I was laying on my bed, thighs splayed, experiencing the most powerful orgasms Iâd ever had in my life. They came in waves, with the first being a tsunami. My abdomen cramped violently, and there were loud grunts that these convulsions elicited from me, then Iâd lie sweating in flash after flash of mind shattering after shocks.
All brought on by my bedroom fantasies of Vanessa.
âGod, what is she doing to me, â I wondered, lying on my bed with a sheen of sweat covering me, occasionally wracked by another after shock.
I had become almost compulsive in my need to masturbate thinking of this black beauty, up to several times a day now. The orgasms I achieved, just imagining being with her, were far beyond anything that any man had ever been able to bring me remotely close to.
I wished that werenât true. I desperately preferred the image of myself as the All-American girl next door...the image I had lived right up until my eyes had met Vanessaâs, just days before. But I knew it was no longer a true image. I wantedâI lustedâthis fantastic black creature more than anything in my life. I knew Iâd do anything nowâincluding risking my marriageâto have her, and her beautiful black flesh, in my armsâor between my thighs.
The morning of my date with Vanessa, I found myself naked, combing my hair in my bedroom mirror. In a reverie of Vanessa, I watched my breasts swing freely as I brushed my long blonde hair. I wondered what they might feel like with Vanessaâs lips sucking on them, softly biting my protruding nipples, which were hard and stiff fantasizing in this way about her.
Suddenly my husband, Andy, stepped into the mirrorâs image. Placing his hands gently on my shoulders, he leaned over, kissed my neck, and whispered, âSo beautiful.â
As he walked away, I felt ashamed, but my body shuddered. He was now the interloper, the intruder, on my reverie of Vanessa. I canât explain it, but I felt heâd somehow defiled me in preparing myself for the real love of my life, this radiant Jamaican creature I now adored more than himâVanessa Johnson.
At work, I began to notice that Vanessa had a bevy of young girls who hung around her office just as I did. A pang of jealousy sprung up in me. I wondered if they too were her dates...or even more.
I felt confident I could win her from any âcompetition,â though. I had always done so with the men Iâd set my sights on. With this in mind, I stopped in her office doorway, leather mini and all, to say, âhiâ and ask some contrived questionâbut really to command her attention from the other âadmirersâ flitting about.
âVanessa, could I ask a quick question, â I said confidently to the tall, black beauty.
Iâd caught Vanessa on the phone. She wheeled around in her chair, and, somewhat brusquely, replied, âSorry sweetheart, Iâm busy now. Iâll have time for you later, perhaps.â Then she spun back around again and continued with her conversation.
She hadnât even noticed my skirt.
I flushed red and felt foolish. As I walked away, I could see some of the other girls had witnessed this casual brush off and were smiling slightlyâeven gigglingâas I had to leave her officeâdismissed!
Strangely, when I got back to my desk, instead of being furious with her, I wanted her even more. It was as if I desperately wanted to prove myself to her. For the rest of the day, all I could think about was this beautiful, powerful personage I had fallen so desperately in love with...in such a short time.
I couldnât wait to be with her that evening.
My thoughts that day were of all the men who had pursued me over my high school and college years. Iâd felt idolized as Captain of the Cheerleading Team and as Homecoming Queen. I remembered being voted âClass Beautyâ in high school, and posing for the picture in my yearbook, with envious girls and admiring boys all looking on. I was always the one being pursued.
But now that had all changed. I was now the nervous one, the one who hoped they could... âmeasure upâ. I sat at work wondering, âWill she like me tonight? Am I good enough for her?â
I worried I might not be.
We drove to the restaurant in Vanessaâs Jag with the top down. We must have been a sight to see. A tall black woman, closely cropped, and her young, longhaired, blonde âfriendâ.
Vanessa wore a short dress that showed off her long black legs. I wore the black, leather mini and a low cut black top. When we arrived at the restaurant the young, black parking attendants couldnât believe their eyes. These two gorgeous opposites arriving, seemingly, as a couple.
After we got out of the car, I came around to Vanessaâs side and she leaned over for a kiss. I responded with a quick kiss on her full lips and we entered the restaurant, hand-in-hand, leaving the parking attendants slack jawed.
When we were shown to our table, Vanessa led me through the restaurant by the hand. Old businessmenâs heads swiveled as they watched us, wide-eyed and open mouthed. Soon they were buzzing and whispering to each other as they pointed in our direction.
I never felt so proudly displayed as I did holding Vanessaâs hand and being pulled through the lounge area, all eyes on me. As has so often happened in the past, my body responded to all this attention and my breasts swelled, with my nipples protruding to obscene proportions. Iâm sure the men could all see my bodyâs heightened arousal while being in the companion of the statuesque Jamaican who played the role of the dominant partner.
We were seated at a somewhat hidden booth around a corner in the back of the restaurant. Shortly after being seated, Vanessaâs long fingers began to stroke my bared thigh as she casually reviewed the menu. I felt very much in the presence and command of a sort of superior being. I tried to deny it to myself, but I felt âluckyâ to be the woman seated along side her this evening.
Soon her fingers were gliding high along my inner thigh and approaching the thin veil of my panties. I gently closed my thighs to restrict access, if for no other reason than common decency in such a public place. This slight move drew a look of reproach from Vanessa:
âLeasa, are you playing little games with me?â
âVanessa, weâre in public...the waiter will come soon.â
âDo I look like one of the little boys youâre used to datingâor the little boy youâve married?â
âUmm...uh..well, no, but Vaââ
âThen donât disrespect me that way! When I touch youâhowever intimatelyâyou are to happily offer yourself to me. Do you understand? Or would you prefer we end this evening, not to continue our relationship until youâve grown up?â
âBut...I...well, no. Vanessa I donât want that...â I tried defending myself, but she was too strong, too smart, for me.
âThen behave yourself like a young adult. And stop these childish games.â
From that point her hand began again its slide northward along my thigh. As it ran to the point where my thighs touched, I now wordlessly, gently, parted them, affording the access this powerful woman had demanded. I was now open to her desires.
Soon her fingers were stroking my pussy through the thin layer of silk that was my thong panties. I could feel my lips growing moist as she stroked themâall the while looking over her menu. I could soon hear the slight squishing sound of my wet nether folds under the torment of Vanessaâs playing fingers.
At this moment the waiter turned the corner and faced us. He was stunned to see this dominant black Amazonâs hand stroking the young blondeâs, barely veiled pussy, all in plain view.