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Harriet S Secret Crush

Harriet S Secret Crush

by tales_of_passion
19 min read
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While this story is perfectly fine standalone it forms part of a longer series, so if you want to understand more about Harriet and Zach's adventures then please do read the others. Zach's birthday surprise, mentioned frequently throughout this story, will be covered in a separate, follow-on story... this story is all about the work that Harriet does beforehand to make the magic happen. And boy does she do some work...

Harriet took another sip of her wine, trying to calm the nerves that seemed to have settled in a tight knot in the pit of her stomach. She hadn't felt like this in years... but then, she also hadn't found herself waiting for a date to show up in years either. That delicious sense of both apprehension and anticipation was unfamiliar, but she found it thrilling.

She looked again at her phone, but nothing since the message a few minutes before: 'Sorry, running 15 mins late. On my way I promise! Pxx'

Looking round the bar, it was busy with the after work crowd, standing room only, but luckily she had booked one of the small booths off to the side for the evening so was able to sit, watching the entrance and waiting for her date to arrive.

Harriet had herself come from work, having completed her shift as a doctor at one of the large Sydney hospitals, making sure she left on time for once. She'd been able to grab a quick shower, taking the opportunity to put some make up on and get changed before she left, and then, almost before she had had too much time to think about it, she was there, waiting.

It had taken her an age the night before to choose what to wear, but she figured in the end that casual but with a smart edge was the way forward. Finally she'd chosen a pair of light blue, tight fitting, low-waisted jeans with a narrow leather belt that hugged her slim figure with a white strappy top, the bright pink strap of her favourite set of lingerie just visible, almost teasing at what was beneath. On her feet she'd gone with high heels, her nod to something more formal, and also because, well, wearing heels made her feel sexy as hell.

In the brief time that she'd had while getting changed, she'd also put on some make up, including some bright pink lipstick to match her underwear and the nails she'd had done a few days earlier, and that worked well with her tanned face. Her dark blonde hair was loosely tied back, and to finish the look she wore earrings and her favourite necklace, a silver chain with a letter H hanging from it, a present from her husband Zach.

Zach... thought Harriet with a smile, taking another sip of wine. He thought that she was on shift all night tonight, her cover in case the date went particularly well. She hated not being completely truthful with him, but at the same time this was well within the boundaries that they'd agreed recently and, well, was all part of a plan to give him the best birthday present ever on the coming weekend. So long as she told him about it afterwards he'd been explicit that he was fine with it, and Harriet was going to be fully truthful with him. But only after the birthday surprise, otherwise it would spoil it for him...

Glancing towards the door, there was still no sign of her date. Harriet was incredibly excited but also nervous, because her date that night had also been her secret crush for the last few years, that one person that, for some unknown reason, entirely unbeknownst to them, takes up residence inside your head, the cause of attraction almost impossible to identify, sending you wild with unrequited desire.

Often it can be that person you see on your commute every day, or someone in another team at work, or someone on another course at university, or the other customer who goes to the coffee shop at the same time as you every morning, or anything. But the common denominator is a shared moment of attraction, a spark, a brief conversation, and then, at least for a while, nothing.

And if it stays as nothing the crush dissipates. But... if it doesn't stay as nothing, then maybe the crush doesn't go. Sometimes it gets stronger and stronger.

For Harriet, that crush had been running for several years now, and had started in her Pilates class, with the instructor, Phoebe...

Two years before

That first time that she met Phoebe, there were none of the signs. Harriet had been running late, and rushed into her usual Pilates class to find that the normal instructor had disappeared to be replaced by a new one, Phoebe.

The class had been ok, nothing to write home about, and as so often happens with a new instructor there was quite a lot of grumbling afterwards, people who were used to the previous instructor's way of doing things not liking Phoebe's different approach, and also questioning whether an instructor in her late twenties could be as good as the old one who had been doing Pilates for more than twenty years.

If she was being honest with herself, Harriet felt the same. But... the timing of the class was convenient for her so she decided to give it a go before looking at alternatives.

Over the next few weeks the class numbers had dwindled, until three weeks later Harriet turned up and found that she was the only one. Her and Phoebe made small talk while they waited to see whether anyone else would turn up, but after five minutes Phoebe had shrugged and, with a look that seemed to be on the edge of tears and made Harriet feel huge sympathy for her, said, "I guess you're getting a private session today... are you ok with that?"

"Oh, definitely," replied Harriet with her most reassuring smile. "Everyone else's loss is my gain. Don't go easy on me though!"

They'd started the session and, one-on-one, Phoebe was a great instructor, making sure that Harriet was always getting into the right positions and making tweaks constantly to her posture to get the most out of every exercise.

Forty five minutes in and Harriet's muscles were burning, the fatigue really starting to set in, but she was feeling great, really relaxed and in the zone. Phoebe asked her to do one last exercise before they started to warm down, a plank with a rainbow motion of her hips to each side, but with the fatigue kicking in Harriet was struggling to hold the right form.

Phoebe came over and said, "Sit up for a second and let me show you."

And, as Phoebe settled into her plank, Harriet kneeling a few feet away to the side, that was the moment. Something about seeing Phoebe's perfect plank up close, watching all of her muscles working, seeing the muscles on her abdomen and lower back tensed, the shape of her legs and ass through her leggings, and watching as she perfectly controlled the rainbow motion from side to side, whatever it was hit Harriet like a bolt of lightning.

She had never been sexually attracted to another woman before, never fantasised about another woman, never kissed another woman, Harriet had been as heterosexual as could be. And so possibly that moment, the sudden sheer arousal and desire that flashed through her, hit her harder than it would otherwise, a mix of the forbidden and the erotic.

Harriet felt herself blush, but played it cool when Phoebe sat up and asked her to do the plank now instead, hoping it would look like she was flushed from the exercise. Getting into position, she tried her best to emulate Phoebe but knew she wasn't quite getting it right.

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"Almost..." said Phoebe encouragingly. "You just need to adjust your hips a little to fully engage your core, then you'll be good. I tell you what, do you mind if I help you to make a little adjustment?"

"Go for it," replied Harriet, out of breath slightly from the position and not, she told herself, not remotely from the shock of arousal that was still coursing through her.

She felt one of Phoebe's hands under her lower abdomen, on the waist band of her yoga leggings, and the other behind her, on her upper thighs. Then she smelled Phoebe's perfume, delicate, a different scent to Harriet's, only a trace but intoxicating, and the arousal became a torrent, almost literally given how she could feel her body reacting between her legs. What the hell is happening to me? she thought.

Phoebe guided her through the rainbows, her hands on Harriet throughout, and then when she was satisfied they finished, starting on the warm down.

"Looks like that was a good workout," said Phoebe with a smile, looking at Harriet's still flushed cheeks.

If only you knew, thought Harriet, who instead replied, "Thank you, that was really good." Then, wanting conversation to distract from her thoughts, "How long have you been doing this?"

They got chatting through the warm down, about how Phoebe had been doing a corporate job but got sick of it, how Pilates was her passion, and how she'd been teaching for three years now.

"Well, I don't know about the rest of the class," joked Harriet looking around the empty room, "but I'll be here next week, 100%."

"Thanks, I appreciate that," replied Phoebe with a smile. She turned away to start putting her mat away, and Harriet caught herself staring, taking in Phoebe's body. A feminine body but well built, a hint of a more masculine physique from all of the exercise around the shoulders and waist. Phoebe was in great shape. And when Phoebe turned to face her again, Harriet realised with a shock that another wave of arousal was flooding through her.

Not sure quite what to do, Harriet took her leave and headed home to get showered and changed.

Maybe, in hindsight, if she'd gone with it, played out a fantasy of Phoebe in her head while touching herself that same day, Harriet could have nipped it in the bud and got it out of her system.

But for Harriet, her entire self image was as a heterosexual, recently married woman. She wouldn't let herself fantasise about Phoebe, or to be more accurate as her mind couldn't help thinking about her despite what she wanted, she wouldn't let herself orgasm thinking about Phoebe, so those thoughts, that memory of the arousal, of Phoebe's body and of her hands touching Harriet and of the scent of her perfume, they lingered, and got bigger and bigger in Harriet's mind the more she put them to one side.

Over the next few months Harriet went to Phoebe's classes religiously, but as the numbers picked up she never got that one on one experience again, and never experienced that same shock of arousal as there had been that one time.

Which wasn't to say, of course, that she wasn't having those thoughts. Indeed, completely secretly, she'd been thinking about Phoebe loads, her crush in full swing. Never explicitly sexual, but she would have images in her head of Phoebe in her Pilates clothes in some of her more athletic poses, and one time when Phoebe was talking about having been to the beach the weekend before she had an image come into her head that wouldn't leave of Phoebe in a bikini.

But still, she did nothing with that, not even fantasising. She knew she had a massive secret crush on Phoebe, but she knew that that was all it was and she didn't want to make it anything more. Crush aside she was almost deliriously happy in her marriage and nothing was going to change that.

Until... a few months later her and Zach had an argument. Nothing serious in the grand scheme of things, but their first proper argument since getting married and it left her frustrated and annoyed.

She went to her Pilates class as usual, and Phoebe was great as usual, having really grown into running the class. And, as usual, Harriet found herself spending a little longer than she should looking at Phoebe, telling herself it was just part of being a good student and getting the exercises right.

When she got home later, not due to start work for a few hours yet, Zach had gone to work and she had their apartment to herself.

Before getting in the shower, she sat back on their sofa with a cup of tea and found her mind start to wander. To Phoebe, thinking about when Phoebe had helped her with her bridge position earlier, the feel of Phoebe's hand supporting her lower back to get the position right, while her other hand rested on Harriet's stomach.

Harriet's mind started to drift, and she imagined that it was a private lesson, imagined Phoebe's hands lingering as she lowered Harriet down, imagined lying down, looking up at Phoebe, her legs parted from the bridge position, as Phoebe's hand started to move imperceptibly lower, her little finger slipping ever so slightly under the waistband of Harriet's yoga leggings, aware of just how easy it would be for Phoebe to touch her...

Normally, this was where Harriet would stop, common sense prevailing. But that morning, just for once, she didn't feel quite so well disposed towards Zach as usual, and she felt particularly well disposed towards Phoebe who had given her more reassurance than usual in that day's lesson, presumably picking up that Harriet needed a lift.

So... she set her cup of tea down on the table, and she lay back, mirroring the position she'd been imagining and closed her eyes, slipping her own hand down under the waistband of her leggings as she imagined Phoebe going further, slowly reaching down until her fingers slid through her trimmed pubic hair.

As she touched herself, imagining Phoebe touching her, Harriet let out a long, shuddering sigh, the release of a huge amount of pent up sexual tension that she hadn't even realised was there. Her fingers started to work, while with her other hand she stroked her breast through her clothes and sports bra, touching her hard nipple.

In her fantasy, Phoebe's fingers started to properly touch her, and Phoebe's head leaned down, her soft lips meeting Harriet's and kissing her deeply yet playfully.

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Suddenly, from nowhere, a huge orgasm shook through Harriet, taking her by surprise, the incredible hotness of imagining Phoebe touching her and kissing her pushing her over the edge far quicker than she thought possible, this fantasy that she'd forbidden herself from having breaking all her conventions. She was straight, 100% straight, she shouldn't be fantasising like this, but she couldn't help it. Harriet cried out in pleasure, the orgasm overwhelming her, then fell silent, gently stroking herself as she fell down from the heights.

After a few minutes lying there she sat up, feeling embarrassed. She had chores to do before she went to work, and she threw herself into them with a vengeance, anything to not have to think about the barrier she'd just crossed in her mind for the very first time.

That lasted all of an hour however, before she needed to take a shower ahead of her work. As she stood naked under the cascade of hot water, her mind flashed back to Phoebe, her muscular physique, and Harriet started to imagine what she would look like naked herself, imagining Phoebe in her apartment, stripping off her clothes, coming to join Harriet in the shower, kissing Harriet, touching Harriet, holding Harriet...

Without thinking Harriet's hand had slid down between her legs again, and she used her other hand to support herself against the shower screen, she touched herself furiously, her second orgasm of the morning rolling through her in a matter of minutes, as she fantasised about Phoebe going down on her with her soft mouth and tongue.

As she got dry a few minutes later, Harriet was in a daze, not really understanding what was happening in her head but knowing, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that she was crushing hugely on Phoebe and that she was far from done yet...

Over the next month the seal had well and truly been broken, Harriet fantasising daily about sex with Phoebe.

At first she kept it to when she was on her own, but then one night when Zach was going down on her her mind drifted to Phoebe, and she played out a fantasy in her head that it was Phoebe, rather than Zach and, well, that had a very satisfactory outcome. Before long she was imagining that she was with Phoebe even when she was with Zach, a state of affairs that she knew couldn't persist but was helpless to stop.

As is so often the case though, the crush started to abate. Phoebe went on holiday, breaking the weekly spell a little, and when she came back Harriet had forced herself to stop the fantasising and, mercifully, it didn't come back. Harriet still stole glances at her, of course, but the fantasy died down.

Over the next couple of years it went in cycles for Harriet. Having never fantasised about women before, she found that she could go for months without fantasising about them now, then suddenly some trigger, often innocuous, and she'd spend the next week touching herself several times daily, imagining, say, the new female medical student at work or the waitress who served them at a restaurant giving her the night of her life.

But always, every single time, after a few days fantasising about a different woman, it came back to Phoebe. In bed with Phoebe. In the shower with Phoebe. In the locker room at the gym with Phoebe. But then, always as well, after a few weeks it died down again and she could put Phoebe out of her mind.

Harriet knew that there was nothing wrong with all of this, that it was perfectly healthy to fantasise and that many women went through phases in their lives where they thought about other women like that. She had just done that later in life than most, and she was ok with it.

She absolutely knew, though, that she mustn't act on it, she was too in love with Zach to ever risk that. Curiously, though, she wasn't tempted to either. There was no point where she ever thought about even trying to make a move on Phoebe, and if Phoebe had tried with her she would have turned Phoebe down, albeit very pleasantly.

After a couple of years she was on a good run, maybe four or five months, of not having thought about women in that way once. Not that that would have been a problem, of course, but she did prefer to be able to think more about her husband in that way.

But then... there was the party.

Six months before the date

Six months before Harriet found herself sat in the booth of that Sydney bar, waiting for her date to arrive, her and Zach went to a party, a friend's engagement party held in a bar that they'd hired for it.

When Zach and Harriet arrived it was in full swing already, music playing, drinks flowing, maybe a hundred people there already with apparently more to come.

As Zach went to get them drinks and Harriet said hello to some friends, Harriet glanced over and, with a jolt of recognition, spotted Phoebe on the other side of the room, stood talking to another woman.

Not just a jolt of recognition either... it was the first time that Harriet had seen Phoebe in several months, Phoebe having moved job to another gym, and she found herself slightly zoning out from her friends' conversation as her massive crush came flooding back.

Phoebe. Was there. The realisation that she was seeing the person she'd almost obsessed about, having thought that she'd never see her again, was slow to come but hit her in a rush. The crush was back. Big time.

Harriet watched Phoebe for a moment, deep in conversation, remembering the feminine figure with just a hint of something more masculine, the muscles, the shoulders. What she also realised was that while Pilates teacher Phoebe was attractive, party Phoebe with her dark brown hair down and relaxed was outright gorgeous.

Zach came back over with their drinks, and looked at Harriet. "You ok?" he asked.

She smiled. "Sorry, I was miles away. Yes, I'm good. You?"

They got into conversation with their friends, though Harriet kept on glancing over at Phoebe.

Maybe an hour later she decided to go and say hello. Massive crush or not, she'd genuinely enjoyed talking to Phoebe during the year and a bit she'd been doing Phoebe's class, and she wanted to chat to her.

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