My girlfriend Anne and I have been together for three years, during which time we have learned to be very open with each other about our respective sexual histories and fantasies. I ask her to relate to me any particularly horny experience she may have had in her past. We are now in our late 30,s so have had several previous relationships and one failed marriage each. I get pangs of jealousy, but also become very aroused, we also elaborate and embellish, often a favourite story gets relayed slightly differently, depending on the mood.
However one story is etched word for word on my memory and this is my account of her experience. She had often expressed an interest in the female form, admitting having fantasies of a bisexual nature, saying she found very few menâs bodies attractive, but many womenâs quite appealing. Often catching herself staring in changing rooms or on beaches. Obviously, as it would be to most broadminded males, this was a side to her that I found to be very exciting and erotic. I pushed it at every opportunity, encouraging her to fantasise. She always insisted that she never had and never would actually carry any of them through. One late evening during a wonderfully sexual encounter, she spilled the beans. She was whispering in my ear about being touched and kissed by another woman whilst making love to me. About the soft touch of another womans lips on her sensitive nipples, slowly working her lips down to the soft skin of her stomach and beyond. Gently nibbling up the inside of her thighs, whilst stroking the folds of her pussy with the tips of her fingers. Before finally reaching Anneâs pussy with her mouth and teasing her clit to orgasm with the tip of our fantasy friends tongue.
She normally wouldnât go into such detail and only then to tease and excite me, this time she was really living it and exploded into a very loud and large orgasm.
I waited until she had subsided, I hadnât come yet and was still inside her, âthat sounded very real, almost too realâ I stated.
âWhat do you meanâ?
âIf I didnât know you better, I would think that you havenât been telling me the whole truth,â she didnât respond, I sensed we were on the verge of something and if I didnât press it, the opportunity may not arise again â Tell Me,â I urged.
She paused, âI cantâ she replied.
That was it, tantamount to a full confession, I would never let it go now and I told her.
âI have never told any one before and if you give me shit about it, I will never mention it again. When I said that I had never had any contact with another woman, that wasnât strictly trueâ.
Yes, I thought,
âI want to know every detail,â I told her very excitedly.
âYou might not like itâ she replied.
âEvery detailâ I repeated .And to emphasise the point started to move inside her again.
âOk, but you will have to pull out or I canât concentrateâ
I pulled out and lay beside her. She rested her fingers on my cock and began.
When I was 18 and still a student nurse, I was invited to a party with some of my girl friends, not your usual boozy bash, but pretty civilised, a few doctors and generally older crowd. I had a boyfriend at the time and we had had sex but he was my first. I was pretty naĂŻve, I enjoyed sex but never orgasmed during lovemaking and only achieved completion when masturbating, something I had discovered when I was 15 and had been repeating fairly regularly ever since.
Later in the evening after a good few glasses of red wine I was introduced to a visiting female medical sales rep, by a doctor who worked on the ward where I was currently training. He was here with his wife, but unashamedly took every opportunity to touch my bottom, whilst introducing me around the room. I judged her to be in her mid to late thirties, very slim and attractive and very confidant. She probably had attracted the attention of most of the men in the room at some point and probably a little more from some of the single, braver men at the party.
Her name was Helen and I liked her instantly, she was intelligent, well travelled and made me laugh. Her confidence and general demeanour was exciting to me. She worked for a pharmaceutical company in London and was staying here at this house, she was also due to return the following day.
The three of us chatted for a while before she told me that she needed to sit for a while as she had been on her feet all day and asked me would I like to join her.
Her exact words were âAnne whilst it is a nice evening, would you like to join me on the patio for a quiet sit down and a chat, before I fall over, or would you prefer to remain seated on doctor Deans wandering handâ.
He coloured up instantly, mumbled an apology and scurried off to find his wife. We both burst out laughing, we were still laughing when we plonked down on very comfortable swinging chair on the patio right at the bottom of the garden.
We talked for a long while, she told me about some of the places she had worked and holidayed, she was not boastful and I listened intently.
She had been married, but was not any more and had, she told me, no intentions of repeating the experience.
âMen, as a rule are selfish pigs and women allow them to be, donât get me wrong, I like men, but only on a temporary basisâ.
She asked about my boyfriend, did I love him, was I happy. It didnât feel intrusive and I spoke openly, probably too openly. She also urged me to talk about my sex life, what there was of it.
âDo you enjoy it?â she asked.
âYesâ I replied honestly,
âDoes he make you cumâ?
I told her the truth, âdoes he go down on you?â she asked
He had done a couple of times, I enjoyed the sensation but still couldnât cum, thinking there was something up with me. I told her this.
âRubbishâ she exclaimed, âif you can make yourself cum, he should be able toâ
We continued with this topic for a while, I had never talked this openly about sex with anyone before and I found it very arousing, if I had been on my own right now, I would not hesitate to bring myself off.
The wine had had its effect, I told her my thoughts.
âDonât let me stop you, nobody else can see you and I certainly donât mind, in fact I might join youâ. I laughed, a little nervously.
She clasped my hand and looked at me âIâm not joking, you are a young beautiful and obviously very sexual woman, donât let others repress you, what you are feeling is normal, never be embarrassed, She reached up and stroked the side of my face with her other hand.
âYou are very beautiful you knowâ she leaned towards me and kissed me on the lips, I was startled but not wanting to show it, nor my teenage naivety, so I gently kissed her back.
It was wonderfully sensitive, not the clumsy efforts of an in experienced young man. My eyes closed, my mouth opened slightly and accepted the tip of her wandering tongue.
I heard a noise from the top of the garden, voices, then the sound of the patio door closing as whoever it was returned back into the house, probably just put something in the waste bin. I opened my eyes and pulled away, the spell broken.
â I think we should go in,â She said, probably a little embarrassed and possibly worried about my reaction. My heart was pounding like mad, partly at the thought of nearly being caught and partly from the sexual tension.
âYesâ I replied softly â I think I need a top upâ.
We both stood and wandered down the garden, arms linked, back towards the house. Once back inside, it was as though nothing had happened, we chatted as before, usually in company, so not being able to discuss it anyway. I concluded that I must have completely misunderstood the situation and it had been no more than an alcohol induced show of innocent affection.
Then why could I not stop thinking about it, I had never been kissed like that before and kept glancing towards Helen to see any reaction, there did not appear to be any. I donât know what I wanted; I told myself that I definitely was not a lesbian and therefore had no intention of repeating the experience. The evening wore on; I was enjoying myself not wishing to leave, feeling comfortable with this older more worldly company. The guests thinned and I realised that my friends had also departed, along with my ride home.
âNo problemâ said our very tipsy lady hostess âstay in one of the spare roomsâ.
âTheyâre all full dear,â said her equally tipsy spouse
âOh bugger, never mind, bunk in with Helen, you two have been getting on famously, you donât mind do you dear?â
âNot at all, there are two beds in there and our own bathroom, should be funâ she looked over at me and winked.
âIts OKâ I stuttered, âIâm sure I can get a taxiâ.
âNonsenseâ exclaimed our hostess âIts sortedâ
That was that, it seemed.
We drank and chatted into the early hours, until our hostess passed out around two in the morning.
âCome on, Ill show you our roomâ said Helen, gently guiding me by the arm, picking up an opened bottle of chardonnay and two glasses along the way. We linked arms whilst mounting the stairs, both a little drunk.
The room was gorgeous, a double bed to one side, a small single to the other and a good sized en suite. The room also had a balcony with large French doors. Helen opened both doors wide; it was a lovely night, clear sky and soft evening breeze. There was a small table and two chairs on the balcony, she placed the bottle and glasses on the table and gestured me to join her.
Instead I kicked off my shoes and sat at the end of the large double bed, feeling very woozy.