I Missed My Husband so Much

I Missed My Husband So Much P1

Copyright Catcher78 All Rights Reserved

Author's Notes: This is my story and may not be copied or sampled or used by anyone else, ever. The story involves rank betrayal, polyamory, divorce.

Characters:

Hannah Benedict wife to Teddy Benedict mother to Jake and Bill Benedict. Red haired thirty seven years old.

Cari Diamond young stunningly beautiful Korean American women Hannah's boss and Jim's wife.

Jim Diamond Cari's husband and retired member of the Seattle Police Force.

Jake Benedict Teddy and Hannah's oldest son

Bill Benedict Teddy and Hannah's youngest son

Cathy Benedict-Diamond Jim and Hannah's daughter

Kelli Diamond Jim and Cari's daughter

Teddy Benedict Hannah's husband Warrant officer helicopter pilot.

Teddy was aboard the USS Makin Island and had been gone for three months. I'd mostly been true to him during our marriage except for Eddie who had impregnated me, but I miscarried. Eddie had kids all over four counties from other women, but still I remained heartsick about not having his child to raise, Eddie had disappeared ten years ago.

I worked for a Timber company and my boss was fired just before Teddy deployed to the USS Makin Island.

My new boss was a very young, stunningly beautiful Korean American Cari Diamond. In bare feet she was close to six feet tall and in heels six foot five. Her body was incredible. Her legs, from her toes in heels showing toe cleavage (I wanted to suck on her toes and lick her feet), thin ankles tapering into calves and long soft thighs and her ass filled up every dress and pants, I swear she never wore panties or maybe it was a thong (I watched porn star Ryan Ryans eat this woman's ass, while she banged her and I banged myself, then I watched Asian lesbian porn and fucked myself to sleep) I've never been into women.

My own tits after two kids are a C-Cup to D-Cup, but Cari's were EE-cup or larger. I wasn't sure but she seemed to not wear bras or they were lacy nonsupport types and I swear to God her nipples were an inch long. The kids were both playing travel team ball based in Seattle and mostly were staying with team members. They had smart phones and we'd talk every night, but I was dying without them and Teddy.

I was working late, getting my timber inventory worksheets that were updated by foresters who'd walk the forests and make estimates and send them to me. I had to net out the change from the previous quarter as well as any harvesting or theft. It was kind of tedious, but I had all these excel spreadsheets that I'd written programs for and it allowed me to focus on something beyond my abject grief and depression.

I did not know she was still at work, but in she walked and sat on my desktop and crossed her legs. She was not wearing stockings. She had a pair of off white silk pants that were skin tight. She was so fucking beautiful, her scent filled my nose. It was mixed with her arousal. I realized that I had fallen in love with her. Always asking me how the kids were doing, once even asked me if I had toys to help take the edge off. I did and she made me blush, and that night as I used my vibe I fantasized about her sitting on my face, then she was fucking with a big strap on double dicked dildo. I came so hard and lost consciousness with the vibe in my cunt still on.

Her blouse gapped open showing four inches of her almond colored breast that lay against her chest. Cari picked that moment to cross her legs, displaying briefly a camel toe and then her leg was tightly hooked over her other leg displaying her massive soft thigh threatening to rip asunder her silk pants.

Her foot showed her stiletto hanging on for dear life on the end of her foot which had a high arch, I was so overwhelmed now. She was so close to me, she was seducing me. I was addled. I was terrified of her and I wanted her to take me. I'm not a lesbian, I knew Katy Perry's song, but I'd never kissed a girl, let alone the most beautiful woman alive.

She was closer to me, when did that happen? My cunny was dripping wet and I blurted, "Cari, I've fallen in love with you, what are you doing to me?"

"She said, "You've been in love with me for weeks, honey. Right?"

"Yes, you're so beautiful and kind, the touches, we talk and I can't concentrate on what you're saying, your lips are perfect I am really scared, my boys, Teddy. I love him, my family. Please kiss me, Cari, I'm head over heels for you."

Then we were walking out of my office and she told Tracee, another timber accountant that we'd be gone for the day.

We weren't close but for the previous four weeks she'd come into my office and perch on my desk and ask about Teddy and how was I doing, how were Jake and Bill. Then she saw me feeling down and gave me a hug and she had on the most evocative perfume and my nipples felt like spikes out of my chest into her soft, enormous, very natural breasts. I day dreamed about kissing her and making out with her. I watched Asian lesbian porn and used Big Teddy and one day I even wore a vibrating egg in my pussy, we had a soft play music in everyone's office.

I mentioned that Bill and Jake were going to be gone for six weeks staying with teammates on their summer baseball travel team, then she asked me out to dinner in a couples only Greek seafood place, the food was incredible at the place The Adriatica on Lake Union in Seattle, we sat next to each other in this tiny booth, the lights were dimmed, our thighs were pressing against each other. We were giggling making fun of this forester who was so slow, but he never was wrong about his estimates on board feet, but oh so slow. His wife had left their marriage five minutes after their daughter eloped.

Cari said, "He was a nice guy and they had two kids and she had fooled around on him forever and somebody felt bad for him and quietly told him about her escapades and he said, "I know who and when. I'm not a cuckold. My daughters love her and I'm not going to ruin their life. We had great years and then we didn't. I've known from the first time and it broke my heart. I told her a lie that my testicles were herniated and I could no longer have sex and killed me to lay by her and not be able to make love to her, so I made a bedroom in the basement. I read and watch television and write. I have relationships and she is none the wiser for. She has two men in her life now and our daughters are done with school. I think she wants to marry one of them. She talked in her sleep so I hired an investigator and I will file soon."

I said, "That's horrible and so sad."

We got out of her car at her home. We walked in after she'd unlocked the door. She asked me if I liked Margaritas and we were off to the races we danced to Ry Cooder and Flaco Jimenez singing La Bamba, I was in her arms and I laid my head on her shoulder and kissed her neck. Then we were kissing her tongue forceful, yet gentle, but insistent. I made love to her tongue letting her take me and giving her love back.

At some point, I moaned into her mouth. She unzipped my skirt and I stepped out of it. Her hands gripped my ass, her mouth was kissing my neck, then she licked my jawline and I shuddered with the first orgasm I'd ever had with a woman and the first I'd had in four months.

Cari pulled away from me and her beautiful eyes, darted back and forth looking into my eyes and as my legs felt week. She said, "Did you just have an orgasm?"

I nodded and I said, "You are so beautiful and sexy, please just take me, I surrender."

Once I got horny I came, rather I desperately needed to be fucked. I'd always tried to be a good girl, but I wasn't. I ripped off my sweater and my bra. Then I was unbuttoning her silk pants and pulled them down. I dropped to my knees and started to fondle her ass. I buried my face in the apex to her legs and could smell her arousal. 'I turned her on, hallelujah!'

Her legs were toned, but her thighs were soft, I kissed the right one, no it was her left one, on my right then I took an oh so soft bite, nibbling and she moaned, I pulled her panties down and I'd not seen a woman's pussy since junior high gym class and she a very thick black bush. I could touch the end of my nose with my tongue and pulled herself into my tongue. She was wet and I'd tasted my pussy on Teddy's dick and Eddie's too and she was so sweet. I knew all about her clit and where are g-spot was and her taint.

My nose was on her mound and I licked all the way down to her taint and her hands were on the side of my head, I sucked on her button and put my two fingers into her now very wet pussy and found that little rough spot and we jointly collapsed on the floor. She was on her back, propped up on her elbows watching me as she bit her lip. Her knees were bent, I used the tip of my tongue on her cute little clit poking out of it's hood. She was mashing her so beautiful tits and I went faster with my fingers and she was humping my face now and close to it, Teddy did this to me and then she came like a freight train, her legs squeezing my head and her hips humping all over the floor, like a series of orgasms. One very large one and then some others that followed.

I never stopped anything, but was very gentle and she kept cumming. Then she pushed my head away and said, "Too much, too much and I was softly rubbing her incredible ass. I gently pushed her on her side and opened up her butt cheeks and started to eat her ass, which Teddy always did to me and I loved and now Cari did too. She was gasping and moaning and she said, "So you're queer, this feels like the best sex I've ever hand."

"Nope, this is my first time, but I know what's been done to me that drives me wild. I'm in love with you Cari and I was overjoyed to discover that were aroused by me. Which made me want to make you feel better than you ever had before."

I stopped talking and kept eating her ass then I had three fingers in her cunt made her come with the big one. When she finally stopped I climbed up and cuddled and touched her lips with the fingers I banged her with. She opened her mouth and sucked her fingers clean. I threw my leg across her tummy and started to gently fondle her nipple on the far away tit.

I felt as if, this is where I should have been forever. With her. I loved my boys and Teddy I had loved and still there was a place in my heart for him, we were still married. I was not making some stand about being queer, I would have loved her if she was a man. I was self-aware enough to consider that if Carie dumped me, I probably might seek another woman simply because a woman was kinder and softer and like a lightbulb clicking on above my head, I knew I was a lesbian or at the very least bi-sexual. I realized that this was an epiphany.

I had not texted Teddy in almost a month and had left unanswered several of his texts. His moms (He was raised by a lesbian aunt and her lover) and I had not talked in weeks. She was gossip central for Kitsap county, which suggested that somebody had not been as discrete as I should have been. The Navy was death on cheaters, especially when the service man or woman was deployed. If he divorced me I would be off Tri-Care as would Jake and Bill.

She knew something was wrong, "What's wrong Hannah?"

I couldn't string this out. "I'm pretty sure Teddy is aware of my affair with you."

I explained my conclusion and my fear of losing health care for my boys and me.

She said, "Our health insurance will pick you up me my coverage."

I rejoined, "But if my boys were under Tri-Care and I'd been dropped due to a divorce, for example I could not give consent for their treatment and that Teddy being deployed. His aunt's guard him and our boys like lionesses."

"Cari, I have never felt about someone the way I feel about you, so please don't

misunderstand me. We're not going to get married right?"

She didn't answer me, instead was between my legs and every thought in my mind was gone. Some few moments and an a major orgasm later she was working my g-spot with two fingers and then those very same fingers were forcefully inserted into my backdoor love channel and she fucked my brains out until I went to sleep for the night.

I woke up with a huge dick in my sloppy cunt, that it was plastic attached to Cari was nonetheless fucking me energetically and I was all in and as I reached this mind altering orgasm and I screamed, "I love you Cari."

She continued to take me and I was on my side and front and lay their whimpering as I was building to another orgasm when she stopped. "Hannah I love you too and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I want babies too. I am engaged to marry a Seattle policeman named Jim Kalafatas. He's handsome and Greek, I want you to meet him."

I felt as if I had just died and I had fooled around and lost in the worst possible way, putting my boys at risk and I'd lose our house and job. Cari was babbling and I didn't hear her. I slid off the bed and grabbed my clothes and went to the bathroom and locked the door and took a shower.

I dried my body and put my skirt and sweater on then came out and she was making coffee and I said, "I had a great time thanks Cari."

"I have to go home and figure out how bad of a mess I'm in. I may have to take some vacation time, sell the property and find an apartment."

She said, "You can live with us, Jim will love you and take care of us. We're rich."

"Jake and Bill will hate me."

"We'll love them up, two moms are better than one.

It was now twelve months later, I was indeed divorced from Teddy and Cari was right in so many ways, I loved Jim, I was thirty nine weeks pregnant and Cari had a little girl, Cathy who was six weeks old. Jim was a good man and hung like Seattle Slew and routinely fucked both Cari and I. He delighted in having a threesome with Cari and I or watching us play. Jim and my daughter Kelli was born four weeks after Cathy.

Jake and Bill had warmed to Cari's kindness, love and her mom's cooking and they regularly vowed to murder Jim and hated him, no they burned with their hatred for him.

I was served literally the following week with Teddy's divorce and although Washington is a no fault state, he cited infidelity to influence the judge into who would get primary custody. Everything seemed to going Teddy's way, when he was extended for another six months on the Makin Island and since I was not off the coast of Pakistan flying missions into Afghanistan in a old beat up UH1-Venom rebuilt helicopter called the "Bitch" I got primary custody.

Jake had some baseball scholarship offers, including the University of Washington, which we were excited so we could watch him play. Teddy had played at Long Beach State, the Dirt Bags and they recruited Jake and he accepted it.

I took him out for breakfast the following Saturday morning and expressed that I was sad at not being able to watch him play the year after next. The way it works is good players are recruited their Junior year in high school.

Jake responded, "Mom, imagine this. It's Friday night and the Huskies are playing and I'm playing. You and Carie and your babies with Jim. Meanwhile Dad and his girl friend pregnant are watching too and all the parents shun you, Cari and Jim. Then at some point Dad, kicks Jim's ass and the Husky's bench led by me are cheering on Dad."

I sighed and said, "I really messed up didn't I?"

Jake looked troubled and responded, "I love you as does Bill, we both see how much you and Cari love each other. We love Kelli. The way you went about this was callous and cruel. We love Dad, did you know he was wounded and almost died when you gave birth to Kelli? You're a good mother, but I don't know if I will ever marry. I will look to see what you did in their eyes, not just with Cari and Jim, but Eddie too. I know I'm his biological son."

"All things considered, it's complicated I love you, but some time away might be really good for me."

I blurted, "I'm pregnant and Cari is too."

He shook his head.

In March, Jake and Bill were both playing together. Jake was a senior and he was a brick, five foot ten, two ten and fast. Bill was six foot one and one seventy, a bean pole. They were playing Kingston and Kingston was ahead seven to four in the bottom of the seventh and there was two out.

The pitcher for Kingston was a native American from the S'Kllam reservation named Solomon and he'd been signed to a letter of intent with the Huskies. Neither Jake nor Bill had a good game. Cari and I were holding hands and anxious and so pregnant.

Solomon hit the next batter, Kyle Loascher. One of the boys best friends Cale Uvila, the short stop was up and the first pitch he hit a moon shot to right center up into the houses above the field. The score was seven to six now, still two outs.

Jake was up. The first two pitches were in the dirt and he laid off them. Jake lined the next pitch over the second base man's head into right center and the first base coach was pointing at the bag. The right fielder came up with the ball cleanly and unleashed a rocket towards Kingston's short stop who reached for the ball and swept back for the tag on Jake. Jake slid very late to the inside of the bag and grabbed the bag on the way by.

The umpire emphatically gave the safe sign and Jake called time out and stood up and brushed his pants off. The baselines were lined with ropes holding fans and parent's back from the field. I saw Teddy leap into the air screaming, "Attaboy Jake!"

Bill was up, the third base coach Jack Weibal, who was the head coach, called time out and walked down to talk to Bill and put his arm around his shoulder and talked in his ear, Bill nodded. Weibal trudged back to his box and gave some signals and then clapped his hands. Bill was oh for four and had struck out twice.

Solomon had a smirk on his face as he took the catcher's signal, looking back at Jake dancing off second, once and he humped up and threw his fastball down the middle. Bill was on time and the ping of the bat told the story as the ball cleared the left center field fence by one hundred feet. Bill ran the bases with his head down.

Cari and I were hugging each other and weeping. Jake was at home plate and hugged Bill as they were surrounded by their teammates.

That night we all had pizza at Sans Pizza with two Specials with home made peperoni, sausage, pineapple and jalapeno. Everyone was there and celebrating including Teddy and his wife Elena and her two kids. She was pregnant like Carrie and me. We all got along. Bill and Jake were with their dad and Teddy couldn't stop crying and they were hugging him.