Modelling allows me to come out.
I have mostly enjoyed sex after 'discovering' self-sex at sixteen years old, fucking just as I turned eighteen, a few times fully satisfied, most times frustrated, I have not had any long relationships, five months long is the most.
I had a great curiosity of getting it on with another girl, once a little drunk after a party, I attended with a friend, I snogged her, Caz my friend fumbled, I was half-serious with her, wanting to experiment with her, but she resisted her urges and my attempts to get in her knickers. We ended up just sleeping together, just cuddling, we were able to blame the drink for our 'mistake', the next morning, that's the way we got around our embarrassment. We sort of didn't discuss it...
I thought about that night a few times, fingering myself to a climax, with the fantasy of having Caz. It did nothing to quell my want of getting it on with another girl.
At twenty years old, I was out of work, 'let go' as the office was downsizing. I was in need of a job, in need of work to earn money. While a bit bored, I put a few selfies on Facebook, some of my mates said I should model and got the usual pervy DM's from random arsehole blokes.
Subsequently a week of no joy with finding a job, a photographer messaged me on Facebook said 'I had a good look' and suggested I could earn some cash by modelling, if I fancied a test shoot at his studio he might be able to get me some paid work. A few days later frustrated with the employment situation I replied. I asked a few questions and arranged to go to his studio for a photoshoot.
He was OK, his name was John, he showed me his portfolio of prints, they were very good, beautiful young women, fashion, lingerie, topless, and nude images, he showed me the studio, which had lots of lights, an area with white walls and floor, different sets with different backgrounds, a wet room, a bedroom set and a changing room. He explained what he shot and where, lots about the modelling business, types of modelling levels, fees for different levels of work, essentially it was the more skin you exposed the more money you could charge. He advised me to set my own limits to how far I wanted to go with levels of nudity and stick to it. He said he would not pressure me to doing anything I did not want to. "Danni, youve got the looks, the figure and the confidence, you should do well," he said.
We did some shots, he advised me on my posing, expressions, how to use my body, facial expression, etc. We got, he told me, some good images, he edited them to a high standard, then posted them to a couple of portfolio hosting sites. Good feed back from photographers and studios encouraged me to do three more shoots with him in the next week, modelling up to topless. John got me a couple of bookings at his studio.
That's how I got started as a model.
After a couple of months I got enough bookings to make me sufficient to live on. This encouraged me to shoot in nude, more skin more money. Now earning more than I was at my last job, I felt great about life... Except my sex life, which was all self help ...
A photographer emailed me and asked if I would shoot with another model whose name was Jessica, after checking the shots would not be explicit in any way, what they were for and Jessica out on the hosting sites, finding that she was hot looking, we fixed up the shoot.