It all seemed so innocent and not sexual in any way.
I am married and have many married female friends. One of my closest friends, also in her mid-40's called me at work last Wednesday saying she needed me to come by her house; she had something she needed to talk to me about. She sounded upset but would not elaborate over the phone. She stressed that she didn't want her husband to be home at the time of my visit so we agreed to meet at her house around 3:30 Thursday afternoon.
I kept playing the conversation over and over in my head. What was making Kerri so upset and why did she not want her husband home when we talked?
I nervously arrived just after 3 pm and she opened the door and let me in. Kerri was in a silk bathrobe and had a clean smell. I could tell she had been crying but she quickly turned and walked into the house, her body language told me to follow her.
We walked into the family room and she sat on a chair and I sat opposite her on a small couch. I asked her what was wrong and she paused before speaking.
"I think I've found a lump in my right breast" Kerri said. I was stunned.
"I'm sure it's nothing Kerri, have you been to a doctor?" I asked.
"No, I just found it yesterday in the shower and I'm scared to death."
Kerri knew that I had had a similar scare a few years earlier and it turned out to be a benign cyst that later went away on it own, she thought of me as soon as she found the lump. She told me she didn't know who else to call. After several minutes of me trying to calm her fears there was a pause in the discussion. I didn't actually know what else to say. I was not ready for what she asked me next:
"Can I ask you to do me a favor?"; "Sure", I said.
"Will you feel of the lump and tell me if you think it's like yours was?"
All I could see in her eyes was fear and although I had never felt of another woman's breast it seemed as natural as rain to do what I could to take away her fears.
Because the situation was a bit awkward I said "Are you sure?" Kerri had a one word reply: "Please".
Kerri stood and walked toward me. She looked down and unfastened her robe and pulled the shiny material to the side to reveal her right breast.
I'm no prude, and in fact, my husband often suggests the idea of me being with another woman, and I had often fantasized about an innocent afternoon of lovemaking with Kerri, but it's always been a fantasy that helps me get off while masturbating or while my husband fingers me, but it was just that, a fantasy.
Kerri's breast was the perfect shape. I would guess that she wears a C or D cup bra but I'm not sure. I remained seated and she stood close enough that her bare breast was only a few inches from my face. I could feel the heat in my face as I blushed but I didn't want her to know of my feelings so I quickly reached up and put one hand on each side of her breast. I suddenly got lost in what I was doing and for a few seconds I realized I was caressing her breast and not feeling for the lump.
I was brought out of my stupor when Kerri took my right hand and pushed it harder into her breast flesh just above her nipple. "There, do you feel that lump?" she asked.
I pushed a bit harder and she removed her hand. I moved my fingertips in a slow circle, trying to detect a lump and trying to keep my mind on what I was doing. My mind wandered to all of the mental pictures of me stroking Kerri in my dreams.
I rubbed my fingers in a wider circle now and stroked across her nipple. I kept pushing as the circle went across her nipple which was quickly getting harder and harder. I then heard a soft moan and looking up to her I saw she had her eyes closed. Oh how badly I wanted to lean forward and take her nipple in-between my lips and suck. I could tell my own nipples were hard and I was very wet as what started out as an innocent, clinical touching was turning quickly into a groping session.
She broke my sexual thoughts by speaking: "Do you feel anything?"
"No, I don't", I had to tell her.
"Compare it to my other breast" Kerri said as she let the other shoulder of her robe slip down, exposing the other half of the perfect pair. I felt a throb between my legs and could tell my clitoris needed to be touched.
I put a hand on each breast now and massaged them in an identical circular pattern. Around and around each nipple till each was very firm. I wondered if Kerri was turned on at all or was I totally misreading the signals.
Suddenly I felt something wet on my fingers and realized her right nipple was leaking milk. Kerri felt the change in the way I was touching and opened her eyes and apologized: "Sorry about that, I still produce milk when I massage them."
It was one of the sexiest things I ever saw and told her not to apologize. I never breast fed my children so seeing the milk was a new experience. A few more drops coated her nipple and I kept up my circular massaging.
Kerri moaned after a few more strokes. I apologized, asking if I was hurting her. She said "no.. it doesn't hurt at all, in fact, it feels really good." She didn't open her eyes when she talked but she did blush.
I started to squeeze her breasts with each hand now, turning my touching from less clinical to more sexual. I was very turned on and was not afraid of my feelings.