Kristi and Lacey huddled naked in the small bathroom, as a voice again called out,
"Hello? Is anyone here?"
Kristi put her finger up to her mouth, motioning for Lacey to remain quiet. She wrapped a towel around herself and cracked the door.
"Yep, it's Kristi. Who's there?"
"Oh, it's -- it's Madison, Maddy, from softball. I didn't think anyone was going to be here. Sorry," she sniffled.
"Okay, hold on. I just got out of the shower. I'll be right out," Kristi said through the cracked bathroom door.
"There's coffee. Help yourself if you want some."
She looked back at Lacey, shrugging her shoulders as if to say, "What in the 'F' is she doing here?" Kristi peeked out again and saw that Maddy's back was to them as she searched for a cup. The girls took that opportunity to slip back into Kristi's bedroom, closing the door behind them.
"Shit," Lacey whispered. "Now what?"
"Just get dressed and stay here. I'll close the door behind me and see what she needs. She's NEVER here without Carmen. I didn't even know she had a key."
She noticed Lacey shaking and reached out to hold her closely. "It's okay, whatever happens. Don't worry, okay? Besides, she already thinks I'm gay so... what do I have to lose," she kidded, but Lacey didn't laugh. Lacey wondered if she should mention the conversation that she overheard but thought better of it.
They both dressed quickly, and Lacey sat on the bed quietly as Kristi left the bedroom to greet Madison.
"Hi Maddy. Sorry -- you caught me in the shower. What's up? Um, what did you think of practice yesterday? It looks like we need a lot of work, huh?
Maddy fumbled with the coffee mug, not noticing the two half-empty mugs on the counter. She didn't respond as she looked down at the steaming cup. Finally she spoke.
"Did you -- hear from Carmen at all?" She sniffled as she asked, still not looking up. A tear dropped into the coffee.
Kristi didn't want to ask why, but her curiosity got the best of her.
"Um, no. I mean, not since we had our end of semester party last week. We all packed up and left last Saturday."
"Did she say anything to you about transferring?"
Suddenly Kristi realized what Maddy was asking, and despite her general revulsion for Maddy and her horrible bookend friend Stacy, she actually found herself feeling sorry for her.
"Um, I know she was looking at other places. I think she wanted to get closer to her family in Arizona. She said she would know in a few weeks."
Maddy said quietly, "She -- she decided already. She's not coming back. She texted me this morning." Maddy released the cup and reached to wipe the tears away. "I'm sorry, it's just -- so hard to find a good -- math partner."
"Yeah, I'm sorry too Maddy. She's a really good roommate, and a good friend. I'm going to miss her too," Kristi commented. Maddy's shoulders slunk, and Kristi felt compelled to empathize.
"Hey, it's okay Maddy. It will be okay. There will be other -- um, math partners." As she said it, she pulled her chair beside Maddy and -- against her better judgment, reached out to hug her gently.
Maddie tensed up, but then allowed herself to be held as she sobbed. Kristi realized that her disgust for Maddy was only due to her close connection with Stacy. She tried to lighten the mood.
"If I didn't suck so badly at math, I would offer to tutor you. Trust me, you wouldn't want that!"
Maddy smiled and wiped another tear away, asking meekly, "Why are you being so nice to me? I mean, we haven't exactly been fair to you."
"Life is too short, Maddy. I'm not going to hold your terrible judge of friendships against you," she kidded again, and finally forced a laugh from Maddy as she thought of Stacy.
"Yeah, I guess she kind of
does
suck most of the time," Maddy said quietly. "I should try to find better friends, but there was something about hanging out with the popular girls, you know?"
Kristi imagined that it may have been more than that for Maddy, but who was she to judge? If she stripped away Stacy's callous exterior and toxic personality, Kristi had to admit that she was a really cute girl. If she was being totally honest with herself, she may have even had a slight attraction back in her freshman year; that is, until the "episode."
Maddy broke the hug and asked, "Do you mind if I grab a few things from Carm's room? I'm pretty sure that I left some study materials, books and maybe a calculator. You can come along if you want, so I don't take anything that's hers."
"No, I trust you Maddy. Help yourself."
Maddy rose and went down the hallway, oblivious to the fact that another woman was in the apartment, hiding just a few feet from Carmen's room. Within a few minutes, Maddy reappeared with two books and a notebook. She handed Kristi the apartment key and lingered there, unsure what to say.
Kristi broke the ice. "So, are you going to practice again next weekend? If you are, you're welcome to hang out for a while here."
As she said that she heard the bedroom door open down the hallway and Kristi shrugged. "Rats, I think. They're huge here."
They both giggled, sharing a secret without having to say more. To Kristi's surprise, Lacey emerged from the hallway, smiling at them.
"Hi Maddy. I'm Kristi's -- friend, Lacey. I'm sorry about your math tutor."
"Thanks," Maddy said, looking at both of them. "Well, maybe I'll see you at practice next week," she said as she walked slowly to the door.
"Oh, wait. Maddy?" Lacey hesitated before taking a step toward the girl.
Maddy turned to her. "Yes?"
"I thought you might want to hang on to this. If not, just toss it," Lacey said as she handed Maddy the curled and faded "Rehoboth Pride" cheap string of polaroids from Carmen's bedroom mirror.
Maddy's hand shook as she took it, and a tear streamed down her face. She looked at both of the girls, realizing that her secret was out, and started to shake her head.
"I'm not -- I mean, it's not...I don't like...girls." She couldn't continue as she fumbled with the picture of her and her lover, before pressing it in her hands and bringing it to her chest, almost as if in prayer. "But...thank you for this."
Kristi reached out to rub Maddy's shoulders before pulling her into another hug.
"I better go," Maddy said, turning from them and opening the door. She took a final look back at them, heartbroken and outed - all within two hours - before closing the door behind her.
"Wow," Kristi said.
"Yeah, wow! It looks like maybe you found your next roomie," Lacey commented with just a hint of jealousy.
"Hardly, cuz. Besides, I already have a girlfriend. I don't need another one," she smiled, loving how it sounded.