Ananya was my neighbour's daughter. She was slender and pretty and so innocent. She called me Babli didi and looked up to me for being a girl who knew her mind. I was her role model as she had told me many times. She had just started junior college and I encouraged her efforts as much as I could.
Her body had me fascinated for some time now and I was continuously thinking about how to get her to open up to me so much that I could help myself to it. I dreamt about her. I constantly undressed her in my mind. My hands itched whenever she was near and like a bitch in heat I always started salivating and thinking about her virginity. My mind was like a fertile ground where images of her nakedness flashed every time I saw her. And then later in the privacy of my bed or the bathroom, I would furiously finger myself to explosive, satisfying orgasms while fantasizing about her. My fantasies were driving me to the edge. I was becoming more and more frustrated by my imaginings, desperate to see her uncovered, to touch her.
I decided I needed to have her.
It was a Thursday and Ananya had come home early when her parents were not at home. Their flat was locked and I saw her sitting on the landing step, casually looking through some magazine.
I walked up to her. "Ananya, what are you doing? Are you locked out?" I asked.
She looked up and a pretty smile came on her face. "Babli didi! Yes, my parents are not yet home and they have locked the door so I can't go in until they come back," she replied.
"So come into my flat. You can wait there instead of sitting outside like some beggar," I teased her.
She gathered up her bag and got up from the steps, following me into my house. She walked over to the sofa, put her belongings there and sat down.
"Do you want water?" I asked.
She nodded.
I went into the kitchen and poured two glasses of cold water. Bringing them out, I sat down beside her and offered it to her.
She drank greedily, gulping down most of the glass and then setting it on the coffee table. "Thank you, didi, I was so thirsty," she said, wiping her lips with the back of her hand.
"Good then that I found you and rescued you." I smiled. "That I quenched your thirst." And I will quench my thirst too before long, I thought to myself.
She smiled at me.
"Ananya, I have wanted to talk to you for some time..." I began.
She looked at me expectantly, and then when I didn't continue, her curiosity got the better of her. "About what, didi?" she asked.
"Well, you are a pretty girl and your mother... she asked me to talk to you," I lied.
A wariness came into her eyes. She got the meaning of where I was going. All girls had this talk at some point in their lives. Usually it was their mothers but now I was talking to Ananya about it. She didn't suspect that her mother hadn't asked me to talk to her.
"So do you have a boyfriend?" I asked her.
Her eyes widened a bit and she ducked her head, her fingers nervously starting to play with the folds of her skirt. "No, didi," she muttered.
"Sure?" I asked.
"I promise, didi. There is nothing like that," she said in a reassuring voice, still looking down into her lap.
"Hmmm...." I looked at her downturned head for a few seconds. "So no boyfriends..."
She shook her head no.
"What about kissing?" I asked next.
"How can I kiss when I don't have a boyfriend?" she asked in return.
"Oh come on! You can kiss your girlfriends to see how it feels, right? Experimenting?"
Her eyes met mine, horrified. "No, didi! Nothing like that," she burst out.
"Okay, so you have not been kissed at all," I persisted.
"No, I promise."
We were silent for a minute.
"Don't you wonder what it's like?" I asked next.
"No..." she said in a small voice.
"No?"
"Didi, this is so embarrassing," she murmured.
I reached out a hand and caressed her shoulder. "You can tell me, Ananya. You can think of me as your friend. At least, it is better than to have this conversation with your mother, right?" I joked.
A small smile played around her lips.
"Do you ever feel ticklish in your stomach when you think about sex?" I asked.
I saw her swallow. She didn't say anything.
I moved closer to her on the sofa and lay my hand around her. My other hand clasped her nervous fingers in mine and I squeezed gently. "Ananya, think of me as a friend and tell me your feelings, okay?"
She nodded hesitantly.
"Do you think about sex?"
She nodded a yes.
I felt myself getting aroused.
"Do your nipples get hard?
She nodded yes.
"And do you touch them?"
She was silent and still as a statue.
"When they are hard and brush against your bra or against your blouse, does it send tingles through your body?"
"Didi..." she choked out.
"Are they hard now, Ananya?"
She just took a deep breath and shuddered.
Slowly, I started bringing my hand up to touch her chest.
She sank into the back of the sofa and almost stopped breathing.
"I am just confirming since you won't answer me," I said lightly and placed my hand on her breast.
I cupped her small breast in my palm and held my hand to her, not moving. Finally I was getting to do what I had done only in my hundreds of fantasies. I pressed my hand a little and Ananya's breath left her in an explosion. She started breathing in small gasps through her opened lips. I cupped my hand firmly on her breast and started pumping it like a blood pressure cuff in my hand. Ananya's hands went crazy clutching and unclutching bunches of her skirt. Her breath grew even more ragged and I could actually hear her heart fluttering in her chest like a little bird's.
"Don't be afraid," I whispered to her. "Every girl goes through this. Every girl does this. It is innocent, just experimenting. There is nothing wrong with it."
"What... what am I... why are you..." she stammered breathlessly and then stopped in confusion.
"Shhh," I soothed her. "Don't get nervous, Ananya. I am just showing you how nice it feels when your breasts are touched. Since you said you haven't done anything like this, I want you to know what it feels like," I said.
"But didi..." she began.
"Shhh. Don't talk," I commanded.
With that I turned her face towards me and leaned down to her desirable lips. Her unkissed lips. Considering the lust I had for her body, I controlled myself like a saint and just gave her a moist kiss on her closed lips. Then I pressed my lips against hers. Oh God! They were so soft. Like rose petals.
I started nibbling on her mouth as she just sat there and took my sweet assault. After what seemed like the longest time, I put my thumb on her chin and pulled it down. Her lower lip slid open and I inserted my tongue in a smooth motion. She gasped and tried to wriggle away but I was ready for her. I made soothing murmurs and kept on nibbling and sucking on her sweet lips. I kept inserting my tongue in her mouth and sweeping it about in the inner side of her lips.
She was still trying to pull away and I was getting impatient of the tight control I had of myself. I wanted her naked with her ripe body open to me in every way. My brain skittered to pictures of her lying wantonly with her legs open, presenting herself to me in the most intimate way possible.
Impatiently, I moved away from her lips and looked into her face. "Open your lips wide, Ananya," I ordered, my voice thick in its arousal.
But she bit her lower lip in nervousness. Her chest rose and fell with the wild way she was breathing.
I got distracted by her breasts and captured one of her small mounds again. "So soft," I murmured, squeezing her gently. "Tell me how I make you feel when I kiss you and touch you like this, Ananya," I whispered on a ragged breath.
She shook her head from side to side and I felt her nervousness increasing.
"Shhh. It's okay. You don't have to answer. It's okay." I soothed her in the voice I would use to calm a crying baby. Taking her lips up into a kiss again, I played with her breasts. My heart leapt as I found her hardened nipple. So she wasn't unaffected! I took up the hard nub between my thumb and fingers and started rolling it until I felt Ananya tremble.
"Yes. Feels good, doesn't it?" I said against her moist mouth. "Feels so good."
By this time, Ananya was half drugged by what was happening. She was nervous, no doubt about it, and maybe shocked too. But now I knew that what I was doing was affecting her body just the way mine had yearned for her for a long time. I was playing her vulnerable spots expertly.
It was time to move further and take this to a place where there was no coming back.