This is my entry in the
Pink Orchid 2022 for Women-Centric Erotica Challenge
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Katherine, age thirty-five, has a masturbatory fantasy about her female lover, another employee at her company named Renée. That woman is slightly older, and she is Katherine's assistant at work. Katherine bent time a bit so she imagined that they were both eighteen simultaneously in the late spring of 1902. The "birching" refers to an earlier fantasy that Katherine had, also set in 1902, which was based on a scene in a novel she had read.
The first part of this is written in the first person, and in the last paragraphs, it switches to the third person. For various reasons, I have set the actual year when Katherine is imagining this to 1995. The dialogue of 1902 is how she (and I) made it up, but complete accuracy for the time period is not the point here.
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On a warm day about ten days after my birching, Renée and I were sitting on the front porch of her house. She was one of my classmates, and I had known her for nearly nine months by then. She had transferred in from another school.
Renée was a short girl, a bit plump, and she wore glasses. Her hair was medium brown and she had it tied up at the back of her head. Sometimes she joked about being "plain." However, I could tell that she accepted herself as she was and didn't obsess about her appearance as some girls did. As time went by, I found that I was growing increasingly attracted to her.
In contrast, I am tall and slender, with reddish-brown hair. I too usually pin it up behind my head.
Sometimes when we talked we would hold hands, as we were then. I think most people who saw us thought it was a completely innocent thing to do, but I knew otherwise.
When speaking to her, I wanted to confess what my governess Lucille had done to me and then also what I had done to myself afterwards. It was a difficult subject to broach, but I decided to get into it. After conversing for a while, I suddenly said, "Renée, have you ever been birched or spanked or otherwise physically punished?"
"No, never. My parents didn't believe in that kind of thing."
"Well, it happened to me recently, for really the first time ever -- I mean a truly serious punishment."
I stopped to get my thoughts together. "My grades have been rather poor this year. I admit I haven't been paying attention to my schoolwork. My governess Lucille decided to do something about it and she disciplined me." Lucille at that time was twenty-eight years old.
"So got ahead, tell me about it."
"All right, I will." I had to stop for a moment to get my courage up. "Lucille had me bend over a chair while my tutor Agnes held me down. Then she whipped me with a bundle of birch rods, beat me across my bare behind." Agnes was forty-one.
"Oh Katherine, I'm so sorry that happened to you."
"But here's the strange thing. It hurt, but it was also stimulating, arousing even. I was surprised."
"I've heard that there are other people who have the same reaction. I mean, the punishment hurts but they enjoy it anyway."
"I thought I was just perverse."
"No, you're probably not. It's somewhat common, I think."
"It was so strong that, when I was sent to my room -- well, I immediately fondled myself to a climax. Three times actually, that's how often I did it."
"It's called masturbation; have you ever heard that word?"
"Yes, I do know it."
"Well, I'll tell you, I indulge in it too. A lot of girls do, but we can't talk about it openly."
"I thought that might be true. During the second time, I imagined that I was, well, being intimate with Lucille. I sort of know how that would go."
"Katherine, have you ever even kissed a girl?"
"No, not yet, that's for sure."
"I have. I've done it with a classmate named Cora. We never took it beyond that, however."
I said, "I've thought about doing those things with Lucille, as I just said, but of course, I can't. I wish I could find a girl my own age who was willing to be with me."
"You already know such a girl."
"And who would that be?"
"Silly, don't you get it? It would be me! You can kiss me if you wish."
"And where and when would we do that?"
"Right now, in that barn behind my house. It's not used anymore, so we should have some privacy. And we can try out a lot more than kissing."
"I'm not sure I'd feel comfortable with all that."
"You just said, well implied really, that you did want to try it. Obviously, you don't have to do anything you don't want to do."
As I looked at Renée, I felt a thump in my heart and another one in my crotch. There was a tightness in my throat too. I realized that I was still holding her hand, and I noted the warmth of her skin.
I said, "All right, let's go. I'll try it with you."
We walked into the barn, both of us wearing white shirt-waists, dark shirts, straw hats, and black high-top shoes -- two young women about to face the world.
As I looked around, I said, "I'm not sure about this; anybody could just come in here."
"Then let's go up to the hayloft. There's even some hay still up there."
Once up there, we sat side-by-side on a narrow bench and looked at each other for a moment. She said, "You seem a bit nervous."
"I am; I feel very tense right now."
"Well, I feel it too. But really, there's nothing to worry about. How about I put my arm around your waist?"
"Yes, I think that would be all right. It seems simple enough."
Her hand went around me and she subtly rubbed the far side of my blouse. "Why don't you do that too -- I mean hold me? That's also pretty simple to do."
"Okay, it seems like a good way to start."
As we sat there together with our arms around each other's bodies, she said, "So here we are, two innocent girls just getting to know each other. Except we're not so innocent. I mean, I know what we do in our beds at night." Then she added, "Katherine, you're blushing right now."
"I know, I can feel my face warming up."
"So who have you thought about besides Lucille?"
"A few of my teachers; mostly my classmates."
"Well, I'm one of your classmates. Have you ever thought about me?"
"I'm sorry, not yet."
"You will be thinking of me soon! So where is the strangest place you ever did it, I mean touching yourself? I've been in the girls' room at school, but I had to be very quiet about it."
I told her one of my stories. "On a Saturday I was alone with my mother in our house. She went upstairs to take a nap, while I went down to the basement. That was one of the times I fantasized about having, ah, relations with Lucille. I knew what to think about because a few other girls have told me what women do to each other." I hesitated for a moment. "I mean, with their mouths and tongues mostly."
"Right; in fact, 'touching' is an understatement. Fondling, rubbing - those are good words." She sighed, " 'Sugar and spice, and everything nice.' Plus that feeling in our loins that is, let's face it, lust."
"It can be overwhelming at times. I admit I've stopped believing all of those stories about how bad playing with yourself is, I mean for your health."
"I've come to think that's all nonsense too. A lot of people are afraid to face what we women are really thinking and feeling. So are you ready for that kissing now?"
I said, "I suppose this is as good as time as any."
"Let's take our hats off. They'll just get in the way."
Renée also pushed her glasses to the top of her head. As we turned towards each other, we both now had our hands in our laps. I said, "I don't think I know how to do this."
"It's easy, just follow your instincts." She giggled, "Or I'll tell you what to do! Come on, just lean forward."
I did, and my lips brushed Renée's. Her mouth pushed back on mine. Soon, we were holding each other's arms, and smooching more passionately. I said, "My, now I know what all the fuss about kissing is. And I'm actually getting that tingling feeling down below."
"Of course, so am I, although I've experienced it before. Now. kiss me on other parts of my face."
I put my lips against her cheeks, and then her closed eyelids. She said, "Try putting your tongue into one of my ears." I had never heard of that before, but I did it anyway. She giggled, "Oh that tickles, but it feels so good."
We embraced each other more firmly, and we kissed more intensely. Soon I pulled back and said, "I wonder what our families, our teachers, would think of us now. They'd probably call us lesbians."
"I'm not sure that's really true. I would like to have a man someday, but that's not going to happen soon."
I replied, "I already know that, I mean about myself"
"But we have each other for the moment. We can certainly act like lesbians now if we want to."
I said, "And I definitely want to. Those people we know, they'd probably think we are very bad girls too."
"We probably are, but it still feels great!"
After some more amorous embracing of each other, she said, "Would you like to take this up to the next level?"
"And what would that be?"
"I think you know. I was referring to our breasts, especially our nipples."