Modelling allows me to come out.
I have mostly enjoyed sex after 'discovering' self-sex at sixteen years old, fucking just as I turned eighteen, a few times fully satisfied, most times frustrated, I have not had any long relationships, five months long is the most.
I had a great curiosity of getting it on with another girl, once a little drunk after a party, I attended with a friend, I snogged her, Caz my friend fumbled, I was half-serious with her, wanting to experiment with her, but she resisted her urges and my attempts to get in her knickers. We ended up just sleeping together, just cuddling, we were able to blame the drink for our 'mistake', the next morning, that's the way we got around our embarrassment. We sort of didn't discuss it...
I thought about that night a few times, fingering myself to a climax, with the fantasy of having Caz. It did nothing to quell my want of getting it on with another girl.
At twenty years old, I was out of work, 'let go' as the office was downsizing. I was in need of a job, in need of work to earn money. While a bit bored, I put a few selfies on Facebook, some of my mates said I should model and got the usual pervy DM's from random arsehole blokes.
Subsequently a week of no joy with finding a job, a photographer messaged me on Facebook said 'I had a good look' and suggested I could earn some cash by modelling, if I fancied a test shoot at his studio he might be able to get me some paid work. A few days later frustrated with the employment situation I replied. I asked a few questions and arranged to go to his studio for a photoshoot.
He was OK, his name was John, he showed me his portfolio of prints, they were very good, beautiful young women, fashion, lingerie, topless, and nude images, he showed me the studio, which had lots of lights, an area with white walls and floor, different sets with different backgrounds, a wet room, a bedroom set and a changing room. He explained what he shot and where, lots about the modelling business, types of modelling levels, fees for different levels of work, essentially it was the more skin you exposed the more money you could charge. He advised me to set my own limits to how far I wanted to go with levels of nudity and stick to it. He said he would not pressure me to doing anything I did not want to. "Danni, youve got the looks, the figure and the confidence, you should do well," he said.