Karen's breakup, while devastating, wasn't going to be the end. She knew that. She'd learned to understand her own body better. She'd no longer repressed the thoughts she had. She embraced them and explored them. She knew the first thing she wanted to do.
Her first step was to update her online dating profiles. Slightly sexier photos, more suggestive bios. Showing her fit legs should do the trick.
Within two days, she had ten matches, six on bumble and four in OKCupid. Summoning her courage, she started messaging the most attractive one first.
'Hi B. I'm so excited we matched!! Your smile and lips caught my attention. What kind of things do you like to do? Karen'
'Hi Karen! Me too! Your lovely legs and smile attracted me. I enjoy the beach and a glass of wine. Interested in meeting for a drink at the Paradise? It's just down the road from me. B'
Karen was going on a date.
'Hi B I'd love to! How about 6:30 Friday night?'
'Deal! See you then!'
Karen's stomach fluttered at the thought.
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Two months earlier, Karen had first felt uncomfortable in her relationship. While she loved him, they had different hopes and dreams. Karen's were focussed on country living, horses, bonfires and Jim Beam. Sean's were focussed on city living, international travel, physical activity and debating. Ultimately their lifestyles didn't mesh.
The problem was, the sex was out of this world. And now it was gone. Ripped out from her life as fast as it appeared.
Prior to meeting Sean, Karen had a narrow view of sex, struggled to orgasm and treated it as just something that occasionally felt good, but didn't really do much for her. It was a wifely duty. Karen never undressed in front of others, sex was always in bedroom in the dark and it was never talked about.
And then Sean appeared. After their first date, just texting him excited her. Karen was breathless at the thought of his touch. Her body tingled. Her heart raced. She was restless at night, imagining his hands on her skin. And he hadn't even kissed her after their first date!
Between their first and second dates, Sean described the ways he'd like to touch her skin via text messages. How his fingers would trace across Karen's arms, shoulders and neck. How he wanted to run his fingers down her spine. The messages brought out feelings Karen didn't realise she had. She was confused about how words could have such an impact on her physical being. She'd never sexted before and found herself excited as someone takes about sex in such an open way.
Their second date ended back at Karen's house. Sean was tender and direct. He touched her in ways that blew her mind. He undressed her with the lights on, slowly exposing more and more skin. His mouth covered every inch of her and Karen was wetter than she had ever been before he even touched her pussy.
While she didn't orgasm that night, she was aroused beyond words. Sean had kissed her 'down there' and it was no perfunctory kiss so he could fuck her. No, he spent his time exploring her pussy in a way no man ever had. His tongue had run up and down her folds like he was caressing a cat. He didn't dive straight for her clit, but explored her folds inside and out.
Their first visit to an adult shop overwhelmed Karen. While Sean looked at toys and talked to the attendant, Karen stood over in the clothing section staring at the carpet. It was a month before she even tried the toy. It quickly became her 'go-to' toy to get off.
Sean was direct and blunt, unafraid to talk about anything. He talked about sex like it was politics. Karen's had spent her entire life hiding her thoughts about sex. He bought 200 questions about love and sex and went through them like they were trivia questions.
When the question was, "Are there any sexual fantasies you've hid from your partners?" Karen couldn't speak the answer. She could only text, 'anal sex'. Two days later, Karen lost her anal virginity and discovered a new sensation that she loved.
As Karen become more confident, she started to examine her feelings and thoughts. She shared her interest in other women. She drove home without a bra on. She went with Sean to a strip club and then went back the next night and had a lap dance.
The photos become more explicit. The texts became dirtier. The sex got better. Karen discovered that she could orgasm from intercourse. She had sex in the kitchen, in the lounge, on the table, in the feed shed, on the veranda.
Karen sent videos of herself masturbating. Sean took videos and Karen got aroused watching them. Karen sucked Sean off until he came all over her face. She fucked him cowgirl style and then sucked her own cum off his hard cock. She rubbed her clit up and down his cock and then begged him to fuck her hard from behind. She let him cum inside her pussy and then put panties on so she could smell it later. She let him cum inside her and then sucked both of their cum off his cock.
Sean provided written instructions for Karen to follow. He fucked her in the ocean. He fucked her in the bush, bent over holding on to a tree, until he came inside her wet pussy.
Karen went skinny dipping. She sunbathed topless. She was free sexually. She lamented that she waited so long.
But there was still this one thing...
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Friday came all too quickly. Karen got home at 530 to get ready. She chose her short skirt from Tasmania and the translucent top. The Demi cup bra she bought would show her breasts under the top. The stockings would accentuate her legs. Not wearing underwear would keep her aroused the whole time.
It took all the strength in her not to masturbate right then and there.
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Karen ordered two Jim Beam and cokes and took a seat at a corner table, her back to the door. She was early, but she needed to be facing a wall, not other patrons.
Her first drink took the edge off and by the time her date arrived, Karen was relaxed.
'Karen? Wow! You look amazing!!'
'Hi B! You look lovely.'
Karen stood up to give Bianca a hug. She realised that B was extremely petite - barely 5'1" - but with a large bust. Karen relished the feel of B's breast against her own.
Karen gazed up and down B's body. The high neck top showed off her great shape. Her jeans were tight and showed her legs to great effect and indicated she was in good shape.
'What can I get you to drink?'
'Red wine.'
'Sure thing. Be right back.'
Karen grabbed another Jim Beam along with a glass of red.
Karen smiled as she walked back to the table and saw B sitting there. She was on her first date with a woman and her pussy was dripping with excitement.