10 In Vicki
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Ommadawn by Mike Oldfield
Of course I was in love with Vicki. What I didn't realize at first was that it was a game for her, a game like so many games she played, or that were played with her.
The deception became clear by summer. Vicki had been with us for more than a year and, uh, well, we didn't just do our homework in my room. Although I had noticed a change from Christmas. Vicki was no longer so accommodating. Often she was too busy with her exams to be able to pay attention to me. In the evening she was often too tired to come to my bed to have a little funtime with me.
On a warm evening in April, Vicki had indicated that she wanted to study in her own room because she had an exam week ahead of her. I gave her a kiss and walked through the bathroom to my own room. The doors were usually open, except when we had to use the toilet. A little after nine, I saw from the corner of my eye, the bathroom door closing. The sun that had been in my room that afternoon had made it pleasantly warm, so pleasant that it made me drowsy. And then also the boring economics lesson that I had to study.
I woke up a little after midnight. I had to pee. I looked at the bathroom door, the light was out and the door was closed. Very gently I opened the door and stopped in the doorway.
I heard a voice in Vicki's room and it certainly wasn't Vicki's voice I heard, it was A MAN! I promptly forgot why I had come to the bathroom and held my breath as I walked to her door.
There could be only one reason I could think of why Vicki would invite a man to her room ... Mum and Dad wouldn't like this!
The door was a little ajar. I was glad I hadn't turned on the light immediately. Now I had the opportunity to take a look without being seen. In Vicki's room only her desk lamp was lit.
"No, young mistress, my mistress has ordered me to give you these clothes to put on," whispered the man I did not see, but whose soft voice I thought I knew, not that I recognized him immediately. It certainly wasn't someone I dealt with on a daily basis.
But what did such a person do in her room at this hour? I shifted so that I could see a little more of the room. I now saw Vicki's bare back and buttocks. She stood naked in front of her bed and looked at a black pile on her bedspread. She also held something in her hands but I couldn't see what it was.
She looked from her hands to where I expected the man would be and said:
"Okay, at what time does your Mistress expect me to... ".
She stopped and made a gesture at the man. She tilted her head, she listened. Had she heard me? I really hadn't moved.
Vicki slowly turned her head towards the bathroom door and I made sure I disappeared into the darkness of the bathroom. She went on, apparently confident that there was nothing to fear
"... .Arrive?"
"Half past one, young mistress, half past one, my mistress said. Not before, but certainly not later." I heard the man speak even softer as he almost begged Vicki, "Please be so good to be present at the requested time, young mistress, as otherwise I will be punished."
"Hmpf, I will see if I can make it, now shoo, I've gotta prepare myself."
I pushed myself through the bathroom even further to my own door, which luckily was still open. On my butt, I fled through the door and gently closed it with my foot. I got up and went to bed.
I lay down with my back to the door and pretended to sleep. I heard Vicki turning on the tap in the bathroom. On the wall I saw the dim light of the bathroom lamp. As the light grew stronger, I closed my eyes.
"I know you're awake, you little sneak. I will just warn you now. Don't go there! Stay in bed and nothing between us will change. If I just catch a glimpse of you I will punish you beyond measure, just count on it! "
She whispered, but the threat in her voice was unmistakable. To reinforce her threat, she turned me to face her and kissed me hard on my mouth, sucking my lower lip and inserting her teeth. Her hand found my breast and she tweaked my nipple through my pyjamas. I was trembling and shaking like a straw. Goosebumps rose on my arms as my pants and bed got wet. I opened my eyes.
Vicki looked at me in the half darkness. I looked at her with wide eyes. What was she wearing? This was not an outfit that I recognized. She was wearing a shiny black catsuit that was tight against her skin. There were holes on her breasts through which her long nipples protruded. I admired her and my gaze slid down. Her crotch was also open and the blond curls contrasted like a tuft of cream with the shiny black.
"DON'T YOU DARE LOOK AT ME ".
She hissed it at me, slapping my cheek with her flattened hand. I started crying.
"Don't, please don't Vicki, I won't look, Please don't hit me, please!"
I tried to dive under the blanket, but she pulled it away and discovered the wet spot in bed.
"What the fuck did you do Dito, did you really wet your bed?"
She laughed and gently took my head in her hands.
"Now hush, my darling, hush, it's alright, we've got some time left before I have to go."
She gently rocked me and kissed my forehead. She stroked my black locks from my face and brought her lips to my ear.
"Please, my dear, forget what you've seen tonight. It's better for your sake. Don't spoil what we have, okay?"
She came up again and looked questioningly at me. I nodded, unable to answer, so much went through my mind. While she was supporting my head with one hand, her other hand went under my butt and pulled off my wet pants and threw them in a corner of the room.