Her mouth. That's what he's been digging for, what she does with her mouth. Now that it's broached, he's not sure he can stand to hear it. She lays along the length of him so close he can feel the warmth of her, but they barely touch.
In the ten years they've been married, there have likely been a dozen maids, lasses and whores he's known more and bedded more than his own nobility bred wife. His initial repulsion to her behavior has become guilt, and hearing her describe her prolonged cuckoldry is wrenching his heart and his cock in opposite directions.He's helpless to stop the query that spills from his lips, though he detests being toyed with so.
"What did she do with her mouth?" She gives a very feminine groan of pleasure and jealousy nips at his elbow yet again. "It began because the midwives would never allow me to be left alone. If I only wanted to rest in the dark, I must still have someone sit with me, and so I'd tell them Mary would. I couldn't hide what I was doing from her, and I burned for it too badly to stop."
It is his turn to groan and he wishes he'd brought the bottle of whiskey to bed with them now. It is all he can do to keep his hands off his cock. Christ, he wants to take the thing out and pet the feverish skin, tug at the shaft until he spews. He squeezes his eyes shut and wills her to go on.
"So two or three times each day Mary would sit ever so properly by the window and make so as to not notice that I was frantically rubbing myself to climax in the tester bed. She couldn't be caught with her hands on me, so her ministering to my needs couldn't be risked in the daytime. Then I'd still be hungry for her in the night. So, she suggested that if I were more... satisfied, I may be less needy."
Is she torturing him this way on purpose? In the dark he can see her perfectly as she was in those days, a beautiful fifteen year old lass plump with his baby. He remembers his once daily visit to her chamber, during breakfast. She seemed flushed to him often, he'd always assumed it was the pregnancy, but never imagined it was lust. He'd watch her eat, every spoonful of porridge and sweet bit of fruit brought to her lips, and he'd ached for her, too. He pines for all the times they could have been together, all the long lunches he spent with a sluttish lord's daughter that he could barely stand unless she had a sheet over her head, while his wife ached with desire on the floor above. Her hand, taunting, settles on his thudding chest.
"Go on."