Kassandra sat upon her front porch looking out into the woods, beyond those she could see the tops of the mountains. Dressed in her baggy Grey sweatpants and her Jeff Gordon racing t-shirt she rocked in the handmade cedar rocking chair. She watched the fog begin to lift from the ground, watching it head toward the peaks of the mountains as the sun started to rise. The porch creaked as she rocked back and forth on the oak wood, sipping coffee as her mind drifted.
The morning sounds of nature began to sing their melodies. Each bird chimed in it's own special sound to create something so beautiful, no human could ever duplicate it. The sounds of whipper wills, bullfrogs and fluttering wings of a hummingbird replaced the shrilling screams of police sirens and gun fire which was all to common in the city she left behind.
Kassandra left the busy city of Reading Pennsylvania behind and never looked back. She sold everything out right then bought a small ranch in the middle of nowhere in the backwoods of Missouri. Once established with a full house of furniture, she started on animals. First a few heads of cattle, couple horses, then added a mix of birds as well. She became quite content as her life fell into a daily routine. No longer was she a slave to the alarm clock, or anyone else. No longer did she need to worry about traffic or being late for the corporate office, she was content in her own little world.
Always wanting to start painting again, sculpting and writing she now had the time. Kassandra also had the place that brought her that peace of mind letting all stress be free from within. She started a bunch of short stories submitting them to various editors within small book companies she had found on line. There was one female that took interest in her work, based out of a small town in Michigan. Kassandra had a knack for writing soft core pornography with a touch of BDSM. She wrote what she knew most, some non-fiction and some fiction, always letting another wonder what was real and what wasn't.
Private messages back and forth to her new found on line friend and editor became her only real means of a social life. Kassandra really didn't mind, she had worked in the corporate world for so long, the solitude was a welcome. Dating had been a disinterest to her since her last relationship went to hell in a hand basket. Her sexual life had been a dark and twisted one. She knew if the last relationship hadn't ended when it did it was only a spiral down from there.
Her life had involved BDSM since she was eighteen where she could actually understand what her home life was. Growing up in a household where her father was a sadistic master and her mother one of his submissive, Kassandra grew up believing this was how families actually all were. It wasn't until after she left home, and found out things were much different. Her father pushed her at eighteen to a man who was just like him. Kassandra moved in to Damien's home and became his submissive while she continued her schooling.
Kassandra woke at AM. each morning, serviced her Dominate how he wished her to, then she served him coffee and his paper in bed. From there she got ready for school. Her days were filled with classes, while others were having fun doing things they loved like parties, drama classes and making friends Kassandra was doing homework, housework, serving her Dominate sexually and anything else he wished of her. Damian filled her with drugs and BDSM gatherings on weekends letting his male friends have their way with her. Kassandra was robbed of everything, stripped of her dignity and robbed of her identity. This continued until her last year in college, what Damian didn't know was she was secretly seeing a young man at school, which she eventually married after graduation. Jeff then took roll as her Master.
Her marriage lasted five long grueling years to Master Jeff. it turned out to be a disaster as did the next few relationships after that. Kassandra floated around from master to master each wanting more than she cared or could deliver. There was one man that took her by the hand and guided her down the path of bisexuality. He wanted her to train under a Mistress in the city. Fredrick wanted Kassandra to widen, broaden her flavor. He wished to see her in control over other females sub missives. He wanted to see her enjoy a female companion as he watched them, then eventually join them.
Kassandra had been sexual with a female in college. Secretly she had explored her sexuality with a girl in her one class. With Tina she found a sexual adventure, a flavor she enjoyed. Tina and her bonded in more ways than one. It was a relationship that ended sadly when Kassandra was caught by Damian, and Jeff wouldn't approve of it. After each failed relationship with a man, Kassandra got involved with a woman. There she found love, sensuality, and contentment.
She had sent her first novel to her editor Lilly, the novel was about her own life. All the darkness, the twisted men, all the pain and hurt typed into pages. Those same pages that heard her rages, her happiness followed by so much sadness. Lilly was the only one that took notice to the times Kassandra was happy. She pin-pointed out that it was when she was with female lovers. Lilly questioned her more and more as they spoke about her life and what she was truly looking for, what her goals and future held.
As time went on Kassandra and Lilly grew closer and closer, the distance between writer and editor didn't seen to be thousands of miles anymore. There didn't seem to be states between them, it was a feeling Kassandra only felt once before with a special woman that changed her life entirely. Lilly's strong persona reminded Kassandra of that one special female lover. The Dominate that sent her to learn to be controlling had no idea what he did for Kassandra in the long run. He only found out when she disappeared from his life, and the dear John letter left behind.
Although she enjoyed her new found set of 'balls' and being in control in certain situations, she still yearned to serve within. The only good thing about it all, other than her positive self being was she shared a sensuality with sister submissive. She may have acted like a dominate female to appease her Master but within she was an equal with her sisters. Once that relationship ended, Kassandra moved on to a full lesbian relationship. Her lover was the female who trained her, that lasted over two years till she passed away.
The woman who Lilly reminded her of was Mistress Alexandria, Alex for short. She was the one that gave her all the important things back to her she'd lost growing up. Self-esteem, strength, self-worth and anything that fell in between those things. All the negativity turned around and Kassandra was filled with nothing but positive energy. An energy that surrounded her with a bright aura only a select few could see, and what all wanted to have channeled through to them.
