Falling in Love

This one was hard to place in a category. It is technically a Lesbian story but it also has a lot of straight sex in it. And some non-con. So if that is a problem I am sorry, I honestly didn't know where to put it.

It also means I am back to my normal rough sex, so again, if that is not your thing, please read something else.

Now back to the show!

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The first morning I wake up next to Carol is the best day of my life.

Seriously.

Now, you will say what about the birth of your daughter?

Having Julia in my life, being Julia's mom, now that is better than anything else. But the day she was born? That was a horrible day. Anyone who says anything else is lying. Nothing is happening that day that I want to remember other than holding her in my arms.

But waking up next to Carol, feeling her warm body against mine, looking at her smooth beautiful skin, her gorgeous lips, and the blue hair. Pure fucking perfection.

I lean over and kiss each of her closed eyes. Soft and carefully I place my lips on first one and then the other eye. Then I kiss her little nose, lick her septum-ring, and kiss her mouth. I lightly bite her ear and pull at one of her piercings before I kiss her neck, let my tongue along her collarbone, take her pink nipple in my mouth, lightly bite it, and follow her ribs with my lips. I kiss her belly, her cunt, her knee, and suck on one of her toes. Then move up between her thighs and smell her warm, tight, bare beautiful cunt. It smells like sex and vanilla and I can't wait to eat her.

I move her legs apart and enter her with my tongue, slowly and carefully I stick it in as far as I can before I suck one of her lips in my mouth and play with her clit. Carol moans loudly and I can feel her hands grabbing my hair and pressing her cunt against my mouth. I let one hand go up to her left nipple and pinch it while I enter her asshole with one of the fingers on her other hand. It is so tight and warm and I let her muscle get used to the intrusion before I push further.

My tongue is playing with her cunt and her wetness is filling my mouth. I press my finger deeper into her ass and she lifts it slightly so I can get deeper. Her hands fist my hair hard and push me into her cunt, my tongue deep inside her. My finger is assfucking her harder now and I feel confident enough to press in a second finger while she moans more and more loudly. I let my tongue play with her clit and she arches her back stiff and it pushes my two fingers in all the way into her very tight asshole while she rides her orgasm hard.

Once she has stopped panting we lay in bed kissing and touching each other and for the first time since I was sectioned, I feel at peace. Total silence in my head and I even have a smile on my lips.

"I've never had an orgasm like that before", she looks at me all serious and I can't help but laugh.

"Why are you laughing? I am serious!" She tries to look stern but she can't help but smile and I kiss her lips and tell her how beautiful she is. I don't know what else to say.

The rest of the day is a total blur of therapy, group sessions, one-on-one talks, and since it's Tuesday a couple of laps in the pool. It is a pool for the handicapped so the water is always extra warm, but we suicide cases get to use it once a week as a perk. I love swimming and it's another time where the clusterfuck that is my brain keeps quiet and I think unmuddled thoughts.

For lunch, I am having an avocado sandwich and some black tea and it feels great to be able to enjoy the food and not hating myself so much. Carol does not sit with me since her therapist wanted to talk about something and for the first time, I actually feel lonely eating alone. I used to prefer it, but now it feels wrong. I can't help but look at her two tables away and I am still in awe of how confident and natural she is with other people. I don't think she is aware of tucking her blue hair behind her ear but the movement is very sensual and I am pressing my thighs together under the table. I get a vision of her bald cunt in my head and I think back to eating her earlier in the morning.

After my last session, I go back to the room and wait for the nurse to come with my meds. As usual, he doesn't knock but just opens the door and walks in. I know he hopes to catch me naked but once again he will have to do with seeing me in a t-shirt and a skirt. His name is Steve and he is a cute man in his early 40's and has a wedding ring on his left hand. Steve is definitely one of the nicer guys and I prefer when he comes with my meds.

He hands me a paper cup filled with pills and another cup filled with water. I down all the pills and drink all the water. He looks at me expectantly and knows I know what he wants. I go down on my knees before him and he pulls down his scrubs and pulls out his rock-hard 8-inch cock. He keeps it fully shaved and it is twitching it's so hard. I am just about to open my mouth when he grabs my hair and pushes his cock down my throat, my nose is touching his belly and he holds me there in a tight grip until I start gagging and sputtering. But instead of letting me breathe, his grip gets even firmer and he starts fucking my mouth hard. His cock is deep down in my throat and his girth is testing the limits of my mouth, but this is not the first time and I know I can take it, so I relax and try to breathe through my nose while he rapes my mouth.

When I feel his cock starting to twitch he lets go of my hair and pulls out his cock together with thick ropes of saliva. He jerks it two times and covers my face in his cum. I lick as much as I can off my lips and swallows it while he tucks his cock away and walks out of my room. I lay down on my bed and try to get my breath back. It takes a while and my vision is blurry. I close my eyes and feel the cum running down my face and into my hair.

I grab a towel and wipe it off and take a drink from my water bottle. I really need a shower. There are some clothes on my bed that I grab, a new clean towel, and my toiletries. The showers are empty and I get undressed and turn on the water. It's so cold at first, but the warm water comes after a while and I let it flow over my body. I drink some and spit it out and rub the last of the cum off my face.

I touch my aching cunt and can't help but slip a finger inside and slowly fuck myself. I grab one of my heavy tits with my other hand and play with my hard nipple. I lean against the wall in a way that the water still covers me and slip in one more finger and it feels amazing.

"Couldn't wait for me you slut?" Carol giggles and I open my eyes and see her staring at me. She is totally naked and walks into the shower looking more gorgeous than ever. I watch her walk over to me and kiss me hard on the mouth before she goes down on her knees and starts eating my cunt. Fuck I needed this.

I stroke her hair back and look at her face while she licks my cunt holding my ass in her hands. I close my eyes again and just enjoy her mouth giving me pleasure. Allowing me to be worthy.

"Don't stop because of me, I don't mind a show while I wash my hair", someone is laughing and again I open my eyes to see someone else walk into the room.

I really picked the wrong time to shower.

A woman in her late 40's walks into the showers with a smile on her lips. She hangs her towel on the hook and takes a shower two away from us. She is tall and beautiful with a full body, big heavy breasts and wide hips, and a big lovely ass. She has a clean-shaven cunt with big visible lips and she starts washing her hair while she watches Carol eat me out.

I close my eyes again and start to shudder as the first orgasm takes over my body. I moan loudly and fists her hair while my knees get shaky. Carol pushes her tongue deeper into my cunt and doesn't let go until my orgasm is over. She stands up and kisses me hard on the mouth, our tongues play and I can hear the other woman whimpering. I look over at her and she has two fingers deep into her cunt and a glassy look.

I whisper in Carol's ear and her eyes go wide before she starts giggling and turns to the woman. She gets down on her knees and starts eating her wet cunt.

"Omg that is hot, I think she is younger than my daughter...", I cut her off with a deep kiss and she instantly kisses me back. Our tongues play in our mouths and I start playing with her big tits. She is moaning in my mouth and her knees are buckling but Carol is not giving up and is following her down when she glides down the wall. Carol stands up above her and presents her young cunt to her mouth. She eagerly opens her mouth and starts eating Carol out. I get down on my knees behind her and spread Carol's ass open. I stick in my tongue and for the first time taste her beautiful tight asshole. She starts to hyperventilate as the two of us eat both of her holes.

This time it goes pretty fast and Carol actually screams out while she cums and she floods the woman's mouth with her cum and I fuck her ass with my tongue until she collapses on the floor.

I still haven't cum so I start fingering myself, but the woman crawls over to me and dives in between my thighs. Luckily the water is warm from the showers because now we are all on the floor. I have beautiful women my mom's age eating my cunt, while Carol who is still a teen has moved in between the woman's thighs and is again eating her cunt.

I reach for Carol and spread her legs so I can access her beautiful cunt, I lower my head and start licker her. The three of us are laying in a triangle eating each other and it doesn't take long for us all to orgasm again. We cum in each other's mouths and the room smell of wet cunt and sex.

I fall asleep like a log that night.

I sleep the whole night without dreaming and without panic attacks. For once I wake up well rested and feel pretty good. I am starting to believe that I will get better and that I can actually go home one day as a semi-whole person. This time it might actually work!

The morning group session is sadly another cluster-fuck. I really can't handle these things, sharing in a group just brings out the worst part of myself, and yet again I become a blubbering mess and cry so hard I start hulking. What the fuck, Jenny!

Carol looks at me me her huge beautiful eyes and I can see the hurt I am causing her, and it makes me feel worse. But she hugs me after for a long time and just feeling that she cares and her body against mine does wonders and I actually stop crying and manage to smile.

I eat some soup and drink some tea and do some yoga before I go in for my one-on-one with my therapist. Sadly she is sick today and instead, I get Eric. I have had him before and he is ok, not as good, and does not go as deep but it works.

I can see him trying to see under my short dress so I discretely open my legs so he can get a view of my bare cunt while I talk. I can see his cock getting hard and it gives me some pleasure to know that I still can have that effect on men.

When the session is over he stands up and I get ready to get up and leave, but he walks up to me and tells me to get on all fours in the sofa.

"What?" I am confused and look at him.

"Just spare me and get on all four, you know you want to!" He gives me an angry look and I don't really want to, but saying no has never been my strong suit so I crawl up on all four with my ass in the air.

I can feel him lifting my dress and I get ready for him to enter my cunt but instead, I hear him spit and feel it hitting my ass. He spreads my ass and starts to smear the spit over my asshole before he lines up his cock and with a forceful thrust pushes it into my asshole. I scream out in pain and he grabs my hips and starts fucking my ass hard.

He is really big and is stretching my ass and it hurts a lot. He spits again and the extra saliva helps some. I am whimpering and crying and he keeps fucking me deep, I am not sure how much my ass can take dry but I have a feeling he couldn't care less. And that is when the door opens and Steve walks in.

"I figured that was Jenny I heard", he has a big smile on his face and leaves the door open, and walks straight in, unbuttoning his pants and pulling out his hard cock. He fists my long red hair and pulls it hard until I scream, and that's when he shoves his cock down my throat.

They quickly find a rhythm and fuck my mouth and ass forcefully. After a while, they switch and I get Eric's cock straight from my ass into my mouth and deep down my throat. He is more violent than Eric and I start gagging wildly at the same time as I'm crying. Steve has his cock deep in my ass and is fucking it for all he got.

I am really close to cumming when they both stop. I am panting loudly and both my ass and jaw are pretty damn sore, luckily they pull out so I get a quick breather. While I am catching my breath and letting my body relax for a second, Eric sits down on the sofa. He grabs me by the hips and lifts me over to him. Holding his cock aimed I lower myself so he pegs my cunt. He pushes me straight down hard and I gasp as his cock fills me. Steve pulls my ass apart and I can feel him line up his cock.

"No please don't, you guys are way too big", I beg between the panting.

"Don't be such a crybaby, you are a big girl, you can take it", and with that, he forces his cock into my ass.

I cry out in pain, and the wall between them is so thin that I can feel the two cocks rubbing against each other when they start fucking me.

I can hardly breathe, the pain and the intensity is so overwhelming, it feels like I am coming apart and they are splitting my body in two. Steve grabs a fistful of my hair and pulls it hard until my neck is strained all the way and I look at him upside down. Eric on the other hand has started sucking on my tits and both of them are fucking my holes roughly.

Everything goes black for me a few times and I am starting to realize that I keep passing out. And every time I come to again when Eric slaps me hard in the face, I lose track of how many times this happens but in between I keep cumming and my whole body breaks apart from the intensity of the orgasm and the relentless fucking. When the time has come for the two guys to cum they both pull out and make me suck their cocks until I swallow load after load of hot cum. They both cum so much but I wanna be a good girl and I swallow every last drop.

I get dressed and stumble my way to the showers, every part of body aches and my jaw feels like it is broken.

The hot water is wonderful over my body and I stand there for way too long, just letting the pain and soreness wash away and the mind go blank for a few minutes. Afterwards, I get dressed and climb out on the roof, and light a cigarette, I sit alone for a long time and just smoke and look at the blue sky and think of Carol. I am most definitely in love with her. How did everything get so complicated? And also so wonderful at the same time. Things actually look pretty bright from up here.

I throw away the cigarette and stand up.

I think I need to tell her.

I need to tell Carol that I love her.

Yes, it is time.