offs ever.
Britney, me and two other (female) friends were standing around talking on a balcony at some party four years ago. Somehow we started talking about kissing girls, and what it would be like. My friends all said that they wanted to try it, but I really didn't. I had no problem with girls kissing each other, it just wasn't something that I wanted to take part in myself. Thinking back on it, I think the reason I didn't want to do it was because I was afraid of what I'd feel if I did. I remember as far back as 7th grade, I fantasized about girls but I wouldn't admit to myself what it meant. I always figured I just looked up to them or something, but that still didn't explain why these visions of me and whatever girl I "looked up to" making out kept on popping into my head.
I kept telling Britney about how I really didn't want to kiss girls, etc etc while she just looked at me, when suddenly she just shoved me against the wall and kissed me. I was too surprised to react, so I just stood there but didn't kiss back as she pushed her lips against mine. There was no tongue involved but it was definitely not a peck. She pulled back and I think I said something like, "That wasn't so bad," or something along those lines. This was four years ago, so I don't remember word for word what we said.
We all ended up kissing each other, and once when I kissed Britney again she used her tongue a little bit. I had been French kissed before, but not that often and never by another girl, and as soon as I felt her tongue I immediately pulled away and started making gagging sounds. I was feeling some pretty strong emotions but even now I can't really tell what all of them were. There was a lot of confusion, excitement, and even some disgust at myself. I knew that whatever I was feeling, I was at least having fun.
After the party, we never really talked about what had happened. I think most of the other girls just marked it off as experimentation and forgot about it. Me and Britney eventually started becoming really close friends, but as a result of something else, not the party. I didn't notice it at the time, but there was a lot of sexual tension in our friendship. She kept telling me how "gorgeous" I was, and she often got lost in my eyes, literally. She'd say something about how my eyes were beautiful, and she'd stare at them with this kind of dreamy expression on her face. It was weird. Another time, we were sitting side by side talking, and I noticed that the back of her hand was resting in my crotch.
"Um, your hand is in my crotch."