...the moment I saw her, I knew I had to have her. Never in my life had I felt as attracted to a person as I did at that moment. The navy blue blouse clung to her body as the perspiration pasted the very fibers of the fabric to her form bringing out the fullness of her breasts and the tautness of her nipples. Blond hair fell moistly down her face and strands clung to her sweated brow. The highest cheekbones made rosy by the summer's tremendous heat and her lips, full and delectable accentuated what I thought was the most beautiful woman I had ever seen.
There is no doubt that I am a fantastic judge of women. I am a woman myself. Talia is my name and I am a fashion photographer's personal assistant. Photography is not my strong suit, but organization is. My present employer is Frederique Marconi, the foremost expert in the photography of the female form. His expertise surpasses all of his competitors and ninety percent of the time his work has been accepted by fashion magazines in preference to all other submitters. My job is simple; keep him straight. Before me, nothing; after me, a star.
Marconi's reputation has kept me with a steady stream of the most beautiful "one-nighters" anyone has ever had the luxury to sample. Never in my life, especially when I was a young girl admiring the other girls in the locker room at school, would I have imagined that one day I would make love to over a hundred luscious beauties. They have not all been models either. Some have been the model's assistants, but as everyone knows, to get into this business one must look the part. Fat girls, although scrumptious in their own right, have a hard time finding a place in the fashion industry.
To give you an idea, that rule applies to me as well. I am model tall, meaning I am almost six feet tall. There is ample hair on my head in the shade of midnight black and it flows halfway down my back. I was born that way and have always thanked the almighty for it as it has opened many doors for me in the past. Many girls say they envy my hair, because it is silky and healthy. My eyes are very dark brown, which helps to accent the black hair. There is natural coloring on my eyelids and my eyelashes are long and thick so there is no need for mascara or eyeliner. My skin is smooth, practically blemish free. I mean I get the occasional zit, but I have never had an acne problem. So I wear as little makeup as I can get away with. I have an ample bosom and most of my lovers have told me they are perfect. Everything else, however, is normal and as far as being a model, one has to have a slightly different look to be noticed by the fashion world.
I attended college at a women's Ivy League school and majored in business management. I minored in fashion design, a fancy I had when I was growing up. My goal was to manage my own design shop. I would use my natural ability and creative nature to develop new styles and I would use the degree to help me keep the money straight. During my climb, however, I met Marconi and my status froze. I have been with him for over five years. I do intend to finish my goal of becoming a fashion designer one day, but for now I am satisfied with sampling all of the lovely beauties that have become available to me through my present occupation.
Who knew? I was a simple little girl, never having a want for anything in my life and never really wanting more than I had. My father had given me all I had ever wanted and until I was twelve, he was always around. One night, as my father was coming home from work, a drunk, driving one of those bus-like recreational vehicles, plowed into him from the rear, rupturing the gas tank, and blowing the car and RV up. I was suddenly fatherless and as my mother was an alcoholic, motherless as well. As I moved into my teens, I began staying at friends' houses simply to get away from my mother's abusive nature.
One of my friends, Julie, invited me over to spend a week with her during the spring break of our junior year. My eighteenth birthday had occurred just over a week before and Julie saw how bad my mother treated me. She asked her mother if I could stay with them to get away from my mother. Her mother agreed and made the arrangements with mine. We were both surprised when my mother agreed to let me stay. Normally she would have screamed at me, told me to pack my bags if I didn't like living with her, and ushered me to the door. I would always end up staying, being both embarrassed and ashamed, and would always end up getting beat for asking. The thrill I had when she said yes and didn't give a fight was unbelievable.
Our first night together was all talk. We talked about almost everything: the weather, school, boys we liked, my mom. What we didn't talk about was sex. I really wondered when that subject would turn up, but it didn't. The second night it was the same. We talked about everything, except sex. It was as if we were both purposely avoiding the discussion. Finally, on the third night I asked her about it.
"Julie, why haven't we talked about what every girl that sleeps over with another girl talks about?" Now that I think about it, I really didn't know what everyone else talked about, but it was a good way of getting the conversation started. I don't know why I felt it was important to me to stress the issue or to even bring it up, it just felt unnatural not to talk about it.
"We have, haven't we?" she replied.
"No there is one obvious subject that we both seem to be avoiding and I can't explain why. I think it's totally weird that we haven't talked about it. We have both been in the conversations when we've been to pajama parties. I know because I have been to all of the ones you have."
"I didn't think it was appropriate," she said.
"Why not? I mean we are curious about what we each think about the subject, correct?"
"I would prefer not to talk about it." Julie was embarrassed, but I couldn't tell the reason why.
"Why are you all of a sudden so hush-hush about something we've talked about a lot with other girls? Why are you blushing? I can remember some pretty wild things you told us about."
"They were lies," she said meekly.