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I did not realize this story was going to be from two different POVs until I was three pages in (Seriously!). I just started writing and couldn't stop. I am working on become a better writer so attention to details and plot development was my main focus here. Please leave comments, I love reading every single one!
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~Hazel~
I rub my hand against my chest again. The pain is getting worse. I have heard that people have panic attacks but usually there's heavy breathing or some type of break down. Am I subconsciously going through something? It is like a heavy weight has settled on my chest and no amount of rubbing will make it go away. I only ever feel this way when I am beyond upset.
"Are you okay?" My dad's voice interrupts my worrying.
I turn to look at him by my bedroom door. He's wearing the same burgundy sweater he wore for dinner. His rich black hair is sprinkled with white hairs but he still looks young for his age. His skin is rich and tan, which I am lucky to be blessed with. His face is wide and friendly. It is no wonder he has been running the Concord Coven for years now. People trust him and look to him and my mother for guidance.
He waves his hand through the air and the candles in my room light up. His shoes barely make a noise on the hard floor as he silently walks to me. The walls around my room are dark, reflecting my mood. My walls were usually bright colors like yellow and baby blue. The magic coursing through my veins is becoming alarmingly harder to control. I can see his concerned eyes trying to ignore the storm forming around me. It is rare for me to be in such an awful mood.
"Dad," I take a breath. I hate to cause him any distraction but the nagging feeling in my chest is only getting worse. I choke back a sob. "I..." I rub my chest again.
He rushes to my side and kneels at the foot of my bed. "What is it, love?"
"I have this feeling..." My voice quivers. "Deep in my chest. Like the time Tommy died, only worse." Tommy was my black cat. He lived a good life, but it still hurt to say goodbye.
His green eyes take in my state. I feel self conscious under his scrutiny. My father only ever looks at people that way when he is trying to determine a verdict. I believe it makes people who show their true intentions. His verdicts are usually fair and valid. This comes in handy as a Concord leader. "Hazel, when did the pain start?"
I swallow past the lump in my throat. "Just a couple of days ago." More like a couple of nights ago. It is only during the nighttime that I feel it worse. Nothing can distract me. It is like waves of unforgivable sorrow pulling me deeper and deeper into the black abyss. "Please make it stop." I'm on the verge of tears. I pull my fluffy purple pillow against my chest. The windows slam wide open and a storm begins outside.
He briefly looks at the window then turns her concerned eyes back to me. After he watches me for a little while more something lights up in his eyes. He places a hand on my shoulder and gives me wavering smile. "Only you can do that, love."
"How?" I gasp. He has seen something. My dad sometimes gets these visions that help him make decisions based on their outcome. He says it is like seeing a full picture and trying to decipher what part of the scene he is currently in. The main goal is to create the vision that he sees so making the right calls is imperative. It is something he was gifted with, by the Star Dust Coven, when he took the position as a leader to our coven.
"You have to go to her." He runs his thumb against my arm. I know he's trying to sooth me but I can't be distracted anymore. His cryptic talk is working my nerves.
"Dad, who?"
"Amelia." He whispers.
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~Amelia~
I gasp at the agonizing feeling settling on my chest.
Tonight has been the worst night for me thus far. Tomorrow marks two years since my mother died. Time has only helped me somewhat, but anytime I get closer to the day, I feel like I am drowning all over again. I try not to think about her last days with me. They were mostly spent in the hospital. All her beautiful auburn hair had fallen off and her skin was almost translucent even though in the past it had been a deep caramel color. I knew she was mixed, but she never talked about my grandparents leaving my roots undetermined. Her body was frail and there was not much life left in her. If only we had family alive to make her passing more bearable. She just looked so vulnerable. No, I mentally snap out of it, I want to think about the good years of her life. When she was all smiles and loved unconditionally. She was the kindest person I could ever look up to. I want to be like her.
"Okay, move over." Juliet says above me.
I blink back the tears and have to squint through my swollen eyes to look at her. She's standing at the foot of my bed with her own blanket and pillow. Her raven black hair is up in a messy bun. Juliet is that one popular girl who had the best time growing up because she always had her good looks and amazing body. She is so down to earth though, we instantly became friends my junior year of high school and have been inseparable since then. She knew my mom and is probably the only person in this world I can open up to about her.
I scoot over and she makes herself comfortable. She wraps an arm around me and begins to hum a lullaby. It's probably one her mother used to sing to her when she was younger.
"Tomorrow, I'll meet you after your last class so we can visit your mom's grave."
I hug her tighter.
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