It all seemed so innocent and not sexual in any way.
I am married and have many married female friends. One of my closest friends, also in her mid-40's called me at work last Wednesday saying she needed me to come by her house; she had something she needed to talk to me about. She sounded upset but would not elaborate over the phone. She stressed that she didn't want her husband to be home at the time of my visit so we agreed to meet at her house around 3:30 Thursday afternoon.
I kept playing the conversation over and over in my head. What was making Kerri so upset and why did she not want her husband home when we talked?
I nervously arrived just after 3 pm and she opened the door and let me in. Kerri was in a silk bathrobe and had a clean smell. I could tell she had been crying but she quickly turned and walked into the house, her body language told me to follow her.
We walked into the family room and she sat on a chair and I sat opposite her on a small couch. I asked her what was wrong and she paused before speaking.
"I think I've found a lump in my right breast" Kerri said. I was stunned.
"I'm sure it's nothing Kerri, have you been to a doctor?" I asked.
"No, I just found it yesterday in the shower and I'm scared to death."
Kerri knew that I had had a similar scare a few years earlier and it turned out to be a benign cyst that later went away on it own, she thought of me as soon as she found the lump. She told me she didn't know who else to call. After several minutes of me trying to calm her fears there was a pause in the discussion. I didn't actually know what else to say. I was not ready for what she asked me next:
"Can I ask you to do me a favor?"; "Sure", I said.
"Will you feel of the lump and tell me if you think it's like yours was?"
All I could see in her eyes was fear and although I had never felt of another woman's breast it seemed as natural as rain to do what I could to take away her fears.
Because the situation was a bit awkward I said "Are you sure?" Kerri had a one word reply: "Please".
Kerri stood and walked toward me. She looked down and unfastened her robe and pulled the shiny material to the side to reveal her right breast.
I'm no prude, and in fact, my husband often suggests the idea of me being with another woman, and I had often fantasized about an innocent afternoon of lovemaking with Kerri, but it's always been a fantasy that helps me get off while masturbating or while my husband fingers me, but it was just that, a fantasy.
Kerri's breast was the perfect shape. I would guess that she wears a C or D cup bra but I'm not sure. I remained seated and she stood close enough that her bare breast was only a few inches from my face. I could feel the heat in my face as I blushed but I didn't want her to know of my feelings so I quickly reached up and put one hand on each side of her breast. I suddenly got lost in what I was doing and for a few seconds I realized I was caressing her breast and not feeling for the lump.
I was brought out of my stupor when Kerri took my right hand and pushed it harder into her breast flesh just above her nipple. "There, do you feel that lump?" she asked.
I pushed a bit harder and she removed her hand. I moved my fingertips in a slow circle, trying to detect a lump and trying to keep my mind on what I was doing. My mind wandered to all of the mental pictures of me stroking Kerri in my dreams.