My girlfriend works the graveyard shift. Its a wonder she gets any sleep at all, let alone any energy. You'd expect her to come home tired and just pass out for several hours. But no, my girl is different. She'll come home, shower, cook breakfast, fuck and spend time with me. We watch movies and cuddle then sleep the whole day away. Then she'll wake up and get dressed and head out to work. Only to come home, bright eyed and bushy tailed to repeat the process yet again. That girl's stamina and libido is nothing short of ridiculous. But by no means am i complaining, for I reap all of the benefits.
So its either my second or third night I'm in town to see her. I'm in bed alone and naked. I've wrapped myself in her t-shirt as comfort while she's gone in the wee hours of the night at work. Her scent is calming and soothing to me and helps the time roll on. One of the things I love about her job is that she's the only person on the floor during her shift so I'm able to message and talk on the phone with her the whole time she's gone. Being home alone in her bed with the two puppies isn't always the greatest amount of entertainment.
She's thoroughly bored as usual, sitting alone in the office on the second floor answering phone calls and taking notes. During one of our naughtier conversations, she asks me via messenger what I want to try next with her. I immediately tell her I want her to use her strap on on me. I'd never done it before and I saw my opportunity to put a fantasy into the real world, so I jumped at the chance to ask her. She got excited and replied that she wanted to try it too. All of a sudden, I was nervous. A thousand "what if" questions sprang into my head:
What if I wasn't good? What if it hurt? What if I freaked out halfway and bailed? What if it wasn't as great as my imagination made it out to be?
All of a sudden, I'd put myself into such a state of anxiety the thought of sex was furthest form my mind. She reassured me that we didn't have if I didn't want to. But I insisted and eventually she was able to quell my fear. I'd worked myself up so badly I was finally tired enough to go to sleep. My heart and mind were racing at the thought of what my next sexual experience. I was finally getting the chance to fulfill a fantasy, me of all people. I curled up around her pillow and t-shirt, falling asleep with a huge grin on my face.