A girl never forgets her first orgasm. The discovery, the exploration, the exhilaration, followed by that small amount of guilt at what we've done. For a girl is conditioned to think her own sexual pleasure is naughty and unnatural. Or at least that is how it was for Kira. In a Christian household female sexual desire is considered dirty. She grew up watching sex on t.v, reading about sex in books, overhearing sex in adult conversations became an insatiable hobby. As innocent as she was, she could not stop herself from watching all different types of bodies come together in heated passion, tenderness, anger, greed, and force. It became her dirty little secret, late at night, in her living room under cover of a blanket with the volume down low.
Then one day Kire met Emma in her last year of high school. Emma was the wild and crazy to her meek and shy. She'd had been sitting at her desk drawing a picture of a naked woman when Emma first approached her.
"That's beautiful." She'd said. Kira hadn't been aware anyone had been behind her and able to see. So she jumped.
Emma smiled. " I'm Emma. Your Kira right? Do you wanna hang out sometime? Maybe come to my house tonight?"
She thought of the compliment on her drawing and "Sure" escaped her lips. Emma was average height for a girl her age, gangly, skinny, with wavy light blond hair, big blue eyes and small but perfectly shaped breasts. Topped off with a wide mischievous smile. She made my brown hair, brown eyes, average build, large breasts and thoroughly plain face seem awkward.
We hung out and talked in a way most normal teens would. It being a weekend she asked me to spend the night and Kira happily agreed.
After her parents had fallen asleep they set themselves up in her living room lying beside each other under some blankets and in front of the television. She held the remote and stopped on one of the pornographic channels. Typing in the parental code and on the screen popped a big breasted blond woman being fucked by two men.
"It's ridiculous, i know. I'll be 18 soon and they still think i don't know the code." Emma made an exasperated sigh of annoyance.
There was one attractive man with a smaller penis and and less attractive one with a giant penis. The first one thrust himself into her vagina from beneath her while the other mounted her from behind and pushed himself into her asshole. She was moaning in from what could have been pain or pleasure.
Emma turned to me. "So do you ever watch porn?"
Kira tore her eyes away from the screen reluctantly then a blush crept up her cheeks. "Ya. Whenever I get the chance. Is that weird?"