Arousal during grief is a common response to loss or trauma grief can make you horny? For some people, their libido goes into overdrive during the grief process having sex releases endorphins and oxytocin. These feel-good hormones create happy feelings of relaxation and intimacy and stave off anxiety and depression. These positive emotions can even last for days.
Pre and post-funeral sex is the need for something to cling too it can be life-affirming in a refreshing way full of hope. When someone close dies people mourn in different ways, levels of sadness, the stages of grief increasing the brain chemicals (norepinephrine, cortisol, adrenaline) a way to find comfort would be to cuddle and touch another person. When we touch, cuddle and have sex, many hormones that create joy, relaxation, and happiness are released (primarily prolactin and oxytocin). Both these hormones create relaxation, feelings of love, happiness, life. Oxytocin is also known as the love hormone.
Chapter one - The Sad News
I was packing to travel to the funeral of a university friend, a sorority sister, finally losing her painful battle with cancer. The phone call came from Savana her voice breaking on the phone in crying. She had been taking care of our dear friend/sister for the last six months. I had not seen Savana since her visit to Chicago two years ago and looked forward to catching up with her even though the circumstances were not the best. Savana is a divorced mother of two boys five foot tall with long red hair, dazzling green eyes a tight body and large breast. But right at that moment my thoughts were of the dearly departed, Kelly, an adventuress young woman.
My thoughts turned to the many great times Kelly and I shared together dancing, parting, the night our drunk fun went to far. Her sweet mouth moving to mine as we kissed our tongues intertwined. I was so turn on, what was I doing, it felt so good natural though I was tingling all over I wanted more. feeling slight pressure on my shoulders pushing me down I knew this maneuver men used it often when they wanted me to go down on them. "Oh My God", I had never tasted another girls pussy but I felt myself drifting down to my knees, what was I doing, kneeling down on the dirty bathroom stall floor like some lesbian slut. How did I get here on my knees rubbing her beautiful clit wanting to taste Kelly's sweet cunt. Something primal took me over, I needed to taste her, I wanted to make Kelly cum, I dove in licking & sucking spreading her lips, my long tongue exploring her vagina. I heard her moaning, Her scent filled my nostrils, her juices covered my face. My hand slipped to her ass teasing her brown star. I probed with one finger then two, my mouth still devouring her pussy, Kelly moaning in pleasure, grabbing my head with both hands grinding her pussy into my face. She was so wet which encouraged me any thoughts of were I was drifted away all I want was to give her an orgasm. Her groans and squeals growing louder as she started bucking her hips, Lisa squealing in delight, holding my head firmly in place fucking my face as wave after wave shook her body squirting juices all over my face.
Kelly turned around bending over the toilet and I tongued her asshole, laying on my bed I opened my robe exploring my body watching myself writhe in pleasure as my fingers explore and disappear inside my wet pussy. My juices flowing, eyes transfixed, waves of pleasure crashing over me Imagining Kelly there with me. Rubbing softly, caressing, making love to myself, letting my fingers play with with my clit, rubbing softly. Inserting one then two fingers inside me slowly moving in and out my wetness growing. My other hand following the same path to find my clit rubbing it gently the whole time watching the scene play out in the mirror. My juices making a slurping sound as my fingers thrust in then out.
Tingling all over, legs spread and up, knees bent, what a great view of my sexy body in the mirror. My juices trickling down my ass crack sending shivers up my spine. Moaning, rising off the bed to meet my fingers plunging into me. My body dancing with pleasure, a magnificent feeling, my scent filling the room. Slowly dropping my wet fingers down the crack of my ass to my brown flower rubbing my juices on my tight asshole. Probing the entrance, gently, poking one finger inside my ass thrusting in deeper. Then out, then in, adding another finger and a third driving hard pounding my ass, deeper and deeper. Rubbing my swollen clit the first waves of sheer pleasure encompassing me.
The sounds coming out of my mouth surprised me something primal taking over I was performing for Kelly losing all rational control, I submit her plunging my fingers in hard, deep ready to cum for Kelly.
"May I finish? I need it please," I screamed.
"Watch me as a shattering orgasm shakes my body, my cute little toes curl, screams and moans escaping my lips. So close don't make me wait any longer. So wet you've driven me to the brink all my control is gone. I'm yours please, please, please. Whimpering for permission let me have my orgasm I want to cum for you. I'm your dirty little slut, performing, ready to explode. Screaming, moaning, grunting, panting, pleasure exploding, juices covering my hands and the bed sheets."
My sister, lover, friend sorrow and pleasure mixing into an explosive orgasm. My legs trembled, my knees shook, my head was spinning, A feeling similar to my body falling off a cliff into a pile of tingling ecstasy a release. It's is a sweet sense of sensual release that I fond myself having no control over letting myself go because it's was just too damn good. An orgasm breaking me into a million little pieces, all-consuming euphoric electric dominoes falling down in different directions under my skin. "Kelly," I scream tears streaming down my face.
The next morning I threw my bags in my Jeep and headed south out of the city on I-sixty-five for the six hour drive. Through the Indiana country side my thoughts were of my gorgeous friend she sounded so sad on the phone. Around those Indianapolis bi-ways crossing the Ohio river finally pulling in at her small farm just outside of Elizabethtown. I saw her feeding the horses her red hair pulled back. Waving at her as she ran to me, embracing in a long tearful hug. We entered the house arms around each other and I could smell something good cooking in the kitchen.
"Hey Megan," I said excitedly, giving her a big hug and a kiss on the cheek.
Megan a dark haired beauty a little taller then me with brown eyes and a fine tight ass. I put my bags in a room upstairs and returned to the kitchen to help Megan with the cooking. We cooked as more sorority sisters arrived and the house came alive with the noise of old friends reminiscing and mourning the lose of one of our own. Riley was the last to arrive, she hugged me tightly from behind as I rolled dough for biscuits and whispered in my ear, "I've missed you, Cheri," her warm breath tickling my ear as I melted into her.
Preparation for the meal after the funeral tomorrow finally over in the kitchen I joined the poker game already in progress. Reminiscing with my sorority sisters about our university days and our dearly departed as Riley and I played an erotic game of footsie under the table with our little feet.
Our cute little feet involved in an erotic dance a prelude of things to come I hoped. We drank and talked of old times until the hour grew very late and we all retired to our assigned rooms. Removing my cloths I slipped into the small bed thinking of Kelly and wishing she was here with us.
Awaken a short time later interrupting a hot dream of Kelly, Riley had climbed in bed next to me. She snuggled her little warm naked body next to mine and I stroked her hair softly. Her soft hand on my flat stomach, I felt her warm hand slipping lower into my panties through my soft red pubes, I tingled at her soft touch, her fingers rubbing my pussy gently. I looked in her dazzling brown eyes full of sexual lust and desire. Kissing her sweet lips my long tongue dancing in her mouth as her fingers entered my wet cunt.
She worked in and out of my wet pussy slowly, kissing my neck then shoulders, teasing my nipples with her tongue. Riley sucked on my small breast as I shivered from the wonderful sensations. Lower still kissing her way down my flat stomach tonguing my belly button. Her face and nose gliding through my red pubes she sucked my tiny clit into her mouth.
I bit my lip so to remain quiet and not wake the rest of the sorority sisters which was not easy to do. Her wet fingers sliding between my ass cheeks smearing my wetness on my tight little butthole. Riley's tongue probed inside my vagina, curling, twisting exploring my insides.
I brought my knees up, my little toes curling, my hands in her hair. An orgasm building inside me as I trembled in sheer delight. I bit my lip hard as my body shook uncontrollably waves of pleasure crashing over my little body. As I recovered Riley nestled in beside me kissing my lips I tasted my sweet pussy on her tongue.
Kissing me sweetly, then passionately, her tongue dancing in my mouth. Our naked bodies coming together, hands, fingers, smooth legs, cute little feet rubbing each other. Pussies grinding together bringing more sexual arousal.
Fingers inside wet pussies, two women on fire, sorority sisters. Humping frantically, squeals, moans and sighs, feelings building, bed squeaking. Speed increasing, tribbing, here comes our orgasmic delight. A great way to end a sad day. Panting like wild animals, bodies grinding and shaking, squirting her juices, a beautiful thing the art of two women making love missing our departed friend. Easing our grief we laid their snuggled together drifting off to sweet slumber. I awoke in the morning and just watched Riley breath she is so cute sleeping so sweetly. Stroking her hair waiting for her to open those beautiful eyes.