Dahlia
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Fucking hell, I was staring off again. I'd once heard that guys can just stop being horny whenever the moment had passed for them. Unfortunately, I had followed Kara's advice from the day prior and not taken care of my needs, so a low-level urge was filling my thoughts. That had made it particularly difficult to teach, I was noticing. I groaned and rubbed my forehead, offering an apologetic smile to the students in front of me.
"I'm really sorry everyone, I must seem pretty out of it. I didn't get a lot of sleep last night, so..." I trailed off, realizing how poor my excuse sounded. Heck, it sounded like one I'd expect from my freshmen students after a night of drinking. At least it wasn't a lie, strictly. Something had kept me up all night, and that something - or rather, someone - was sitting in the back of the classroom.
I tore my gaze away from Kara, forcing myself out of her siren's song. I glanced at my watch, watching the minute hand tick another notch closer to the top of the hour. "You know what, guys? It's Friday, let's get out of here early. I'm sure you'd rather not hear about--" Before I had even finished my sentence, the room exploded with the sound of students gathering their bags and talking amongst themselves. "Chapter 5 by Monday!" I hollered at them, but I knew it was pointless.
I tried to pack up my belongings as nonchalantly as possible, my gaze glancing up at the small sea of bodies that was filtering out of the room. Where was she? Would she stay to talk with me? Finally, the last couple students trickled out of the room, and I was able to see to the back row of desks again. She was gone, and my heart sank though I couldn't be sure why.
Suddenly the door shut, and I looked over to spy Kara fiddling with the lock. "Thank fuck you let out class early," she grumbled, walking over to me and dropping her bag behind my desk. "That should give us a few minutes to talk."
My chest tightened as my heart leapt and soared with joy at seeing her staying behind. I tried to play it off casually though, to limited success as I replied, "Ah, well, I just couldn't finish the lesson, Kara..."
She raised her brow and tilted her head, but didn't say anything. I looked at her confused and after a minute of silence she sighed. "There's no one else here," she prompted.
Oh, right. She wanted me to call her 'mistress'. I tried to form the word on my tongue, but it wouldn't cooperate. It was a strange thing, having been able to say it yesterday but not today. Except, I realized, I'd been rather worked up yesterday; I would have said anything she wanted me to. But today was different, especially since we were in this public classroom and not the safety of my office.
Still, she clearly expected me to say it; her face was cold and stoic, as though I was wasting her time by making her wait. In a way, I realized I was, and the thought unsettled me. It wasn't right to make her be this impatient with me. I lowered my head, and mumbled. "I'm sorry, mistress."
Kara walked over to me with a wide grin on her face, and lifted my chin up. "I didn't quite hear you, flower." Her tone took on a sharper edge as she said, "Again. Louder."
Between calling me 'flower', her gentle touch, and her confidence as she spoke to me I was nearly a puddle. I looked into her beautiful green eyes and repeated myself at a louder volume. "I'm sorry, mistress."
She planted her lips to mine in response, and while the kiss only lasted a moment I knew I'd be obsessing over it for hours much like yesterday's. When she pulled away, she eyed me up and down. I took a glance at my own outfit to see if there was anything wrong with it. No, it was entirely normal, a dress with some snug pants underneath - for decency, of course - topped with a heavy sweater. Still, Kara shook her head.
"We need to update your fashion, Ms. Waverly. You dress like my grandmother, but you're not quite that old yet."
I gasped, looking shocked at her. "Hey, I'm not old... just 42..." Subconsciously, my hands drifted to my midsection. I could feel my abs tense as I adjusted my posture. Between my workout routine and my skincare, I knew I could pass for a younger girl than my actual age. But still, was my sense of fashion really that out of touch?