The sight of her body, comfortable and tucked into her many warm blankets. She sleeps like an angel, no worries and without any thought to what she might encounter during this long rainy night. I could stand there for hours, starring at her, the way she grins in her sleep making me wonder what she is dreaming about or who.
It couldn't be a better night to have the kids gone for the night, the apartment so quiet and dark, and to think she has no idea I'm standing at the foot of her bed, watching her, fantasising about the way she feels, the way her kisses taste and most of all the way her eyes stare back at me when I tell her how much I've missed her, how much I want her, I love looking her in the eyes, seeing the reaction on her lips and the glow in her eye when I speak of the two of us together.
Slowly and carefully I make my way to her, trying to make little noises as to not startle her, I want this night to be perfect and the last thing on my mind is scaring her out of the dreams she seems to be enjoying so much. My whispers finally awaken her and I ask her to please not move, she is perfect in that position and with her permission I'd like to pull back the blankets completely so that I can finally see what I had thought of so many nights in my bed alone and thinking of her.
Her skin is so perfect and her permission only makes it harder for me to move slowly and sweetly when I really want to take her there and now, but self control is something I've had to practice allot of since I've met her, a few more minutes won't do me any harm. She tries to turn and face me, kiss me but I won't let her, I want her to enjoy the feelings she's so often given me. I want to kiss every inch of her neck slowly before making my way down her back, I want to cover her entire backside with kisses and gentle licks and nibbles, paying special attention to her ass which of course makes her wiggle and move around, nothing a firm "please don't move for me" won't help. I love the way she's submitting to me like this, letting me kiss her and massage her ass cheeks while she lays perfectly still, growing more excited by the second and making little noises and moans.