When alone with Helen, I felt calm and protected, even though I was nude, bound tightly, body-harnessed and face-harnessed with a large nose ring to humiliate me even further.
Helen told me she needed to check in with me about how I felt about the newcomers, how I felt about being a sex slave 24/7 for real, and answer any of my questions.
She added that with five owners and mistresses, I'd have a lot of serving to do! I I would probably be enjoyed all hours of day and night, as the five took turns.
My eyes lit up at that, and I had to say I was ok with that... more than ok.
Helen told me to let her know if it gets to be overwhelming.
I nodded, "Yes, my owner, I will. I'm determined to see it through though, and though I'm nervous, the idea of being so continuously played with makes me sooo hot, I think I'll love it."
Helen shook her head in amazement. "I couldn't do that. Not for so long at once anyway. But I'm glad I can provide this for you."
We kissed lovingly.
Helen smiled, "It seems you need at least five owners and mistresses to keep you busy and erotically humiliated enough!" Sassa and I couldn't keep you whipped, bound and humiliated enough in our own."
We both laughed.
"You're probably right, Helen. I mean, my owner."
Helen arched her eyebrow. "I should punish you for that."
I looked into her eyes. "As you deem fit, my owner."
Helen looked at me, studying my face.
"You know, I don't want you to assume that just because I am looking out for your wellbeing and am your girlfriend that I'm going to be always soft on you."
I was surprised at this statement and wasn't sure what to say.
Helen stepped over to the biggest box of gear.
"Uh oh," I said out loud.
As she rummaged through the box, she said "And I don't want you to think I only inflict pain and bondage out of kindness or as a show to Sassa and others."
"Yes, my owner."
Helen glanced over her shoulder at me.
"You're not the only one being trained. As you wrote in that manual, the owners also learn. I have changed."
Helen turned to me holding a nasty- looking whip.
"I now enjoy whipping you. Yes, it's erotic to me. I love bringing out your strong emotions and seeing you muscles strain. I love the expressions on your face. I love knowing that even though you are in pain and humiliation, another part of you needs and loves it."
"Yes, my owner, your slave property understands. Your slave is happy to please you. Your property craves your attention."
Helen stepped to me and caressed my hair softly.
"Are you also afraid, slave?"
"Yes," I whispered.
"That's normal."
Helen held the coiled whip to my lips to kiss. "And you should be nervous."
She whipped me from behind - my arms received the first lashes because they were tightly bound behind me.
Helen asked me "You will do your utmost to arouse, entertain, obey and please my sister to keep her from boys, right?"
I earnestly answered "Yes, my absolute best for Sassa! I will, my owner!"
Helen whipped my bare derrière very hard many times as she intensely repeated "yes you will, slave!"
I intended to stay quiet but Helen surprised me with the intensity and speed of the whips. I found myself yelping, then shouting "Ow ow ow!" and eventually reflectively writing to avoid full-on landings of the sharp whip.
Helen stopped, but not out of mercy, but to tell me that I should not have moved.
She untied my arms - quite a relief for they had been extremely tightly tied. But then she had me raise my arms forward and up, turn and lean onto the wall, my bare back to her. She then ordered me to stick my derrière out.
I whimpered a little because my glutei already burned. But of course I obeyed, making sure I bent and stuck my rear end out so she couldn't impugn my "slavish" and eager obedience.
To my surprise, Helen only whipped me five more times, but these were hard. I squirmed, trembled and whimpered. But only for the last lash did I yelp.
Helen then ordered me to turn around.
I expected frontal whipping and bravely arched my body and pushed my arms back against the wall to present my chest.
She smiled and said, "Hold that position. Mmmm. Beautiful."
Helen procured her camera and took a few photos. I even smiled for one of them, enjoying being admired even though this was rather mortifying, as I was boldly presenting my nudity for possibly never-to-be-deleted pictures.
Helen ordered to maintain the position as she left to get something. She returned with a small packet and approached me.
"Slave, when we first met and even when I knew you were into this stuff, I never would have believed anyone, even you, if you told me I would come to love owning and ordering you around and doing harsh things to you."
She then beamed as she continued, "But I do. I really really do now. You've turned me into a weirdo."
Helen laughed to make light of the word "weirdo," because it us it was now unspoken that it wasn't weird, only sensual.
"Yes, I do love making you... uncomfortable." She looked at me meaningfully.