(This story takes place in the late 70's,before cell-phones, texting, internet, etc. This story is dedicated to Amy, whom I loved.)
Big Boobs Bradley. Triple B. ThreeBees. Those were my nicknames starting in 6th grade. Nobody ever called me Heather, it was always Big Boobs Bradley. The rest of my body was normal, but I had these enormous breasts that just seemed to bother everyone. Girls made fun of me. Boys teased me. Men stared. Women snickered and shook their heads. Everyone treated like a freak for a few years, until I met Julia. She was a new arrival during my senior year in high school.
We had several classes together, and kind of were drawn to each other as neither of us had friends, though for different reasons. She didn't know anybody, and I was treated as an oddity by most people. Julia was pretty, much prettier than I was, although I wasn't ugly or anything.
As the weeks went by, she went on a couple dates now and then, and we'd talk about them together. Julia was stunned that I'd never been 'felt up', and almost fell down when I admitted I haven't even been kissed by anyone.
"You've never kissed a boy?" She asked.
"Nope, not once."
"So then, no French kissing?"
"Well, no, that's kinda gross isn't it." I responded. "I'd like to kiss somebody, but it hasn't happened yet..."
Julia stood thinking for a few moments. Finally she burst out: "Okay, we need to make some changes. You've got a fabulous body, don't make a face, you know you do. But we need to make you look more womanish. You wear the wrong bras, these awful baggy sweaters, your clothes look like you got them at Sears."
"I do get them at Sears."
"Exactly, we need you to move into the 20th century."
I was at a loss, and a little embarrassed. I just had zero fashion sense at the time.
"We also probably need to give you some sex education. What do you know about sex?"
"Well, you know, just what they teach you at school. The penis goes in the vagina to make a baby..."
"Good god, is that all you know? What about orgasm? You ever have one?"
"Um... I'm not exactly sure, don't you need sperm for that?"
"Oh honey... we've got lots of work to do. And we're going to start right now. We're going to do a practice kiss, just so you can be ready for when you get a date, which I promise will be soon. So get ready, you and me, we are just going to practice kiss. Not a real kiss, because we're both girls and that would be silly.
"So stand up... close your eyes. We're just going to practice."
I stood up as she said, and closed my eyes. I could feel her move very close to me. She talked a little more.
"Just practice, ok, don't worry about anything. Put your hands on my hips to steady yourself. I'm going to hold your head steady..."
Her soft hands held my face. She leaned in, I could smell her scent...
I giggled and almost bashed her nose with my head.
"Hey, come on! Let's try again..."
I held still this time. Her lips touched mine. It felt... kinda weird... I waited to see what else would happen.
Julia pulled back. "Ok not bad. But you need to move a little, move your lips a little, don't just hold perfectly still. You're doing fine."
Her lips met mine again. I pushed my lips forward a little, meeting hers. It felt... wonderful this time... I relaxed somewhat, my mouth opening slightly... the feel of her hot, wet lips, was so exciting... then something even hotter touched my lips... it had to be her tongue! It was! Oh my god!
"Hey! I didn't know you were going to do that!"
"It's okay Heather, just practice, remember? The boys are going to do this... just relax a little, then you can try it too."
"Yeah, like never! Okay I'll try and be good this time."
I closed my eyes again, Julia kissed me again, and this time her tongue came out right away, licking my lips... even touching my teeth... I opened my mouth a little more... and her tongue touched mine...
The tremendous sensation overwhelmed me... The room seemed to swirl... my head spun... all time and space contracted and expanded at once... This, was Bliss...
At some point, Julia broke contact and shook me out of my blissful state...
"Jesus heather, when you practice you really practice!"
I took notice of my surroundings. Apparently, I had pushed Julia up against her bedroom wall, knocking down a picture in the process. I also had both hands on her buns, squeezing them, and my whole body was pressed against hers. My breasts ached and it felt really strange, but good, between my legs.
"I... I'm sorry..." I stammered, unsure of what happened.
"No you did great!"
"Yeah... um... so thanks... see you tomorrow!"
"No wait Heather! It's ok!"
But I ran out of the room. I got home and spent the rest of the day in a miserable daze. What the hell is happening to me? I slept terribly. All night I kept dreaming of Julia, then I'd wake up in a fright. I'm not supposed to think about this, am I?
The next day at school, instead of arriving with Julia, I showed up late to avoid her. But I couldn't avoid her in English, we sat right next to each other.
"Heather, you left your books at my house yesterday. Come get them after school, ok?"
"Yeah sure," I said.
The rest of the day went along its stupid way. Eventually, the last bell rang and Julia was waiting for me in the quad. We began walking home. At first she talked a lot about some funny things that happened in class, then when we were all alone, she talked some more.
"So, are you ok? You left in a big hurry."
"I don't know if I'm ok. I don't feel real good. I'm going to get my books and just go home."
"Heather... it's ok, we were just practicing, it doesn't mean anything. I think you just got turned on, that's all."
"Turned on?" I asked, "that's turned on?"
"Yeah, where, like, you go to this nice place that's all kind of dreamy, and you kind of lose yourself? And you get these neat feelings"
"Yeah, that was it..."
"That's just being turned on! Did you, you know, do anything when you went home?"
