This is a
Halloween Story Contest 2023
entry.
~~~~~ Edited by A_Little_Show_Too's Spouse ~~~~~
Author's Note
Two versions of
the same story
are submitted to the contest. If you read one version, you don't need to read the other version. Two versions exist because in the first version, it felt borderline non-consensual. Many of my stories explore gender bending and social norms. Following that interest, I rewrote the same scenes with the gender of one character changed. In my mind, the story feels much different. WHY SHOULD THAT BE? If characters do the same things for the same reasons in the same circumstances, why does changing gender change the degree of exploitation? If you are as intrigued about altered perception as I am, I invite you to read both versions and comment: Did the vibe change for you as much as it did for me? If so, why do you think that is? I'm also curious if you think changing a character's gender doesn't matter. Maybe there is some unconscious double standard in my psyche that others don't share.
If you like this story, please vote in the contest, and check out my other stories posted via Literotica user name, A_Little_Show.
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Gwen flipped the sizzling paneer cubes and stirred in pine nuts. She minced more mint for the tabbouli. A dash of lemon juice softened the bitterness of parsley. Batter for her special family recipe fig bars cooled in the refrigerator waiting for pizzas to relinquish the oven. After an absent minded wipe of the counter and a long sigh, Gwen turned off the stove and trudged to the shower. Most of the invited skipped dinner to arrive both early and hungry. They were Lydia's problem now.
Unbearably hot water cascaded over Gwen's shoulders balanced by random puffs of chill swirling from an open window. Her shiver might be blamed on the wind instead of her anxiety. Legs wobbled and deep breaths lacked rhythm. Gwen dragged a fresh disposable razor to remove vestiges of pubic hair. Lydia hadn't commented about Gwen's unshaven arm pits the last time, but she requested smooth skin everywhere for round two. From page-boy cut on top to the absent downy curls below, Gwen's honey blond hair nearly matched her complexion. She glanced again in the mirror. If she missed any strays, they couldn't be spotted.
"Three days ago, you wanted this," the woman in the mirror reminded. "Two days ago, you were sure it was worth it. You may even enjoy it." Gwen's body sent irrefutable evidence to her disbelieving mind. "You can do it," she said to herself, but it didn't sound convincing. "Why don't I have one of those long white terry cloth robes like in the movies?"
"Did you say something?" Lydia called through the door.
"Just talking to myself." Gwen answered.
"Come out before the pizza gets cold."
An oversized towel wrapped Gwen three times. The knot she made between her breasts did not benefit from any cleavage to wedge it in place. Gwen observed her traitorous hand extend to turn the door knob. A select group of Lydia's cronies awaited.
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Five weeks earlier, Gwen rehearsed her apology for the rent. She was three months behind and unlikely to find enough cash by the next month either. "Always punctual," Gwen cursed at the sound of a knock. She opened the portal to a surprise. The expected building owner, a serious gray man with permanent frown, had sent a threatening letter foretelling confrontation at the appointed time. Instead, a tall dark enchantress only a few years older than Gwen framed the entry.
"I'm sorry to bother you," the surprise said, "but there is a matter of the rent."
"Who are you?" Gwen asked in a meek tone.
"I'm uh, I own the building. I will own the building."
"What do you mean?"
"My father willed this building and another to my brother and sister and me, but they don't want to run things. I borrowed money to buy my siblings' shares, so I own the buildings - or, I will after I pay back the loan."
"I don't have the rent this month either," Gwen blurted.
"Listen, I'm sorry." The woman seemed to mean it. "Nearly every penny of rent goes to pay the loan. I can't afford a tenant who doesn't pay rent. Your rent is the difference between me eating or not." She was skinny.
"I don't have the money. I have food though. I can feed you."
"I can't eat your food." The new landlord sounded glum. "I need you to move out, or I'll have to evict you."
"Oh, come in. I've already made dinner, and there's plenty."
The woman shuffled across the threshold and peered around the apartment. "You keep it tidy," she observed.
"Thanks. The trick is not having enough stuff to make a mess."
A table for four occupied most of the "living room slash dining room" of the one bedroom apartment, but only two chairs were visible. The kitchen offered a couple of cabinets crowned by white granite between a sink and an electric oven/range. A blank patch of drywall revealed the absence of a refrigerator.
"Are you sure?" The woman looked concerned.
"Sit down. Sit down." Gwen motioned to the nearest chair.
"Where is the refrigerator? All of the apartments should have a refrigerator. I think it's code or something."
"I moved it to the bedroom," Gwen confessed.
"Why? What?"
"The refrigerator pulls heat from the inside and dumps it on the outside." Gwen paraphrased her father. "It keeps the food cold and the bedroom warm."
"Yah. I don't think you're supposed to do that." The woman still wasn't seated.
"I'll get you a drink," Gwen offered. "I have cold water and some flavor packets. I've got ginger, blackberry lemon, oh, and I think there may be a sour cherry left."
"No thank you." The woman drifted toward the door.
"Oh sit down." Gwen seemed to scold, but it sounded more like a plea.
When Gwen returned with a pitcher and a wad of crumpled flavor packets, the seated woman enquired, "What smells so good?"
"It's Libyan Pacman."
"What?"
"That's what we call it in my family. My dad creates drought tolerant crops. We lived all over the world. Libyan Pacman are potatoes. They're cut in Pacman shapes." Gwen pulled an oven mitt from the hook inside a cabinet and retrieved a casserole dish from the oven. An unusual spice aroma filled the room. "See," she said waving the evidence under the man's nose. "You cut a wedge shape out of the potato. You fill the gap with nuts and spices. Then you slice the potato into disks. Each one looks like a Pacman."
The woman nodded. "Why Libyan?"
Gwen shrugged. "I don't actually know." She furrowed her brow. "I'll have to ask next time I have the chance. I don't think we ever lived in Libya."
The hot casserole landed on the table with a thunk. "I'll get some plates and forks." After a pause, she continued, "What's your name again?"
"Lydia," the woman claimed.
"Have we met before?" Gwen didn't look like she thought it likely.
"No. I've been in San Francisco for school," Lydia explained. "My father can't support his layabout daughter anymore, so I needed a real job."
"Did you have an unreal job?"
"I'm an Artist." Lydia smiled for the first time.
"Wow. You're starving and an Artist. That checks out." Gwen returned the smile.
"This is good."
"Thanks. It only takes a bit of prep-time, and the ingredients are cheap. I make it at least twice a month as long as I have the spices."
"So, are you not working? How did you get so far behind in rent?"
"I work two jobs. I'm a waitress at "Twin Peaks" which is a joke." Gwen gestured to her less than ample bosoms. "I get the worst tips."
"And?"
"I'm an assistant music therapist. I help autistic kids and sometimes mentally disabled adults. Music soothes some of them, and others like playing the instruments." Gwen pointed to small wood and leather drums, some plastic recorders, and a toy xylophone all neatly stacked in a corner.
"Assistant?"
"Yah." Gwen shrugged. "A hundred thousand in debt, and I don't even have the degree."
Lydia coughed on her Pacman. "A hundred thousand!"
"Well, it was." Gwen admitted. "I've paid about half."
"I see where the rent money goes," Lydia grumbled.
"It's not like that! I was paying it back when I was earning more money. I haven't paid a dime while I've been trying to find rent."
"What happened?" Lydia seemed sincerely interested.
"The county cut my hours - which wouldn't be a bad thing because waitressing pays better, but the timing doesn't work. I used to work all day with the kids and then evenings at the restaurant. Now I get a couple of mornings a week with the kids, but I can't pick up any more hours at the boob bar unless somebody calls in sick."
"Have you looked for a better day job?"
"No, Lydia," she huffed with her hands on her hips. "I never thought of that!"
"Well?"
"I need to keep working therapy or I'll never claw my way back into the industry. I don't know when the county will schedule me, so I can't get another job if it means I'm not available when the county calls. I've applied everywhere without getting a single call-back."
"So, there is no hope you'll pay back rent."