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Hazed And Confused

Hazed And Confused

by aphrodite196
19 min read
4.76 (17700 views)
adultfiction

All characters are fictional and over 18 years old.

It wasn't Charlotte's choice to go to university an hour away from her parent's home, and it definitely wasn't her choice to join a sorority. If she had it her way, Charlotte would've been in another state with fewer churches and less humidity. This was one of her more unrealistic fantasies considering that her parents met each other and got married at Vanderbilt. When her acceptance letter came in the mail, their nostalgic excitement far surpassed any personal pride that Charlotte felt.

As she walked through the long corridors of the sorority house, she couldn't shake the feeling that the excitement of others came at her expense. Groups of bubbly, beautiful women circled around her, complimented her hair or her dress, and floated away before Charlotte could get any of their names. She turned a corner towards the common room and was suddenly face-to-face with three sisters, each smiling as if they had never experienced sadness before.

"Hey!" The tallest one said, beaming like she had a halo above her head.

"Hi," Charlotte forced herself to look up at her. The tall one reached forward and pinched her cheek. The humiliation of having her cheek pinched as a grown woman rattled her soul, but she held her tongue.

"Aren't you just the cutest thing?" Her smile grew wider and her friends giggled.

"Thanks," Charlotte said. It was taking everything within her to not implode from embarrassment. Mercifully, the tall girl released her grip on her cheek and folded her hands neatly in front of her.

"We're on our way to church, do you want to come with?" she asked.

"I went this morning, sorry," Charlotte lied. She couldn't imagine a deeper hell than a Sunday service with these three.

"Wow, I wish I was as devoted as you," the tall girl put on a frown. "What's the reading today? Anything good?"

"Oh yeah, really good," Charlotte did her best to look excited. "I wouldn't want to spoil it for you."

A chorus of forced laughter echoed in the hallway. Charlotte took a deep breath and avoided the urge to physically cringe at the piercing giggles.

"Well, I guess we'll see you at the event tonight. It's always a lot of fun for the littles," the blonde girl next to the tall one said.

"What do you mean?" Charlotte said, but they were already floating away, whispering amongst themselves as they walked. Charlotte sighed and found a large, empty chair in the corner of the common room to throw herself into. She put in headphones, opened her computer, and began working on a programming assignment due later in this week. Data science was interesting enough, but her father had pretty much selected the major for her. Apparently, there weren't many new jobs in art history opening up.

"...these religious girls are so funny..."

"I can't imagine how that confession goes, 'Forgive me Father, for I have sinned. It felt nice to touch my clit, but will I go to hell?'"

Charlotte snapped out of her work and looked up to see two women sit at a table next to her. She made brief eye contact with one of them before quickly looking back at her computer. Charlotte peeked up for another glance; something was different about her. Besides loudly talking about sex in a public space, she visually stood out from the blonde, well-dressed, and always-smiling girls Charlotte had met. Her hair was reddish-brown and cut short above her shoulders. She had big, brown eyes and laugh lines on her cheeks. Instead of the modest sundresses and blouses most of the other girls wore, she opted for a cropped t-shirt of a band Charlotte didn't recognize and torn-up jeans. If she hadn't already announced her sexuality through her conversation, Charlotte probably could've made a good guess.

The woman stopped mid-sentence and noticed Charlotte looking at her. She raised her eyebrows and gave her a knowing smile before turning back to her friend.

"I just saw Grace walk by, I'm pretty sure she's going to church right now," she said. "She was literally begging me to buy her a vibrator last week." Her friend laughed and looked around the room, making sure Grace wasn't nearby. Charlotte did her best to act engrossed in her homework, but she was happy to hear that the cheek-pincher was getting a healthy dose of gossip.

"Did you get her one?" her friend asked.

"Of course I did. I showed her how to use it too," the brunette said in an audible whisper.

"Oh come on, you did not."

"I'm a full-service saleswoman," she shrugged, leaning back in her chair with a satisfied smirk. "You'd think she'd understand the concept of pressing a button and putting it where it feels good, but I don't think the sex education is too thorough down here."

Charlotte was blushing a deep shade of red just listening to the conversation. Was she not embarrassed to talk about these things in front of her? How could she not worry about Grace finding out that she was spreading gossip? Charlotte wasn't so naive to think that these things didn't happen behind closed doors, as her mother had thoroughly lectured her about avoiding them, but it was the first time she heard people talk so openly about such private matters.

Charlotte also realized that she didn't really understand how sex toys worked. She imagined the brunette girl at the front of a classroom of half-naked women, all eagerly paying attention to her demonstration. The brunette was sitting on the teacher's desk, legs spread and using a ruler to point out different erogenous zones.

Charlotte shook the thought away and looked up at the girl, hoping that she didn't notice how Charlotte was thinking about her. Thankfully, she was focused on her conversation and didn't seem to have the power of telepathy.

"I don't know why you bother with those girls, Jules," her friend said to her. Jules, Charlotte thought. That was her name, and she made sure to remember it.

"Some of them cum for the first time because of me," Jules said.

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Charlotte looked up and saw Jules looking at her out of the corner of her eye as she spoke. Her embarrassment returned in a furious blaze of pink on her cheeks. Charlotte felt like everything that Jules said perfectly applied to her. Her entire sexual history could be summed up with a two-second kiss at prom, and that hadn't done much for her. Charlotte assumed that she'd eventually figure sex out with whoever she married, but her mind was drifting to unfamiliar places as Jules reminded her that she didn't know what an orgasm felt like.

"Oh so it's altruistic? You're providing a service to the world?" her friend laughed.

"Yes, out of the goodness of my heart," Jules dropped her voice into a fake Southern accent. Charlotte smiled and Jules' friend laughed harder.

"There is something magical to it, though," Jules said, getting serious again. "Imagine you're a goody-two-shoes from a nice, God-fearing family."

Charlotte raised her eyebrows. She didn't have to do much fantasizing on this one.

"You come to college thinking that you're gonna find your husband and have a beautiful wedding in the university chapel with all your new best friends as bridesmaids. It takes you a minute to realize that there are far less boys looking for wives than girls looking for husbands," Jules said.

"Didn't take me long," her friend agreed.

"Right. And then your fantasy is shattered by a bad boyfriend or enough experiences with assholes, which creates a really messy identity spiral," Jules said.

"And that's where you step in..." her friend prompted.

"Oh, I don't do anything. They come to me," Jules said, a satisfied smirk on her face. Charlotte looked up again from her computer with a surprised look on her face.

"Sure they do," her friend rolled her eyes.

"I mean, why wouldn't they? I'm not a threat," Jules said sarcastically. "How many times have you seen a random dick date like three, four girls from our sorority?"

"I'm pretty sure Grace's ex is dating one of her best friends now."

"Exactly. They confide in me because they know I'm not gonna use their failing relationship against them and fuck the same guy that destroyed their fantasy. And I give really good advice, you know that, Marie," Jules said with a suggestive tone.

Charlotte felt a warm, heavy pulse between her legs. She flexed her thighs tight to try and stop the feeling, but that only intensified it. Charlotte's imagination drifted again, picturing Marie splayed across a bed, her thighs open and her expression soft. Her dark skin glistened with sweat and sunlight, her bright blue eyes rolled back in pleasure. Jules had her lips to her ear and her fingers to her...

"Ok, I was different. I knew I was bisexual, I didn't need your dark magic to help me realize it," Marie argued, snapping Charlotte out of her daydream.

"But you did need it to get you off," Jules teased. Marie turned bright red and dropped her voice into a whisper.

"There's people here, Jules! We didn't even fuck! And my boyfriend..." Marie whispered angrily, looking over at Charlotte.

"Yeah, yeah. Charlie would hate to imagine you with another girl. That's disgusting! He'd be so angry!" Jules made a fake angry face, dropping her tone deep and masculine.

Charlotte let out a small laugh, barely an exhale. Her heart dropped when she heard Jules and Marie fall sent and felt their gaze on her. Thinking quickly, she forced another laugh and shook her head, pretending to be laughing at something on her computer. Long seconds passed before Jules and Maria turned their attention away from her and began talking in a hushed tone that Charlotte couldn't hear.

Charlotte pretended to do a bit more work before gathering her things and leaving the room. She felt two sets of eyes burn into her back as she hurried back to her dorm. As she walked again through the long hallway, anxiety flooded her system. What was she doing back there? Why was she so interested in such a lewd conversation? Did Jules realize that Charlotte was staring at her? What did an orgasm even feel like?

She tried to shake the last question from her mind. Why should sexual pleasure matter when she had no one to experience it with? Charlotte opened the door to her room and quickly closed it behind herself as if she was worried that bystanders could sense her perverted thoughts. Now alone, she felt adrenaline release its hold on her body. She looked in the mirror and saw sweat on her brow and neck. Her cream-colored skin was still flush with some combination of embarrassment and excitement.

"This is so stupid," Charlotte said to herself. She tied her hair back in a ponytail to get some heat off her neck and peeled her shirt off her shoulders. Cool air from an open window hit her hot skin, soothing it. Charlotte felt herself relax. She unbuttoned her jeans and slid them off, welcoming the breeze on her legs. This was what she needed: a quick cooldown before getting back to work. She unhooked her bra and tossed it into her laundry basket. Instant relief washed over her chest as the sweat began to evaporate from her skin. Finally, she hooked her thumbs into her underwear and slid them off her hips. Looking down, she recoiled at the sight of the completely soaked-through fabric. She ran her fingers across her vulva and felt a slick warmth coat her fingers.

The brief feeling of pleasure where she touched herself was overpowered by a stab of shame. What the fuck? Charlotte thought. Arousal wasn't completely foreign to her, but she normally felt it when she watched a sex scene in a movie or let her eyes wander at the beach. Charlotte felt dirty, both physically and in thought. All day, her mind was dominated by racy, sexual thoughts despite the absence of any interactions with men. Maybe her mother was right to warn her about the sexual impurities of college. She wiped her fingers quickly on her shirt and wrapped a towel around her chest.

Charlotte walked to the communal bathroom, praying that she wouldn't get stopped by anyone on the way to a much-needed shower. Thankfully, her path to an empty shower stall was clear. She stepped in and let the cold water hit her in the forehead. Gasping at the shock, Charlotte let the cold water run down her sizzling skin. Fresh adrenaline rushed into her bloodstream to clear the pent-up arousal. She scrubbed herself furiously, paying special attention to her inner thighs and vagina to wash away her wetness. Her fingertips slid from her opening to her clit, pressing deep into her sensitive flesh. She felt a catharsis start to build and exhaled a long, cleansing breath into the cold water. This was it, she was getting it out of her system so she could focus again. Again, she pressed her fingers into her super-heated flesh. The water pounded on her forehead and she barely felt the chill.

"Oh," Charlotte whispered into the stream. There was a pressure in her core that built every time she pressed her fingers against her clit. Natural instincts overrode her busy mind as she slipped a finger inside herself and felt the pressure concentrate on her fingertip. Her eyes flew open and she braced herself against the shower wall with her other hand. Experimentally, she curled her finger and felt pleasure spread like the glowing warmth of the rising sun. Charlotte withdrew her finger and exhaled slowly, smiling to herself. A flash of Jules and Marie twisted in white sheets appeared in her vision. She began to slide her finger back inside herself when she heard a nearby faucet turn on. Charlotte quickly withdrew her hand and turned her shower off, breathing softly. Her chest rose and fell as she recovered from the shock of cold water and unexpected pleasure.

Charlotte quickly toweled herself off, her heart beating fast. She felt like she needed to explore this later tonight, ideally in bed and away from wandering eyes and ears. When she opened her stall door and turned the corner, she found herself face-to-face with a towel-wrapped, short-haired brunette.

"Jules," Charlotte said in surprise. She felt equal parts of fear and excitement rush over her. Charlotte's eyes darted between her exposed collarbone to her cleavage to her piercing eyes. Jules narrowed her eyes suspiciously as a wry smile spread across her lips.

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"It's Julia," she said. Charlotte opened her mouth to say something, but the words evaporated before they could form.

"Have we met before?" Jules asked.

"No, sorry, must be someone else..." Charlotte's words spilled out of her mouth. She tried to move to the side, but Jules held her hand up.

"Wait, I do know you! You're the girl who was sitting in the corner of the common room earlier," Jules said. "We were being that loud, huh?"

"Well, loud enough to hear your name," Charlotte admitted. "And a couple other things." Jules let out a small laugh and leaned against a stall door with her arms crossed under her chest.

"Nothing incriminating, I hope?"

"Of course not. I forget everything as soon as I heard it," Charlotte said. She couldn't keep the smile off her face.

"That's good. I was worried I was gonna have to kill you," Jules teased. Charlotte laughed and felt her towel slip a little. She caught it and looked back up at Jules, who flicked her gaze from her chest back to her eyes.

"Sorry, I should've introduced myself before threatening your life. I'm Julia, but since you know me as Jules, you can stick with that," she stretched out a hand.

"Charlotte. I live right down the hall," she shook her hand. The formality of the touch felt weird considering her state of undress.

"Good to know," Jules said. "Considering the deer-in-headlights look on your face and the fact that I've never seen you before today, I take it you're a freshman?"

"Yeah," Charlotte blushed. "Is it that obvious?"

"I only recognize it 'cause I've lived it," Jules shrugged. "You'll get used to it all."

"Thanks," Charlotte said, suddenly feeling very hot again. "Um, well, have a good shower!"

"I'll do my best," Jules said. Charlotte gave her a weak smile and shuffled out the door.

***

Charlotte looked around the common room nervously. All the freshmen in the sorority were there, most wearing a pastel-colored dress and a put-on smile. She returned a wave to a girl she met at the initiation, but forgot the name of. Although she knew Jules wouldn't be here with the freshmen, she found herself searching the sea of pinks, purples, and whites for a woman dressed in black.

"Sisters!" a loud voice interrupted her scanning. The freshmen all turned to see an upperclassman holding a large silk bag at the front of the common room. "My name is Emily, and I'm your president. We've given you all lots of time to get to know each other, and we've all gotten to know you. Today, y'all get to take the next step in your sisterhood by linking up with a mentor... welcome to the Big Little Ceremony!"

The group of freshmen clapped and cheered while Emily began passing around the silk bag.

"All healthy relationships start with trust. To show that you trust the sisters of Alpha Phi, you're going to grab a blindfold, put it on, and await further instructions," she said.

Charlotte felt a pit in her stomach when the bag was passed to her. The sorority had been relatively tame so far, but she heard rumors about the hazing that went on at places like this. Apparently, Alpha Phi used to strip their initiates, cover them in honey and sprinkles, and make them sort the colors until each sister only had one color on them. With shaking hands, she grabbed a pink silk blindfold and tied it around her head, following the lead of the girls in front of her.

Charlotte shuffled her feet and rubbed her palms nervously as she waited in the dark. She heard some girls whispering about who they thought their Big was going to be, but Charlotte had no clue who would choose her. She hadn't exactly been a social butterfly in her first couple weeks. Her nerves only heightened when she heard the clanking of chains and the sound of footsteps around her. She jumped in surprise when a hand wrapped around her right wrist and brought it to her side. A fuzzy cuff was clamped around her wrist, and it was clear that the other was connected to her Big. For a second, Charlotte's heart soared. Could it be Jules? Or even Marie?

"Alright sisters, let's drop those blindfolds, pop those corks, and meet your new best friend!" Emily shouted. Charlotte felt a hand loosen her blindfold and heard champagne corks pop all around the room. She blinked a few times to readjust her sight and looked up to see Grace staring down at her with a massive bottle of champagne in hand.

"Hey cutie," the tall blonde said, her voice piercingly high.

"Hi," Charlotte said, her heart sinking. She quickly looked around the room to see if Jules was here. She spotted Marie in the corner hugging her Little, but didn't see Jules anywhere.

"Welcome to Champagne and Shackles! Littles, y'all take on a debt to your big sisters. This debt must be paid with a completely empty champagne bottle," Emily held up a key in the front of the room. "Until then, take some time to get to know each other, pass the bottle between y'all, and have fun!"

Conversation erupted between the shackled pairs. Awkward hugs, laughter, and introductions echoed around her.

"I'm Grace, do you remember me from before?" Grace smiled down at Charlotte. She wanted to tell her that, yes, it would be impossible to forget a woman so bitchy, but she swallowed her sarcasm.

"Yes, I'm Charlotte. It's nice to be um... shackled to you," Charlotte lifted her cuffed hand and gave it a shake, which lifted Grace's too. Grace giggled and passed the bottle of champagne to Charlotte.

"I don't drink," Grace said with a sinister smile. Charlotte looked into her eyes, then at the bottle. It was the largest bottle of wine she had ever seen. There was no way she would be able to finish it herself.

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