Author's note.
Thank you for being so patient. This chapter took much longer than I ever expected! It's a long one and it covers several different characters.
Please enjoy!
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Jane and Camilla started going to the gym together every morning. They developed a routine of working out and getting coffee before carpooling to work.
Although she never had a problem with punctuality, Jane never considered herself a morning person. However, seeing Camilla's strong work ethic only motivated her to be better.
After an intense workout, they sat down in their favorite coffee shop. They had enough time to enjoy some caffeine before they started their day.
As Camilla sipped on her hot coffee, she could see something was on Jane's mind. She knew what it was but wanted her new coworker to bring it up herself.
"Are you okay, Jane?"
"Yes!" the Asian responded, trying to snap herself out of her trance. "Why? What's up?"
"You were staring off again. You've been doing that a lot lately."
"Yeah, I was just..."
"Something's on your mind," Camilla interrupted.
Jane paused before allowing herself to chuckle. "There's no hiding anything from you, is there? Well, I might as well tell you. I'm really nervous about our trip."
"Have you told anyone you're going to be in town?"
"I told Maria, my former supervisor."
"What about Veronica?" Camilla asked, glaring at her with those piercing eyes.
"I haven't told her..." Jane said quietly, looking down at her coffee.
"Do you plan on telling her?"
"I really don't know... I asked Maria not to tell her in case I don't want to see her."
"What are you afraid of?"
"I don't know. I've moved on, but I'm afraid if I see her, then the feelings might come back."
"If you've moved on then you wouldn't have to worry about that, would you?"
Jane cringed. "I guess you're right. I don't know what I'm afraid of then."
"Be honest with yourself," Camilla suggested. "You miss her."
"Okay... I miss her. I just don't know if I can face her. I'm still upset about the way things ended."
"Thanks for being honest with me," the blonde responded, even though she already knew the truth.
"So, do you think I should see her?" Jane asked.
"I think you should do whatever you want." Camilla answered as she shrugged her shoulders. "This isn't work related. There is no correct answer."
The young Asian stared off into space, thinking about the potential consequences of her decision. "Won't that just make it harder for both of us to move on?"
"Maybe, but I don't think you've moved on if you're having to force yourself not to see her."
Jane went quiet as she sunk into her seat. "You're probably right..."
"You don't have to make any decisions today," Camilla suggested. "Just don't lie to yourself about what you want and don't want. If I've learned anything about you, it's that you cherish honesty. I think you deserve honesty, but that includes getting it from yourself."
Jane took her coworker's comment to heart and respected her for saying it. Though she wasn't ready to decide, she was done talking about herself for the time being.
"So, what's new with you?" she asked. "You've been in Miranda's office a lot lately. Is everything okay?"
"Everything is fine, Jane. She has just been talking to me about the Director job."
"That's strange," Jane said, getting curious. "She hasn't said anything to me about it."
"It's nothing important," Camilla assured. "I'll tell you everything you need to know."
As much as Camilla had proven herself, Jane found it odd that she would have to rely solely on her main competition for information. She would never accuse her roommate of doing something so conniving, but with such high stakes at hand, she couldn't help but wonder.
During the drive to the office, the doubts kept popping into her head.
What if this entire thing was part of her plan? Being so courteous to me, inviting me to live with her, everything! I have no reason to think this, but she's just so mysterious! She could have been buttering me up this entire time. She is always ten steps ahead.
The more Jane thought about it, the more it started to make sense.
There's no way she ever wanted me to work here. Why else would someone be so welcoming to their main competition? Maybe she planned to build my trust so she could keep information from me without suspicion. It's the perfect crime!
As the drive was coming to an end, Camilla noticed something was on Jane's mind.. But like always, she was able to read her roommate's face.
Look at how frustrated she is over there
, Camilla thought to herself
. She's even more worked up than she was at the cafe. She probably thinks I'm sabotaging her for that new position or something. Oh well... she'll figure it out, eventually.
Jane silently groaned to herself.
No! Camilla wouldn't do that! Not after all we've been through.
She tried to take her mind off it. Unfortunately, her curiosity was poked again when Miranda immediately called for Camilla to come into her office.
Camilla went in, expecting it to be another meeting about the new position. However, it had nothing to do with the Director application. She was actually in some hot water.
"I need to talk to you, right now," Miranda said with a serious tone.
"What is it?" Camilla asked, looking concerned.
"So, you know that photo shoot you did with Moonlight, where you modeled a bunch of lingerie? Well, our HR department found out about it and they aren't too happy."
"Why would they be unhappy about that?" the Latina asked, feeling offended.
"Because you have a high title of Branch Coordinator."
"So...?"