Throughout the drive home, I couldn't keep my eyes off of Riley. I can't believe what has happened. I'm finally going to fulfill my fantasy. I've always fantasized about seducing her and just holding her in my arms. I know that it's a clichΓ©, I ended up falling for my best friend, but I couldn't help it. She's beautiful, funny, smart, and the kindest person I know.
She catches me looking at her and nervously smiles. I hold her hand, which is resting on her thigh, and she seems to get even more nervous.
"Are you okay?" I ask.
"Yeah. I'm fine." She says and looks out the window.
I remove my hand and decide to give her space for the remaining few minutes of the ride. What if she doesn't want it anymore? Is she going to chicken out? I just sigh and concentrate on the road.
When we reach the house, she follows me inside. After closing the door, she turns to me with a small, cute smile. I lean in close, but she covers my lips with her thumb, cupping my face.
"Can-Can we take it...slow?" she asks, closing her eyes, breathing heavily.
"Sure. I'll let you set the pace. Because I'm not thinking straight." I say.
"Don't you go Ellie Goulding on me." She chuckles.
I smile as she opens her eyes and pulls me back till she hits the door. She then tucks a strand of my hair behind my ear and leans in closer. Our lips are less than a centimeter away from each other and it takes every ounce of control I have to not kiss her. She then leans in and connects our lips softly. Before I could kiss her back, she pulls away.
"I-I'm sorry." She says and slips from between my arms, running to the sofa.
What just happened?
I go over to find her hugging her knees tightly, light sobs reaching my ears.
"Riley, what's wrong?" I ask, sitting down next to her.
"I-I'm sorry. I don't know if I really want this." She says.
"You seemed to really want it in the bathroom."
"Well... there's something I didn't tell you."
"What?"
"I finished my exam about an hour early..."
"And?"
"Well, Todd did too."
"That guy you like?"
"Yeah. And, we sat together, and talked, and then he kissed me."
"Oh."
"Yeah. Then, things led to other things and we ended up making out in the bathroom. So, when I met you, I guess I was still aroused...and still had a bit of adrenaline...so-"
"So, you don't know if you actually wanted me to kiss you or if you were still hot from your make out session with Bob."
"Todd, and yeah."
"Whatever, I don't like him anyway."
"Look, I'm sorry, Maria. I don't know how I can make it up to you, but it's not like you were in love with me or something."
I just stand up and run my hand through my hair.
"What if I am?"
"What?"
"What if I am in love with you? What if I have been in love with you for the last 6 years? Would that make you leave Todd?"
"Maria, Todd and I aren't together, we just made out. And...what are you saying?"
"I'm saying I AM, Riley. I meant what I said in the bathroom. I do love you."
"Yeah, and I do you."
"No. Not like that. I'm in love with you, Riley. Every single day, I'd try my best to keep my hands to myself. Then, every night, I'd think of a plan to seduce you and masturbate to the idea of us kissing, making out, and eventually having sex. But, in the morning, I'd coward away the idea. I didn't want to freak you out."
"Maria...I'm flattered, but... I'm not into girls."
I sigh and feel my anger build up. Taking a deep breath, I sit on the coffee table.
"Am I better?"
"What?"
"Am I better than Todd? You kissed both of us tonight, who is better?"
"I...I don't know."
"Then let me prove to you that I am. If you don't like it, I'm leaving in the morning for the next four years anyways. If you do, you'll have experience and at least know whom you like."
"Maria-"
"Please, Riley." I straddle her legs and rest my forehead on hers and she closes her eyes.
"Please. You don't know how much I've been wanting you. How much torture it was to see you every day and not be able to touch you. Please."
"I...I-"
I then take her hand and place it between my legs, where she can feel how wet I am for her.
"Just look at how much I want you. I know I'm being selfish, but please."
Her breath becomes heavier every second before she nods slightly.
"Just...Don't hurt me." She says in a very hushed voice.
"I'd never." I say and softly place a kiss on her lips.
When I pull back, I feel her tense up a little, so I kiss her again. She opens her lips and I gladly enter my tongue, exploring her. Her hand slowly creeps up my thigh, increasing my wetness. I lick the inside of her cheek, making her moan and shiver. I pull back and kiss her chin and trace the way to her neck.
Her soft milky skin is so lavishing, I just want to kiss it forever. When I reach her neck, she moans loudly, arching her back, sticking her breasts to mine. I run my hand down her upper body and cup a breast through the shirt.
"Wait. Stop." She gasps.
I pull away and look at her with worry.
"What about your parents?" She asks.
I sigh in relief and smirk.
"They're already in London, waiting for my flight tomorrow." I say.
She nods and I go back to kissing her neck, making her moan. With every sound she makes, I get wetter and wetter. I trace back up and connect our lips. She's excited and I can feel her hands pull me closer. As our tongues dance together, I cup her breasts and play with her hard nipples through her shirt. I moan as she cups my butt cheeks and pulls my even closer, mushing our bodies together.
I pull away and stand up, pulling her with me. As I start to move, she turns my head towards her and smiles.
"I'm addicted to your lips." She says before connecting ours together again.
I smile and guide her arms behind my neck before I pull her thighs up, carrying her. She immediately wraps her legs around my waist and tightens, making me feel her wetness on my bare stomach. Making my way to my bedroom, our lips never depart. I close the door with my foot then throw her on the bed. She crawls backwards as I take off my crop top, leaving me in my white lace bra and skinny jeans. She smiles as I climb in bed and kiss her again. Her sweet cherry lips are as addictive as Nerds (my favorite candy). I hook my finger around the straps of her shirt and pull them from her shoulders. As she cups my breasts, I couldn't help but moan and nibble on her tongue, earning another moan from her. I then do with her bra what I did with her shirt, leaving her perky luscious breasts exposed to my pleasure. Sadly, in an insecure move, she covers her breasts with her arm. I pull away and nibble on her earlobe before whispering in her ear.