Everyone in this story is over 18. It is, perhaps a little slow to get going, but rest assured, reader, it gets steamy later on. I do hope you enjoy it.
1
I was no virgin when I got married. I had been de-flowered (if that is not too botanical a term) while I was still at school - and enjoyed it, frankly. Two more boyfriends had their wicked ways with me before I reached twenty, and at twenty-two I started 'going steady' with Ben. A 'nice young man,' said my mum, and my dad said nothing, as usual, when he proposed, so we got married, with all the usual pomp, nice white dress, bridesmaids, the whole works. I was twenty-three, and until then he had been the perfect gentleman, kind and loving, generous, and pleasant to my parents, if a little distant with my dad, whose Sri Lankan ancestry showed in the colour of his skin.
I should perhaps mention that I was often regarded as 'a bit of a looker,' as I had inherited my father's shiny black hair, (which I wore very long) and my skin-tone was a shade darker than that of most of my friends. I digress.
We hadn't been married more than three months before I began to see another side of Ben. What they say about the effect of wedding cake... Basically, he started to 'control' me. When we went out to dinner - which we did fairly frequently - he wanted to be sure I wasn't wearing too short a skirt, or showing too much cleavage. (not that I had a lot of
that
- my breasts were not very big!) I found that he was checking my mobile phone, to see who had been calling me, and who I had been ringing - and he said he didn't like me going out with my friend Wendy, which was something we had always done about once a fortnight. I accepted all this as a normal part of married life, until one Thursday night I arrived home after going for a drink with Wendy. We were both laughing as we got to the door, and I asked her in for a coffee. Ben was in the kitchen when we got there, with face like thunder. 'Are you drunk?' he asked, rudely.
'No, Ben, I'm not,' I said, 'We were having fun. You remember fun?.' He didn't like that one bit, and I thought for a moment he was going to hit me.
'Then what were you laughing at?' he demanded, after Wendy had left. I turned and walked away, which annoyed him more.
A few days later Wendy came round and asked me if I'd like to go to the cinema with her. Ben was hovering in the background and put his oar in, 'No, she's not available tonight,' he said, brusquely. Wendy went, and I yelled at Ben, 'What the fuck do you mean, "not available" - I don't recall you asking me first.'
'I don't have to, you're my wife!' he shouted, and as he saw me putting on my jacket, he rushed across and slapped me across the cheek.
'That does it, you bastard!' I said, grabbed my bag, and ran out of the house, shaking like a leaf. Not trusting myself to drive, I ran down the street, around a couple of corners, where there was a pub I'd never been in before, and slipped into the lounge bar. I was sure he wouldn't find me there.
I sat, nursing a gin and tonic, which was slowly having a soothing effect, when in walked three girls, chattering like sparrows. I gave them a cursory glance, then realised that I knew one of them. And she realised simultaneously that she knew me.
'Katie!' said Ingrid Berglund, her beauty undiminished by the - what - six years? Yes, it was all of that since I had seen the tall Swedish blonde. She introduced me to her friends, Becky and Sarah, but I was fascinated by Ingrid.
'Ingrid,' I said, 'You look so...lovely.' I was looking for a more emphatic word, but didn't want to sound gushing or...or what?
She and her friends looked dressed to go clubbing - they all wore short, tight dresses and heels, but Ingrid's dress was a sparkly silver affair which was hardly long enough to be decent, and her long slender legs were accentuated by what looked like five inch needle heels, and a loose gold chain around her left ankle. She had a faux-fur jacket draped over her shoulders, and her platinum blonde hair hung down in a silken cascade to below her waist. Her make-up, unlike it had been in school, when she had been teased for 'having no eyebrows' was perfect, with long lashes and just enough blue eye-shadow to bring out those gorgeous blue eyes. Her nails were long enough to be very noticeable too, painted a rich shade of maroon. Katie, I thought, whatever's wrong with you? Girls just aren't your thing - are they?
But Ingrid was talking to me, in her slightly husky voice. 'What have you been doing these last years, Katie? I always wanted to stay friends with you after you stuck up for me at school, but then you went off to University, didn't you?'
It came back to me. I had stopped the horrid lot teasing Ingrid about her eyebrows, what seemed a century ago.
'Yep, went to Uni. Got a useless degree in social science, then married a bastard, didn't I?' It sounded so bitter, just like that. But I asked, 'And you, did you go on studying?'
'I went to modelling school, when I couldn't get into drama, and that's what I do, when I get the chance.'
'But no romance in your life?' I asked, though it was none of my business.
She smiled. 'Nothing permanent, no,' she replied, then said, 'Listen, Katie, we are going clubbing in a while. Why don't you come along?'
I looked from Ingrid, in her sparkly minidress, to Becky, in a silky pleated creation, and Sarah, in a tight, knee-length, floral print, then down at my jeans, and said, 'I'd love to, believe me, Ingrid, but there's no way I could go dressed like this - they'd think I'd come to mend the boiler.'
'I see your point,' she said, 'But we'll wait while you go home and change. You live close by, don't you?'
'If I went home now, Ben wouldn't let me back out, especially all dressed up. No, I'd better give it a miss.'
Ingrid looked at me with concern written all over her face. 'What will you do now?' she wanted to know.
'I'll go to a friend's tonight, then think about it,' I said. I gave Ingrid my mobile number. 'Phone me, I'd love to meet up with you again soon.' I meant it.
Wendy was only too pleased to put me up in her spare room, and told Ben she hadn't seen me when he rang her - three times.
2
'What are you going to do?' asked Wendy, as I set off to work - my 30-hour a week job in Social Services was not very fulfilling, but it kept my mind off my marriage. I had borrowed a skirt and jumper from my friiend, so that I looked respectable, and we planned to get together at lunchtime, and 'raid' my house for more clothes, while I knew Ben would be at work on his building site, where he was a surveyor. I blocked his number on my mobile phone.
No sooner had I got to the office than my mobile rang. I didn't recognize the number. It was Ingrid.