I've always liked whores, I don't know why. Especially the young ones, in their twenties, from Eastern Europe, with fair skin and sweet features. Those with a lean, slender physique and long hair.
I close my eyes, lying on the bed, before falling asleep my mind goes back there, to that dark street where weeks ago, for the first time, I met one.
I sink my hands under my panties, I'm hot. Wet.
I open my labia and slide down towards the clitoris.
I see her again, tall, in denim shorts and the black top that reveals her belly. Red 12 heel shoes with platform, just like a sidewalk slut. So I like them!
My breathing becomes more intense, as I remember how my heart was beating fast, walking at a slow pace towards her. I was like .... innocent and curious. Sneakers and jeans. Little makeup, like a student.
I get closer, look at her, she looks at me. Fear paralyzes me.
Here, in the dark, in this deserted street.
Silent for a few seconds. Absolute embarrassment, till I take courage and say just Hello.
She looks at me questioningly. We would be more or less the same age, actually... she is certainly less, but from the way she is made up I would give her a few years older than me.
She replies with another Hello. Then, with an almost annoyed tone, "what do you want?!".
What do I want? honestly, I don't even know: looking at you? fucking you? kissing you? a thousand answers go through my head, but I can't get a word out.
"So?!", she insists. She has two full and shiny lips. The emotion increases.
"Well, you are very pretty. Would you like to .... have a ...... walk?". I'm so flustered. I absolutely don't know what to say.
"Walking?! Look, I'm working!".
"I know, I know. It's that..... I would like to spend time with you". Dunno, I pull out a sentence at random, I have no idea, I mean, I'm making a fool of myself, I realize it, but.... I want her!
"Ok, let's do it! That's 50 quid for a nice half an hour! We can go back there if you like".
My legs are shaking like two leaves. I've never gone with a woman. However I accept, with a nod. She starts walking and I follow her.
I look at her ass, like pigs do. I feel like a lousy pig man. Yet it excites me. He has a gorgeous ass, slender, tapered legs, a sweet, graceful posture.
We arrive behind a hedge, among the bushes.
"So, what do you want to do? What do you like?". Shit, I wasn't prepared for certain questions. I look at her dazed like a frightened girl.
"Well, I don't know. Mmhhh, you have a beautiful butt". I still have my heart pounding. I'm in her hands. And in the meantime I'm grasping at straws.
Suddenly she bursts out laughing. She is beautiful, I smile embarrassed.