I'm so scared. I'm a good girl from the Midwest and here I am trying to decide what to wear for a meeting with a friend I met on the internet about three years ago. I'm 67 years old and should be sitting around with grandchildren on my lap and sipping lemonade through a straw while sitting on my front porch swing. But I was lonely and so I had gone to my computer to find at least a girlfriend to go to movies with or out to lunch. I had filled out so many dating site forms in the past 3 years that my computer filled the information in automatically now.
I've had s few sexual experiences in between marriages with a few off the wall people but this was different. This wasn't a party where you got drunk and let down your inhibitions. This was a planned-know-what-you're-walking-into sex...with a woman.
I've been with a woman once before but this time was just different. It was in a group 4 some and was many many years ago when I was much younger and trimmer.
I tried on my red dress for the 3rd time and decided just to go with it. Emily and I had talked on the net several times and she seemed to be quite genuine, but....? Oh Katye, stop trying to second guess everything. I'm always talking to myself. I rarely get the answers I want. Anyway, Emily was going to be here any minute and I needed to be ready. So quit getting worked up and enjoy lunch. (Shut up!)
The doorbell rang twice before I could move to the door. I got up and answered it. There stood Emily. She's' young, (early 40's), and slender. I grab my purse and tell my husband I'm leaving. He gets up and comes into the foyer to meet Emily. Emily greets him with a warm smile and then says we better go because she was supposed to pick up her 20 year old daughter, Amy, from her gym session. Amy is a health nut and starts off almost every day at the gym. I start mine with a cup of coffee.
We get in the car and Emily pats my knee and smiles at me.
"Don't be so up tight, Katye," she chided.
"We're going to have fun today and I just know you are going to love Amy." "You are everything I thought you would be and your husband is adorable. Tall but adorable."
I laugh nervously. "Yes he is."
Don and I had met a year ago on the net and married within 4 months. I adore him and he idolizes me. We were soul mates but I had a dark side to me. Like an itch that needed scratched occasionally.
I knew from talking to Emily for the past 3 years that she was "bi". We had joked around about it but she said she would respect me. I just wasn't sure what her definition of the word 'respect' was. We stopped and picked up Amy. She was a tall, very slender young woman clad in a jogging suit with her hair up in a long pony tail. She hopped in the back seat and we headed for their house. It was a pretty little home with a pool in the back yard.
As soon as we got inside, I put my purse down on the couch and sat down. Emily ask me if I wanted something to drink. It was 9:30 in the morning so I said coffee would be fine. Emily went into the kitchen to fix it and Amy headed upstairs to shower and change clothes. I got up and went into the kitchen with Emily. There was a center island with bar stools, so I picked one out and sat down.
Emily made small talk and so did I...the weather, the state of the country, our kids. Emily sat my coffee down in front of me and leaned over and kissed me...on the mouth...OMG. How am I supposed to respond to that. I didn't have long to decide. Emily moved around in front of me and pushed my legs apart..all the while kissing me and checking my mouth out with her tongue. Our tongues dancing and getting acquainted. She wiggled up against me and held the back of my head with one hand while her other hand brushed down my arm and then slid up next to my breast.