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Back story: Norma Jane meets Edith (67), widowed after a long, loving partnership with Ailsa. She is desperate for orgasm, frustrated, needing to grieve through 'the lovely feeling,' as she calls orgasm. Norma is able to help, and starts to extend Edith's sexual education. A man ejaculate on Edith's breasts, in the studio of Corinne, who has a side-line in painting erotic pictures, often pastiching famous artists' works, adding sexual details. Edith's experience is widened through love-making with Corinne and Norma. In Chapter 4, Edith meets Cynthia, a transwoman who has never had sex, but who wants to lose her virginity with a virgin, which Edith technically is. They bond at once and duly consummate the meeting, extending the defloration through anal intercourse also. Now fired up to frenzy Cynthia needs to make use of Corinne and Norma, and the chapter ends with Edith and Cynthia leaving together in each other's knickers and Norma giving Corinne clitorylingus.
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Following that intriguing and delightful session, bringing Edith and Cynthia together, I had to be away for ten days, fetching a long and exhausting circuit of my artists, to collect their latest erotic works, pay them their dues and study their latest subjects and styles. So, I was still in bed the morning after my return when the telephone rang. It was Edith, sounding anxious, 'Oh, Norma, can I come and see you? I need your help, because I don't quite know what to do...It's Cynthia...well, more how she is, with me...I'm a bit worried...'
'You sound more than a bit worried, dear Edith. Can you come now? Get your pretty bottom round here. The door's open. Make us some coffee and bring it upstairs.'
Pretty soon I heard her come in and spend a few minutes in the kitchen. Then she came into my bedroom, carrying the tray. I sat up as she poured the coffee and put a mug on my bedside table. She looked at my breasts and then looked away. I pulled the sheet up to cover them, and said, 'Have you become tit-averse, Edith?'
'No. You have lovely ones, Norma. No, I mustn't be distracted, though.'
'Sit on the bed, then, my ducky, and tell me the trouble. It's about Cynthia...'
'Did you mean for us to...get together, you and Corinne?'
'I suppose we did. We thought you'd suit each other, might help each other. And we thought you'd bonded at once. Was that right?'
'Oh, yes, it was. We fell in love. Well, that's a way of putting it. It wasn't just the...sex, though that was part of it. She said she came alive inside me. And we both had the lovely feeling so much. We went home to my flat, and we had a shower and made a meal and we talked and talked about ourselves and we felt closer and closer. Then we went to bed, and she wanted to make love again, but because of all that...coming earlier she couldn't...She got hard, inside me, but...'
'She couldn't ejaculate. Not surprising, considering how much she had done already. Many women can go on coming for ages, but men and transwomen can't usually manage more than three, four, five times in a row. Though she has fifty years stored up, of course.'
'But I asked her if I could help some other way, and she said I could use my hand. I did know that men could...ejaculate that way, so I thought transwomen could.'
'And you tossed her off. Did you like it?'
'Yes, I loved making her have the lovely feeling when she splashed it on my breasts.'
'And did you come, too?'
'Yes, because she licked me. It was wonderful. But then she said she loved me.'
'This was too soon for you. You needed longer to know your own feelings?'
'No. I said I loved her, too, and we cried, and then we fell asleep.'
There was a long silence as we drank the coffee and I wondered whether I should prompt her, and decided I could and said, 'And in the cold light of day?'
'The first thing I knew was she was inside me and I was wet because of that, and she was saying, 'Good morning, my darling, I've been waiting for you to wake up to tell you I love you and I want to show you I love you.'
'And I was so happy and so glad we were together and she was inside me, and I said, "Good morning, my darling, I love you, too, and I want to show you I love you, so go on and do it inside me," and she said, "My cock is in your cunt, my cock loves your cunt, I love your cunt with my cock. Can you say the same?' And I said, "My cunt loves your cock and I love your cock and I love your coming inside me," and she...came at once.'
'That is beautiful, Edith. Beautiful love-making. Every time you make love you are consummating the love. But I can sense a "But" coming.'
She put down her mug and began to cry. I pulled her down to pillow her head on my sheet-covered breasts and said, 'It's all too soon, too intense, too overwhelming.'
She struggled to find the answer. 'Sort of. It's...I don't know if I can keep up, satisfy her, give her all she needs.'
'She certainly sounds ardent, avid...'
'You know, she's a music teacher. She goes out to conduct a choir or to give a piano lesson at a pupil's house, and as soon as she gets home to me she takes off my knickers and lays me down or bends me over and goes into me. Sometimes I'm not really ready, but she just keeps pushing a little bit in and out and I can't help getting ready and in she goes, and she fingers my...clitoris to make me...come, and sometimes I can't and she asks if she can finish herself and I always say Yes, of course. And sometimes that makes me come, too, which is lovely. '
'But if you're available for her and she's satisfied and you come sometimes what is the problem?'
'Suppose I'm not enough for her? She'll find another woman who comes every time, or who can...empty her completely. Or she'll want to have lots of women...Like she had to have you and Corinne'
'You don't want her to have other women?'
'No, I just want her to have me. I want her to love only me.'
'She said she loved you, didn't she?'
'But she didn't say she'd love just me, or that she'd just have me.'
'Of course, you and Ailsa had only each other, so you're afraid this is different?'
'I've just found her, and I don't want to lose her, because I'm not enough for her.'