When alone with Helen, I felt calm and protected, even though I was nude, bound tightly, body-harnessed and face-harnessed with a large nose ring to humiliate me even further.
Helen told me she needed to check in with me about how I felt about the newcomers, how I felt about being a sex slave 24/7 for real, and answer any of my questions.
She added that with five owners and mistresses, I'd have a lot of serving to do! I I would probably be enjoyed all hours of day and night, as the five took turns.
My eyes lit up at that, and I had to say I was ok with that... more than ok.
Helen told me to let her know if it gets to be overwhelming.
I nodded, "Yes, my owner, I will. I'm determined to see it through though, and though I'm nervous, the idea of being so continuously played with makes me sooo hot, I think I'll love it."
Helen shook her head in amazement. "I couldn't do that. Not for so long at once anyway. But I'm glad I can provide this for you."
We kissed lovingly.
Helen smiled, "It seems you need at least five owners and mistresses to keep you busy and erotically humiliated enough!" Sassa and I couldn't keep you whipped, bound and humiliated enough in our own."
We both laughed.
"You're probably right, Helen. I mean, my owner."
Helen arched her eyebrow. "I should punish you for that."
I looked into her eyes. "As you deem fit, my owner."
Helen looked at me, studying my face.
"You know, I don't want you to assume that just because I am looking out for your wellbeing and am your girlfriend that I'm going to be always soft on you."
I was surprised at this statement and wasn't sure what to say.
Helen stepped over to the biggest box of gear.
"Uh oh," I said out loud.
As she rummaged through the box, she said "And I don't want you to think I only inflict pain and bondage out of kindness or as a show to Sassa and others."
"Yes, my owner."
Helen glanced over her shoulder at me.
"You're not the only one being trained. As you wrote in that manual, the owners also learn. I have changed."
Helen turned to me holding a nasty- looking whip.
"I now enjoy whipping you. Yes, it's erotic to me. I love bringing out your strong emotions and seeing you muscles strain. I love the expressions on your face. I love knowing that even though you are in pain and humiliation, another part of you needs and loves it."
"Yes, my owner, your slave property understands. Your slave is happy to please you. Your property craves your attention."
Helen stepped to me and caressed my hair softly.
"Are you also afraid, slave?"
"Yes," I whispered.
"That's normal."
Helen held the coiled whip to my lips to kiss. "And you should be nervous."
She whipped me from behind - my arms received the first lashes because they were tightly bound behind me.
Helen asked me "You will do your utmost to arouse, entertain, obey and please my sister to keep her from boys, right?"